Schizophonia

At beginning i was going to link femininity to emotional fragility but there are actually plenty of men we would characterize as particularly manly who are also sensitives, so it's not that. Same about "stoicism", so even if i talked about that it's not about stoicism at all, it's again something else. It's not even being decision-maker, there are plenty of very feminine girls who have a strong self who get together with quiet men who don't have much and who remain masculine, it can be organized like that. What I think I see most commonly among men is the tendency to "disidentify from the ego." Imagine that the ego is a hole and that women identify with this hole, while men prefer to distance themselves from it and therefore find themselves systematically identifying with the "border" of the hole; what Lacan would call the symbolic order. Woman = Imaginary Order = Hole Man = Symbolic Order = Border/surface that allows the hole to exist. So women will achieve intensity by generating this "hole," and so it's as if their life were more like fiction or a film. It's too boring for a man, so to regain some intensity, a man will generally identify with a spectator and a player who uses his ego; the ego is, as it were, "objectified." For example, I have no desire at all to play the bullshit dramas that women tend to play. However, I can enjoy being the one who comes to comfort her, tease her, or whatever. The ego, the karma, is the same, except that I play it through her. So, as I said before, a man will generally seem less emotional, more cold, stoic, etc., because it's no longer "I'm suffering" but "it's suffering." "It" may contain "I," the avatar I play, but it's always treated like an object. I don't know if I'm being clear. When I think of a very feminine girl who attracts me, I imagine someone submissive, especially sexually, who smells good, wears pretty clothes, likes to cook for me and taste things, loves cats, demands lots of cuddles, is sensitive, and is a good mother. Of course, that's a shopping list, lol, but the main point is that she's not brutal or stiff, like the symbolic one. Like a fat farmer's wife, lol.

My sleep has been poor this month, because I was too stressed or whatever, and that kick-started the process even though I no longer have sleepless nights, but these days have been better, even much better, by applying Neville Goddard's advice. No worries about sleep hygiene or medication; here, we're working on a more holistic scale and eliminating insomnia by removing the very idea of ever having been insomniac, and it works! It even works very quickly. Of course, there's no need to resort to Neville's mystical paradigm; a skeptic who prefers to stick to a down-to-earth, meta-logical paradigm could talk about neuro-linguistic programming or whatever. Of course, it's much harder to say than to do; the ego has taken to complaining about being insomniac (in this case). The ego is the supreme capitalist who wants to continue using a damaged and dangerous but still profitable nuclear power plant and, if possible, reuse the nuclear waste, not for environmental reasons, lol, but for business; the ego doesn't want to have to throw all that away. Of course, the ego is also the one who wants change, but mine has a particularly strong conservative bias. At the same time I'm going nofap again; I don't see the point of simply ejaculating without at least one loving partner, it's a significant waste of energy for a stupid little orgasm lasting a few seconds, even smoking is more profitable. This morning I almost broke down after just one day, lol, looking at pornographic images, but in the end I stuck it out. I must be lonely or something, I'm missing things and I'm avoiding the pain by numbing myself with orgasms.

I see girls as giant lollipops or cakes; something that feels good because it smells good, because it's soft, sweet (or spicy, that can be good too), because it makes me feel important by giving her hugs or things like that, attention in general. It's not much different than a big car or a video game; they're generally fountains of attention/energy; so it's no surprise that men are more stoic because it's not about me but about "it." Then they are human beings, so it's important to be friends with your girlfriend, but no one gets hard because their girlfriend has leadership.

None of these things are particularly feminine

God google says it exists but you must have a stroke, an accident, suffer a cardiac arrest or something like that. My mom told me i'm the more handsome of the boys and you're just jealous.

Do you think Leo would really want see us ahah

AI will have to be requisitioned from large companies to prevent even bigger monopolies.

"Yea i am a fascist" laugh* Guy has something to prove.

Caution: Non-autistic advice: Go see a psychologist and/or psychiatrist.

lol

Yes it's hard to not move. No plenty of people are immobilized for way more than few days for exemple because of an accident and they don't die. Moving is good for lymphatic system and maintaining muscle mass but not for living. It's basically impossible to not have enough bloodflow to your brain except if you hang yourself or your suffer from very low blood pressure for some reason.

Infertility No more condom needed top cool

I know I'm in a play, but I'm still acting, it's just that now I know it's a game. That's what my mentor once said to a listener; she had lost her motivation because of spirituality. He replied something like, "It unlocks when you understand so much that there's nowhere else to go that it becomes sensible to start doing things again because suddenly it's just "for fun," for free. He doesn't see the point of remaining in being/dissolution; he compares it to a flat electroencephalogram (EEG), and that if there were something fundamentally more interesting about being there, we would already be there.

We have to do what we like to attract partners, everything is already in our programming.

It is because you have to eat these calories/proteins. Nevermind i must stop deviate the topic These videos where vegan anglo-saxons do stupid random meal like tofu on microwaved sweet potato before calling it great feeds my racism.

It's impossible she ate 100g of proteins, she probably mismuse weighed raw and cooked datas and/or lie. Her first meals has 21g of proteins, her second probably some grams at most, it would say her last meal has >= 70g of protein while it's just some tofu and grains. And of course she essentially counts on soy.

If you need to move to avoid suffering from cerebral hypoxia, it means you will probably die soon lol

No precisely i'm agree with him. You don't will torture yourself eating such amount of these foods everyday.

You tacitly explained how it's barely possible to get 100g of protein while being vegan without protein powders.

@RendHeaven You can say the same thing with every pleasure. Liking éclairs au chocolat is impure because liking éclairs au chocolat is discriminatory and so selfish. I don't really understand the emotional implications behind this; it sounds like a narcissistic block or something like that. Even if you're a winner, you can have a narcissistic block and be disgusted by discrimination; even a good-looking guy can be incel; it's just expressed more through projection (onto fat and ugly women, other men with more difficulties, etc.).

Recently my Chinese-style inflatable doll complained about mistreatment. I reminded her that without me she'd still be a PVC coil somewhere in a warehouse. That shut her up.

No, Valentin is the name of the coolest guy of the forum

Is it a joke ?

He is disgusting, It's obvious he's mentally ill.

No she is a bit shy, but she has incredible stamina. Tomorrow we're going to the swimming pooool