Schizophonia

I really like heavy metal, so I'm thinking of going there next year. People who have been there before?

When I was on ketamine I was talking to my best friend on Discord and I really came across as being very kind/reassuring and the most outgoing man. But when I reread it the next day (so sober), I realized that I actually looked unpleasant and drunk.

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I would be frustrated, personally. You are less kinesthetic, I suppose

severe insomnia is a life-threatening illness. You don't know everything that may have contributed to my insomnia and that I'm not telling you for various reasons. The fact is that I now have a brain that tends excessively toward hypervigilence, and that this is resistant to behavioral therapies. And yes, sleep hygiene helps, but not all the time and to a sufficient extent in the long term. I don't take any medication and my diet has been very balanced + caffeine-free for a while. When you see lots of videos of a YouTuber who eats things in a row, you may say to yourself "I wonder how he manages not to gain weight with everything he eats!", it's a cognitive illusion because The only things you see of him are his displayed consumption of food, but he doesn't eat like an animal every day, obviously. Well it's the same for me and my "pharmaceutical recommendations". It's idealistic. Thank you for your response, it’s nice. I didn't really choose to respond to all of this because I don't disagree. But just understand that benzodiazepines and other products give me relief that no therapy or supplement ever could. Maybe one day I'll explain certain things to you via PM if we talk about it again, and maybe you'll understand.

Unfortunately the exercise doesn't change anything in my case. Not really I eat rich foods but it's like putting a brick in my stomach

lol. Isn’t this situation frustrating for you, even if you take it lightly ?

I don't know about PCP, but Ketamine is like what you would expect from some opiates, but more moderate and with far fewer side effects when coming down. (no vomiting or stuff like that...)

You wouldn't say the same thing to someone who suffers from widespread cancer, neuralgia, or any chronic illness. For some reason, people suddenly become idealistic when it comes to a handful of illnesses, especially chronic insomnia and depression, but that's an illusion. These diseases are, at least at some stage, no less idiopathic than any other condition. This path does not work/leads nowhere, in the meantime millions of people around the world have literally saved their lives with Z-Drugs, Benzodiazepines, sometimes antidepressants.

It's not a lot of losses either. At worst, why not eat more things that contain zinc, like oysters? Or even supplements.

You're right to a certain extent, but worrying about possible strange behavior when taking a benzo or similar product when you're having several sleepless nights a week is like putting the cart before the horse.

I'm still torn because the cumulative sexual excitement encourages people to make bad relational choices and waste time.

He forgot the albino soup to cure erections.

But I can't wait to get my zolpidem yummy

Neither

I don't take any drugs

always better than no sleep

I think I'm going to try zolpidem soon, I'll let you know how it goes.

How do you know ? 🤔

A pedophile warlord in direct telepathic communication with a God who looks suspiciously like some sort of evil, ego-filled accountant. I don't see why L Ron Hubard would be a cult leader and not him. No, actually Hubard seems definitively more intelligent and reliable.

spot on

Yes, but I'm not going to make the decision to go out with a girl because of her looks. I may possibly avoid some if they are really “out of category”. No, good if your libido is high 👍 I don't believe that testosterone = libido. Lately tested at 940nd/dl and once even managed to get up to 1600ng/dl with lots of clomid, but libido was pretty unchanged. If I abstain for several days, the not-so-Catholic thoughts and the looks at the asses of women in the metro multiply lol, but that stops there.

It’s true, my response is motivated by my denied/unconscious self-recognition in the mirror. I can only recognize and speak to myself, whether regardless of the underlying energy. edit : But it doesn’t change anything to the veracity of what I said.

If you are really desperate try pregabaline, clotiazepam, or even 15mg of Mirtazapine every night. For a month

Why can't you conceptualize that others do not necessarily have the same energy patterns as you ? I literally have no problem attracting girls, it doesn't make me hypersexual like you 👍