Schizophonia

Surely there is still resistance to this paradigm in my system, and perhaps this little explanation in my post does. But that doesn't matter, in this case it's me who puts my ego in danger for the truth.

It doesn't matter what you say, as a general rule it doesn't matter what an individual person says, whether it's true about them or whether it's a lie they're telling themselves. I try to see the world works in general and optimize by its rules, not rely on luck. If I were ugly, I wouldn't have any interest in counting on the chance of finding a good girl who would sincerely like my ugly face.

Leo told me the same thing one day. I don't think he answered me after I asked him if he could go out with a 2/10. 🤔 Of course not, when Leo you, or anyone else, accuses me of projecting my supposed superficiality, it actually means "I prefer a 5/6 out of 10 nice and intelligent girl to an 8/10 stupid, mean, or even not intelligent! 🧐” But in reality no one will choose a 2/3 out of 10 over an 8, perhaps it doesn't matter how "intellectual and spiritual" the first one is,lol. But above all, it's men that I'm talking about in my post above, and for a whole bunch of reasons the situation is even more difficult for men.

He's not particularly aggressive. The aggression that you often see in him is your own that you recognize in a mirror. You are definitely an aggressive person in denial.

Women fall in love with your face. The best thing you can do to receive love and results with women in general is to save several thousand euros and request a quote from a very good cosmetic surgeon for one or more implants where your structure bone is failing. You can couple this with TRT and/or light roids here and there (anything except 19nor-testostetone derivatives) to increase your confidence, energy and in the longer term your muscle and bone mass. You can also take courses of growth hormones or HGH pulse inducers (ibutamoren), this is the only product which in adulthood will ultimately allow you to improve the bone mass of your face without surgery. Anyone who cringes when reading my message is in denial, because it upsets their ego. @Leo Gura and @flowboy always give good advice on mindset. Only, both are 6/10 white guys, tall, middle class and above average educated, and even then they had to put in a lot of effort and money to get where they are today. This is very good, but if you are not in this situation, for example if you are 3/4 out of 10, you live in a poor country, with an exaggerated number of men for political-cultural reasons etcetc, well you will definitely have to go deeper into the rabbit hole, even if it hurts your ego. Oh, and to answer the question: Pua is most of the time a scam, and is aimed at people who already have a good genetic base anyway. No PUA master will make an ugly man fuck by giving him “techniques”, lol.

I will soon drop 15g of valhalla truffles from a very well-known Dutch brand. I want ideas of things to do, because usually I just end up going in circles without it ultimately being productive.

it's a bit like everywhere 🤔

Like Him ? This guy is however quite unattractive in photos, and yet she is a model. He alone proves the principle of photogenicity lol.

That said, I noticed types of faces and a correlation between them and a character. For example, curious women tend to have a wider, swollen face; if they are extroverted and energetically "greedy" they will tend to look like a sow, while introverts have a flatter face close to an cow or an owl. , the owl being generally more "dry" and moody, sometimes aggressive, than the cow. Girls who are hypomanic but not very curious/aware, a little naive and the type to keep their mouth open while thinking, tend to look like donkeys/horses. Women who are not very curious/aware AND introverted often have a rodent face and a small, skinny physique, unlike the luscious and libidinal sow.

We're all someone's idiot It's relative.

That's right, the more eager you are, the more danger you are. I believe that regularly traumatized people get rid of the weight of possible loss, of helplessness, by dissociating (schizoidism, especially in men) or by going through it as quickly/brutally as possible (hysteria). But I'm not sure I understood your answer well so I'm answering maybe next to it, and then what I just came out with comes freshly from my imagination so it doesn't matter lol.

When I talk about libido, it's not just the desire to have sex, it's any type of desire, of impulse. Even a laugh is libido. Men on average have more need than women, not just of the opposite sex but of any object of desire.

It's exactly the same for men. The only difference is that for reasons of libido it is men who hunt and women who accept or refuse, most of the time.

You are brainwashed, and you take advantage of it as a way of viewing yourself as superior. To hear you say, everyone in Russia is mean and stupid, and you (and probably your family, obviously) are the chosen one.

I also try to eat well to reduce adrenaline/cortisol as much as possible due to my insomnia. Mirtazapine still works relatively well but it literally makes me stupid.

I need quite a few calories just to maintain my weight (at least around 2500), but I'm never hungry or almost, most of the time the food is not interesting and I force myself to eat, to unless it is very transformed. I tried Mirtazapine and it didn't change anything, same for periactin and fenugreek. What else could I try? @Michael569 @undeather

So it's basically an over-the-counter barbiturate. ? 🤔

No dude, I'm giga chad. I would even say Giga Frenchad*

Maybe this bothers you because you're afraid of gaining weight or something? In fact it can only be that, you project onto the outside what you deny, again and again this good mirror effect lol. I don't mind gaining weight (anymore) and I no longer have any food restrictions, and you know what? I never notice anything about fat people. On the other hand, I see taciturn people, who hide their intentions/thoughts almost everywhere. Hmm, I wonder why... 🤫

All I know is that I just don't want to be seen in mushrooms lol.

You're probably right 🤔 I like Bart At first I seriously doubted seeing his strange and aggressive behavior, but in fact it turns out that he suffers from autism. He actually did an interview about it.

Yes, I was talking about that, this idea didn't come from me but from a video from a bodybuilding YouTuber that I saw a while ago, maybe moreplatesmoredates? I do not know anymore. This is a trend among many billionaires and it is a possibility when we notice the evolution of Musk's physique and behavior. I'm not giving it up just to troll, I already used testosterone cream for a few weeks to try until I found myself constantly over 5000ng/dl with DHT through the roof, same for E2. Then I also experimented a little later with large doses of clomid. I also have in mind the experience of many people I have spoken to on meso rx and other forums. Large doses of testosterone will quickly transform you into a hysterical libertarian with little respect for authority and any form of self-limiting concepts linked to said authority, such as ethics, morality, etc. For example, you may very quickly find yourself wanting to scam/use people, doing illegal things and getting angry if someone tries to limit your scope of action. But above all it makes you delusional, for example if you receive a death threat from the mafia, with a normal hormonal profile you will just submit or at least manage to save your family, BUT if you are under too high levels of androgens (and e2) or even worse even more powerful steroids, you can for example get it in your head that you are going to take a gun and destroy the mafia all by yourself while listening to 2pac, even if it is completely irrational lol. The same goes for any other subject in life (women, business, etc.)

That could also make sense, yes.

I expected that the group with the highest glucose would also have the highest insulin. Usually one goes with the other, but maybe I'm wrong. For the TMAO, I haven't looked and so I don't know what it's worth but it seems to me that Bart Kay made a video "to debunker" that

Psychedelics and even amphetamines will make anxiety worse. You want something that reduces adrenaline and/or increases GABA. You can try fairly high doses of niacinamines to reduce adrenaline. To reduce gaba the most effective would be good doses of DHT creams, or (less safe and to be avoided in the long term) anxiolithic-oriented benzodiazepines, phenibut or even GHB/GBL. Supplements can help I suppose, but I don't know much about (NAC?)