Schizophonia

I like Jim he is pleasant to listen and often funny

I mean that people whose strategy is to assert themselves directly in order to gain energy (including in the form of attention) tend to have a higher influence. Because it corresponds to the neurological state (strong appetite -> high dopamine etc.) and because, as you yourself say, with a higher weight you can less rely on being "cute" and small. It doesn't matter it's just a metaphysical idea I have. 2 grams lol jk It's just in your head. And regardless of if it's true or false, you might be better off focusing much more on being sociable, dressing well, wearing light makeup if you want, etc. Even having a pet lol; because it's good for the mood and because from the outside it's a "proto-social circle". It's an infertile, oedipal delusion. It's something else entirely, and actually the opposite. You're not argumentative at all and are counting on being "miserable," especially in your thinness. What I'm proposing, on the contrary, is to abandon all of that and to opt for new, more fruitful strategies to gain attention, or simply to navigate life in general. The idea that your attractiveness is based on a bit of cheek is delusional. But you can't see it at all, that's the principle of a delusion. I understand a bit because i had ed when i was in high school; I ate very little, I did a lot of fasting, explored all types of diets. Even though it did end relatively quickly, and the reasons were certainly more superficial (fear of gaining weight because I was a little overweight when I was younger, and that had prevented me from being attractive or even doing well in sports at school lol - at least that's what I thought - and apparently this left a very bad mark). Now I don't care anymore at all about my weight anymore and I eat what I want; even if I weighed 100 kilos I'd think "oh well" and I'd do my best, but I wouldn't be any more stressed about it. no pb Sorry if I seem blunt here and there; it's my usual way of communicating and it's worked for me.

I remember he used to make videos with Jack Denmo before he goes to prison lol. It's strange that he needs to beg like that. He seems ok finnally.

😹 But more seriously why did you settle there if you couldn't find a job? In a big city you could have easily found one. If you don't mind me asking.

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Shiva is proud of you

I take the T, you keep the E2 😼

Normal it’s because I’m here. Sorry

No I was talking about your energy because it's quite pleasant it's soft and sensitive. This way of phrasing it as "that means you appreciate me because I'm emaciated" But if you're complaining, then maybe you should deviate of strategy, of persona to get attention. Maybe you will naturally stay thin etc; maybe you will have to gain weight and change your strategy to get attention (in general I believe that weight is correlated with querulousness ?). I mean, you want to have a pleasant life with friends, a lover, maybe a pet, physical activities, etc. What keeps people stuck in a negative persona is the unconscious fear of making things worse. All I can do, I believe, or anyone else for that matter, is help to push you to overcome that tension/resistance.

Because they don't exercise or they eat too much. If you had the mental strength to deprive yourself of so much food, you'll have the strength to limit yourself a little for a while if you really need to in the future. As for genetics you also have your father's genetics and a good number of genetic mutations; so you might still have a lean genetic predisposition that your mother don't have. There's also a strong epigenetic component (I don't believe in the genetic/epigenetic cliveage in the absolute, because of non duality blablabla, but it doesn't matter); if your mother isn't involved in certain things, she'll naturally want to eat AND her thermogenesis will decrease (one is an unconscious response to the other), but you must have a different profile. Maybe you're neurotic about it because you don't want to look like your mother or like yourself when you were younger if you had weight problems or something like that, I know you told me something like "Yes, but my face isn't suited to it, so I have to be particularly thin", all women say that lol; but maybe you would be prettier (and healthier) with more curves. As French chefs say fat is what gives flavor 😸 More seriously abandoning all these concerns at least partially, even if it means gaining more or less weight, and focus on hygiene, clothes, makeup, etc. Just my 2cts. It's not pleasant to live like this it's too bad.

Medical reasons

To become muslim As-salamu alaykum

J'ai presque jamais entendu ça de quelqu'un de normal, et ça semble être moins une croyance sincère qu'une sorte de cope que l'on raconte pour avoir l'impression d'avoir du pouvoir; parce qu'on se sent humilié/blessé.

But it was the human brain that generated this mousetrap; tens of billions of neurons and all the other cells in your body that allowed you to make/buy it, position it, understand how the combination with cheese could attract the mouse, understand why it was necessary, etcetc eheh.

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After the stone. It's complex yes but infinitely less so than a living being.

It's true. I skimmed that one too eheh.

Did you drink lol I mean that the post is specifically about the risk of being attacked in the street, not about being in danger in general.

3 months; because of circumcision

Lol

It's me. Say to me what you want to know my child.

The post was specifically about the street context.

The conclusion of a lifetime spent studying psychoanalysis, non-duality, gnosticism, communism, etc. Eating people. I'm quite conservative at heart, but I prefer to leave people alone. If that suits you and things are going well then great.👍

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But at least there's power in the relationship. If you get attacked by some weirdo in the street there's almost nothing you can do.