Schizophonia

Accept he is autodestructive

It's a game.

I've already tried testosterone some months for the experience (1 to 2g per week), it has made my insomnia way way worst so i've stopped but it turned me pretty jacked without doing exercice.

Having a normal BMI

I've precisely just recorded a video about that I should have already posted it on my diary but like everything is against me these days it will be for this week end. Every theorizing is fundamentally illusorily objective, because you can only live life through your personal structure. Like my "mentor" Lopvet Franck would say we are like two soap bubbles who form a border by joining together in some points, and given that the solipsistic nature of consciousness, this boarder automatically is nothing else that a mirror. To come back to the subject of alcohol it's very simple : Schizophonia -> Salvijus -> Mirroirs of Salvijus's . 1)Why do i see (or rather imagine ? fantasize ? btw) dudes forcing other peoples to do something to protect their ego ? Because it's my mechanic, that now i recognize on you insofar as you explicit it by projecting it at your turn on your own mirrors. We are seduced to the idea of pushing peoples to drink (even if i don't drink, personally) to to feel reassured about our consumption by blocking the evolution of the group, of the collective ego, in a direction that would endanger our vices. 2)Now i can push in differents directions. Why seeing myself as a drinker is more stylish for me to the point of refusing to integrate me into an obvious collective ego (my friends) against alcohol? Am I trying to be like someone? My father ? mother? Does being “the drinker” refer me to a chronically blocked satisfying affect that can only be expressed through such symbolism? Why am I so upset by other people's views? Why at the same time I am so attached to resembling an image like that even if it is unhealthy. Why do I see people who try to take away my pleasure? Why can the affect linked to enjoyment and letting go only be expressed through symbolism that is at best considered possibly unhealthy, and at worst, downright dangerous? Etcetcetc. Everything is logical, it flows, there is no randomness, it's an illusion. With enough honesty we can understand everyone's problems as long as we are able to understand them, even if it's not always obvious haha, clairvoyance has to be worked on.

It’s a lot of concerns for not so much virtual results.

Ouga ouga bonga 🦍 Nature is not Mordor, surviving is above all being integrated into a group, we survive in a group by being cooperative. Strong men are not aggressive, we become agressive when we are stressed.

I’ve never tasted. It doesn’t looks good.

Weed enlightenment

@Princess Arabia You look good in this photo !

Cerebrolysyn, Semax, Lion Mann, acetylcholinergic, NSI 189… All this stuff is absolutely useless, just hypochondria, and actually with side effects. 1) Realize that it’s all crazy anxiety. The neurons are extremely resistant, serious quantities of MDMA are required to begin to observe potential signs of apoptosis. There are neurons that die all the time for x reasons, they are replaced by a daily turnover of several hundred to thousands of neural stem cells produced by the dante gyrus. 2)Supplements are very inefficient to increase neurogenesis, and are actually barely efficient to increase even neuroplasticity. The most efficient practice is actually simply reduce stress and eat well. Dr Joe Dispenza succeeded to give sight to a person who had a stroke, or even cure several people with avanced dementia thanks to meditation techniques. Neurogenesis is very, very, correlated to HPA axis.

How do you know it was 25i-NBOMe ? You don’t have brain damages at all lol, it’s just monoamines receptors down-regulation (even if it’s technically only serotoninergic, 5ht2a increase glutamate and by extension catecholamines) and probably anxiety/nacebo effect. It is almost impossible to induce significant brain damage unless you are a very heavy drug addict over several decades, have a serious physical accident, are severely asphyxiated for at least several minutes, or suffer from a serious neurodegenerative disease.

You don’t have to justify anything, there are no okay or not okay things. Your an adult man and you do what you want. It’s about consuming a substance and weighing the pros and cons depending on the context, quantity, etc. It’s a pragmatic decision. It is the projection of your tendency towards a strong superego.

And yet it’s true ahah

What’s the point ? I prefer to spend money on very nutritious food.

You use LSD to fix stomach pain ?

Sometimes if I contract my face, I look a bit like an owl ahah. People have heads that resemble certain animals and I even have the impression that there is often a correlation with the psyche … Humm, too much Actualized for today

1)What have you concretely did to have a gf. Including being helped (by a psychoanalyst, a seduction coach or whatever). 2)Do you have things that actually bring you pleasure and therefore increase your « sexual power » ? It looks like you are too much attached to your « I am the guy who never had this at an avanced age » persona, it’s a poor energy and you could easily switch of persona by putting yourself in new situations.

Like the handkerchief budget ahah

Their brain want a women both because of atavistic needs and social pressure, they can’t for some reasons so they get angry. No need to go that far.

Women don’t want a guy who spends his time looking in the mirror and watching his food constantly. They want a normal physique. And vice versa actually.

RN is still the leading party in France, far ahead of LFI and Renaissance Mélenchon is nobody and nothing of his program will be applied, it is cheeky to gloat over this “victory”

It's depends of the dosage and the context. If you have money, eating a lots of food will somehow prevent the stress response provoked by the (forced) increased metabolism. If you're a weak homeless, you will undergo huge stress spikes and it will strongly down-regulate the genes who allows the recuperation of tissues from various organs. And you will turns potentially into a The Walking Dead extra lol.

Leo is another mirror of me, i'm perfectly aware i talk to myself, we can only do that whatever how it's "objective".

You have an unresolved oeudipian complexe, it's obvious. It's like it is more important for you to being "a good little boy" who "don't vape because it's a useless monkey things" or who is more mature than elon musk (who has a big familly to take care of, several companies...) just because you are more policed than him, and constantly stuff like that, rather than being someone who has as main objective to put things on the table, who does what it has to be did. And when you see girls don't give a damn about your narcissistic regressions and just want a guy who bring comfort and dopamine, you cope by affirming things like that. It's great to see immature people everywhere for x pretext, now can you remind us how many children you have? The last time you participated in a political event? event ? a charitable association? There are these video games that you make, but you don't talk about them, it's too bad.