Schizophonia

40mg is the best dose for me Didn’t tried, it doesn’t interests me.

No, it is a phallic failure (see Oedipus complex in Lacan, he is the one who talks about it best). When you are a child, your parents and especially your mother will behave in a phallic way with you; you will therefore respond by being feminine but seeing that it is in fact the father that the mother desires you will unconsciously try to take the father's place, that is to say behave in a phallic way from now on. Regardless of the Oedipus complex, when you are a man you will in any case learn that you must play the phallic role to be socially accepted, that is to say take responsibilities. So instead of letting your parents (and especially your mother) do everything because you are their "little darling", you will start to work for them in one way or another (work, cook, do the dishes, do the housework) and behave in this proactive (phallic) way in everyday life; you will generally identify with this position. Except that, by playing at taking responsibility, you will naturally expect the reward to be the environment's response to your involvement, that is to say its "submission". Most men with a virile persona do not choose psychedelics and in fact prefer « recreational » drugs, especially those that suppress the stress response (alcohol, tobacco, benzodiazepines, even cannabis why not), because when you play the phallus, what will automatically come under the reward will be power; If you play at eating a sandwich, would you want it to submit to you or do as he pleases? It is only if you are paralyzed, passive, therefore intrinsically feminine that you will hope that this sandwich jumps into your mouth. Not many people here are really virile, they are mostly white peoples from big cities who have been pampered. Except that in life nothing is free and the unconscious price of passivity, of the absence of power processes is conditioning to castration anxiety, that is to say the fear of being punished and confronted with representations of death. This is what will generate this kind of persona who absolutely wants to correct himself. The worst part is that the best way to look like a very serious and mature yogi is not meditation or 5 MeO DMT lol, the best and quickest way is to build a virile persona. This thick character is simply what you're going to look like when you stop to be idle and start being proactive.

No, i’ve just tried 5 MeO Mipt and it went very far, LSD level and even more brutal.

It’s a classic tryptamine close to mushroom, i’ve just said it was very visual. If you play a feminine persona (and this is the case given your relationship with your mother) that is to say if you play at being passive, at not having any power, then you will absolutely seek to make things "serious". It's normal with your boss, but now you're worrying that 4 HO MET is too recreational lol, and if you could use it sitting cross-legged, because i don't know, meditation seems serious and stable ? Calm down, you are not something to be fixed.

Yes

If you are stuck in feminine personas you will enjoy like a woman (dominated) yes.

You don’t need us. It seems you just need friends to talk with.

Yo. I dont know 4 HO DMT, but 4 HO MET is a very visual psychedelic with a astonishingly weak headscape, you’re still very lucid even at high dosages. I also have a lot of sensations (especially erotic eheh) like with LSD, but with a different vibe.

Personas.

Lol, ofc. And in Africa there are only poor people, sand and coconut trees; it is well known.

Psychedelics are useless.

You think that because you are a passive sissy and base your self-esteem on what is presented to you by default and distances you a little from marginality. Even if you had succeeded, you would still be depressed, because you were not made to keep up ; Men enjoy and even become attractive by venture, even if it is risky. Tonight sign up for a group activite, or any concrete thing. Hop hop.

There are better possibilities for you.

Psychedelics are therapeutically useless.

Sadguru passed by here

No, it’s supposed to be very pure before being cut with random products.

Are they significantly psychoactive ? Also more is not better, it will just be a different pharmacology. Nevermind

Because i've meet plenty of short guys and they were just normal.

Indeed my son, i had to put a "has" after "everyone", but i thought that sounded bad. English is bad for humor in general 😉 You feel attacked because you don't take responsibility for your desires , i'm just a very direct mirror😉

Because it makes 0 sense 🤣

Lol.

everyone their own fantasies I guess 🤔

Yes, i mean for me the main goal of meditation is dissociating myself a bit from the ego. Everything that increases stress response (adrenaline) will revive and intensify habitual patterns. Very mental people, with a tendency to OCD, to rumination, are rich in adrenaline (or histamine...) Yes, because it presses the accelerator pedal of your ego, so it takes you out of learned helplessness. But precisely not only does it not move your ego but intensifies its usual patterns, because the latter are motivated by the perception of an energy surplus. In a normal setting, if your life (and therefore your ego) is not going well you end up triggering the energy crash of your system and you take a "dark night of the soul" until the ego agrees to evolve on new modes of operation, new survival strategies (personas). Now, under MDMA, with you literally press all the protection pedals of your ego at the same time, and you think that in fact everything is love, that everything will be fine and company. Well no, it is a one-off delusional state and how many people really evolve thanks to trips? lol. Now I increasingly think that the only way to evolve is through confrontation. That's true 👍 Which ones ?

Good food and good sleep.

You don't need much.