Schizophonia

Yes, why not.

Didn't have nausea at all with this one. From what i remember.

Best smiley 😉 Basically why people are what they are. There is a genetic background that forms the personas but ultimately it is mostly shaped by personal experiences and the inheritance of the collective unconscious of the family and by extension of higher structures, depending on what has been considered to be the most effective to avoid death and maximize the flow of attention, of love. You can completely change a person by influencing the games they play, so by changing what they think is good for their survival. For example to come back into the yang/yin dichotomy, that's why there was a military service in most countries, it was a radical way to make men more yang by breaking down self-consciousness through demanding activities and discipline. Less "am I handsome/strong/intelligent enough...?" and more "is this or that done well ?". You don't talk to me on the same way you talk to your parents, with the same energies(movements), because the game "talking to parents" is very different and involves other beliefs than the game "talking to the smartest and exciting french guy on the world". You're personality, what you are, literally change. I've always been a night owl but it has turned into a chronic severe insomnia when i was 19 because of several factors (undernourishment, experimentation here and there with differents products...). For about 2 years i had at least 2 sleepless night per week. Insomnia is essentially gone now, i'm just still looking for improving my sleep schedule, i still use a bit of doxylamine here and there if i'm stressed and it works very well. Tonight i will try some magnesium and aspirin. Yum

lol

Normal, We're too self-centered to just read books written by other person, watching a long video is already too boring most of the time the elite Jokes asides, it's also a deduction of different systems i've explored until now (Franck Lopvet, Jung, Freud, Ken wilber...) I will say more tomorrow. For now Valentin needs some sleeps. Hop hop.

Myself (no joke), i think a lot about energetic stuffs. That's why i've sometime a hard time to fall asleep.

Next @cjoseph90 topic : Which unblocks-toilets liquid chose ? 🤔 🚽

No, i've not tried it still. Ahah, why phenethylamines in particular ? I've always drop like 300/350ug, it give me a strong trip. I love that. Once i dropped 750ug for the experience, i've feel like someone has raped my brain with a screwdriver Yes. It's better to just chill the next day.

Why ? 🤔 For me low sense of self is weak awareness of the avatar ("me"), in such a way that most of energy is deployed toward what is perceived as not “me” (the "outside"). So the result will be a much more "yang" energy tendency, that is to say to do things. There is less reason to be passive and self-centered, to be afraid to fight to guarantee one's survival etc. (feminine (yin) behaviors) because the ego takes a weaker place. Some very yang people may actually even come to enjoy fighting or scarring themselves, even if it is supposed to be ego-threatening at the core. I'm mixing "ego" and "self" but it's roughly the same semantics? I don't know if it's clear, I'm a little too lazy to theorize at almost 11 p.m. lol. Maybe another time.

I've never tested a phenethylamines. The strongest psychedelic for me is LSD, from far.

@meta_male How are you since the time ? + why not just wear glasses ?

Their big bean-fed butts mesmerized him. He is lost.

It's just a lot of stress for not much, when you can just have someone to do things with.

I can't encourage you to do anything illegal, but I just buy BTC and take what I want from an onion market. 2CB also looks like what I said by the way

This !

It's strongly dopaminergic.

Strong sense of self = yin = Passivity/submission/retention/fear/calculation. Low sense of self = yang = Activity/domination/explosion/aggression/punctuality.

Normal men tend to assume more their death drive and thus having a natural preference for depressants. Stimulants are essentially pleasant if you are a sissy with a big sense of self, because for some reasons you are used to condition your brain to play to BEING something rather than DOING and it's a pathetic condition for a men, stimulants bring this sensation of power to satisfy this paradigm even if they are stressful ; That neurological conditioning will create submission fetish. Because the stress and therefore resolution of stress is directed into what into the self your avatar.

Yes it's what i say all the time. I don't deny that phenomenon.

Projection, it's me who have the more funny life here, mouahaha I let you chill

I am the most illuminated person here, i've access to the best in psychoanalysis, spirituality and philosophy 😉

Op is already a bit boring, if i read that i'm going to have a stroke 😉

Yes. I want be a jacked 300iq genius and feel like 24/7 on trenbolone and weed at the same time ; I'm making my life an incredible adventure full of intelligence, feelings and libido

You visibly don't talk English well, but have a very good drug dealer (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞

Contrary to what we believe, you can be very high in testosterone and be very quiet or even shy, in general testosterone has little to do with the propensity for aggression or on contrary calmness, extroversion or on contrary introversion, autism or neurtypical etcetc. The common point between people rich in testosterone is mainly their blunted stress response (because of a stronger GABAergic, dopaminergic neurotransmition, weaker serotonergic neurotransmition, etc.). Men who have had little exposure to testosterone will tend to be morally masochistic, that is, submitting to authority to feel strong. They will be more involved politically, socially and in a more authoritarian/humanistic way. If they break the law then it is simply because the influence of their group is stronger. Their aura will be lighter, you will have the impression of walking on "eggshells" so as not to annoy or shock them, they can be annoying because of the possibility of hysteria and their instability in general. Because of their strong self-awareness, they are very prone to stress and even self-hatred, hypersensitivity, hatred... (If you recognize yourself, you can PM me, i have solutions btw ) The more a man has been exposed to strong peaks of testosterone, the more he will tend to be liberal and not like authority in general. His consciousness will be heavier, anchored, simpler; Given the blunted stress response in various ways, they will be overtly much more interested in playing and sleeping, if they are to be interested in "abstract" stuff (politics, social, spirituality, intellectual subjects... ) then it will be very pragmatic and without qualms, openly selfish and in search of a "simple" paradigm (which is not particularly stressful). As he is not easily shocked, you will be able to talk about everything with him without stressing. If you really go against his interests, he can on the other hand go much further from time to time in physical violence.