Schizophonia

Who is the common point between all these people.

I like your energy, you're cute. But here's the thing you're complaining about certain things and what comes to mind, the solution Valentin lol, is tenacity. Whether it's in a "safe" way like getting another degree and gritting your teeth, or creating an Instagram account. The form doesn't matter; it's the unleashed energy that counts. Perhaps others have a different point of view. I understand how a book is not easy to write since it is not extraordinary to be anorexic and it is quite morbid, it is not very creative.

Why I think it's good to be proud of what you've been through, and this dimension, combined with the interest it has generated in areas like nutrition, can attract people. People come and want to give you their money because you are proof, or at least (because you can still struggle) because they see themselves in you. Not only money but interest in general.

Thanks; you're my favourite mod and e girl. 👍 I will send her a message.

Has @Princess Arabia left too ? I appreciated her

Another therian

Me I drink Ricard for the antioxidants 😸

Happy to enlighten people with my light 😸 You don't know, and from a certain point of view it may be worse to have "just a little bit of an ed" because the pressure is less to give it all up, and thus like any neurosis it can last an entire incarnation. What I think is that it's essentially a waste of time and cognitive energy; that It's impossible to become overweight unless you're particularly inactive or suddenly develop a metabolic problem, that fat/water doesn't systematically make people less attractive (quite the opposite, in fact), and that the human body is a survival machine to the point where some people live to a ripe old age despite daily smoking and alcohol consumption lol; so is debating which is better for health between a glass of cow's milk or soy milk really relevant aside from any noticeable adverse reactions to your opinion, from this pov. 👍

@Judy2 Sometimes I see a German girl on my Instagram feed who suffered from ED; she makes before (when she wasn't eating) and after montages where she shows off her much more rounded butt lol etc. She must be a sports coach then. If you're interested 😸 all joking aside, it's a cool venture idea. Just saying.

You're tacitly asking for a magic formula to manifest a cool and well-paid job lol. But you don't seem to have faith, so one arbitration would be to wait another year or two for a bigger degree and become a teacher or something like that.

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She was anorexic; she posted photos on one of her journals where she looked very skinny. I don't know where she stands now.

It virtualy doesn't make any differences. Especially if you're still too thin because of your ed; you could indulge yourself with your diet.

A woman is like a giant steak; you have to let yourself go, indulge in the psychosis; lick her everywhere you want, take her however you want, etcetc. You have to lose your mind; it's in the strangeness that the erection resides; not only in a sexual sense but in everyday life to want to do activities of various kinds; it's the same thing. Hence the whore and Madonna syndrome.

You will need to have a student job and rent a small studio apartment of 9/12m2

You can't accept the mirror because it would prevent you from being a hero/victim (it's the same thing) Someone who's truly in love will do gardening, eat Häagen-Dazs ...; they won't talk about things like that; and the ego excuse is always the same. "We live in a world with this problemmmmmm." "Someone has to be interested in it."

Day 1 I lost a lot of time due to a prolonged period of almost 3 years of severe insomnia where i had between 1 to 4 sleepless nights per week. This insomnia was triggered by a combination of chronic stress, use of stimulants (especially coffee) and even testosterone/DHEA to see if it would improve my physical appearance (actually turned me into a psychopathic beef lol) and my sports performance. Insomnia literally destroys you, you lose your motivation to do any type of work, your verbal and mental fluency, your humor, your empathy and even your physical appearance; It's really horrible, i can look like a 7 out of 10 on days when I slept particularly well and if possible avoided masturbation and sleeping pills, but otherwise be mistaken for an old heroin addict. I wasted a lot of time doing nothing and now i don't have much money or a social circle, my life is kind of shit, but that said i can sleep again and the bad sleep cycle is mostly my fault which means i have the energy to be productive again. I need more money, i want a professional career and/or a hobby, why not a sports career eheh, i want a nice car, i want to express my creativity. Currently i feel like a person close to forty, i'm not a zombie but i clearly lack energy and libido, vitality in general, i can work, i think i can also more or less defend myself if i am physically attacked, i can do things in general but it's not optimal. To help me both recover from my insomniac period and actually exploit my full potential i decided to take inspiration from a French youtuber (Thomas Mayer-Chéret) and to (among other things obviously) start seminal retention, it is not my only source but it is my main inspiration, it is one of the only youtubers that i still watch because i find him funny and pleasant to listen to, nevermind. From a dual and rationalist point of view, seminal retention is supposed to allow the maximum accumulation of metabolic energy. On the one hand by removing the sedative "reward" caused by orgasm (prolactin spike) and then by allowing the accumulation of spermatozoa which it seems can be recycled by the body (hence the use of turmeric in certain spiritual practices, supposedly having the capacity to increase the destruction and recycling of spermatozoa for the benefit of the body (it is therefore not recommended to use too much turmeric if you want a child)). From a point of view beyond duality, we could precisely say that seminal retention is a bridge from duality to non-duality, from the finite to the infinite; Empirically, deprivation of masturbation gives you the energy to manifest your selfish desires, the first time i had to deprive myself of masturbation for a long time was in high school because of a frenulum plastic surgery (which was not enough lol, which meant that i had to do in fine a circumcision, nevermind), and i who was usually shy, even cowardly, thought for the first time to see a random girl in my class to tell her that i liked her (which was not entirely true, but for some reason i had targeted her😂 ). In this journal i will of course talk about seminal retention (i hope not to relapse obviously, but that should not happen), but also other subjects that are close to my heart, i spend a lot of time ruminating on many subjects without ever having the courage to put all that into form, this will be the opportunity. This journal is also and above all a way to finally get involved. I will stop there for this first post, i have to keep some substance for the others eheh; The goal will be to make one post per day.

Title. My new year of studies begins soon and i choose sanskit as an option, I read the Wikipedia page and it cited a book that said it's like a "mantra language," like a song where the sounds directly echo a frequency basically; that sounds interesting.

You're lying; if you had that much desire, you'd already be with someone. And what's behind the urge to act like a gorilla on a forum is the believe that I have to protect myself because "people" (the big other, as Lacan would say) are against me and want to destroy/humiliate me, and what's behind that is the believe that I'm worthless. Which also explains the eagerness to get rich without doing anything, or the kind of nonsense you say in your various threads. I have to become something very quickly because otherwise it means I'm worthless, and nobody wants to love worthless; that's the subconscious believe. And paradoxically, resistance to a phenomenon, its symbolization, makes it real and nails you in; that's the problem of the ego at the heart of non-duality, or simply the low-key ethics of the most popular religions.

If one is excessively lethargic they may need psychological help, sometimes medication, and/or a review of their lifestyle; things that can dull motivation such as drugs, poor sleep or poor diet, pornography, YouTube videos/shorts, Instagram etc., social networks in general…

No the lion mane is in addition for some reason; the psychedelic (allegedly) comes from the shroom extract. But it's very expensive for what it is.

It was a very good idea.

Lol. Idk.

The profil says it's a woman, it's probably a troll.

Me I eat the carrefour cookies. Those with Monsanto white flour, white sugar, palm oil, and a fake shitty chocolate. Top super.