Schizophonia

Scenarios 1 and 2 amount to the same thing: it's about feeling the emotion of failure, of lack (castration). If you want to do something with your life, to move in a direction, you must automatically contemplate and digest the difference between your current self and your ideal self. If you don't want to feel it, then you end up living life through defense mechanisms that protect you from it; this is neurosis. To feel powerful and function in the sense of pleasure, you will regress to an archaic libidinal functioning called "anal sadism," (or oral, for hysterical people typically) where the phallus (not literally, not just lol, but the usual signifiers like a beautiful woman, a big car, sports activities, etc.) is substituted by "excrement." What you call victimization and rumination in general is a false "scatophile" phallus. It's frustrating, but it protects you from castration anxiety (being humiliated, hurt, etc.); unconsciously, that's what it's all about. The phallic position is the position used to fight castration. Men are generally more "phalic" than women; that is, when a castration scenario presents itself (lack of money, lack of sex, drama, boredom, etc.), men will normally directly seek to suppress castration anxiety, passively (through acceptance) or actively (making a plan, being proactive). Whereas women will remain passive and endure the anxiety, or preferentially transfer it onto a man. In cases of poor Oedipus complex development, trauma, etc., a man may also chronically fail to adopt the phallic position, which will generally lead to passive and feminine behaviors and even fetishes in general (due to the weakness of phallic dynamics and regressive mechanisms). Castration anxiety is the fear of losing power. The phallus, as Lacan would describe it, is the ultimate signifier hidden behind the various objects of desire. Someone who doesn't have the phallus is someone who doesn't have money and/or a woman and/or a PlayStation 4, etc.; what we consider the phallus to be is individual; it is the frustration that signals castration anxiety.

You can say the same with everything

What we intuitively consider being masculin is actually lowkey the appropriation of the father’s phallus (by imitation) during oeudipus complexe.

A man can be very sensitive and still be a functional person; be strong and attractive in his way.

France is the country with the best gastronomy in the world, with the greatest variety of landscapes, with the most monuments, with the highest political culture in the world (the majority of people become politicized from high school, there are no taboos on debate, there are tones of candidates in the various elections from Stalin to Adolf Hitler), no culture of hypocrisy in social relations like in the United States, social security, and a generally green population. Here I'm promoting my country, aka the best country in the world 😎, but you can be happy in Europe in general.

Awakening is a hobby.

@Judy2 it's useless.

I think it fix when you really give up on the idea of finding the phallus in girls, and therefore see them for softer/sensitive/weaker things to cuddle, activities and sex with. You know something is integrated when you don't feel the need to symbolize it anymore.

Thanks Well, indeed, victimizing/ruminating tends toward feminization because it involves transferring anxiety onto the symbolic. Just as a camera can film everything except yourself, the sign that you are in the masculine position is the feeling, the responsibility of femininity. For example, if you want a girlfriend (because the topic is about women) but you don't have one, you will be proactive, do what it takes to get a girlfriend, or else accept not having one, and therefore you will have to accept the emotional burden (hatred, knots in your stomach, etc.). If you're too feminine, you'll be tempted to ruminate/dwell on it, which may seem strange at first glance because it's painful and counterproductive, but it's a way, as I said above, of displacing anxiety onto the symbolic (a blackpilled website or video is symbolic, it's something tangible, the same goes for a thought of rumination/victimization, it's "something"), because otherwise it would be propelled into the emotional. It's not even "worse," it's another form of frustration or of experiencing things in general; what's behind it is the fear (Oedipus complex, childhood trauma, etc.) of taking the phallic position. When you ruminate on something in your head, when you victimize yourself, these phrases are like an imaginary phallus; That is to say, you have castration anxiety that you're going to calm by transferring it to this symbol, by clinging to it. You'll hear here and there that women might choose an asshole over a nice guy because he's better looking, cooler, has more to offer, etc. You're doing exactly the same thing! You don't want nice mental self-talk; you're stuck on bad mental self-talk because what interests you is its ability to absorb anxiety. So if you have a tendency toward victimization, to be mannered, perhaps masochistic fantasies, etc., you want to recondition yourself to identify more with the phallic position. Now, to get back to OP, that's not really what I'm seeing. Maybe that's how it is, but what emerges in this case is not directly the hypertrophied castration anxiety typical of victimization (see obsessional neurosis) itself, but rather the defense mechanism of identification with the father (and then with substitutes) against castration anxiety. That is to say, in the Oedipal situation and then in power struggles later in life, one strategy to calm the anxiety is to submit completely to the father (and later to authority in general). Normally, the libido is always directed towards the mother and then the substitutes, but if identification as a defense mechanism is too strong, it will tend to create misogynistic tendencies; because since you don't have the phallic position, you will blame women for not having it and bless your father for having it (instead of "killing" him). In the OP's case, it's this strange neurotic misogyny that comes out, like "ah, look, women are women, they prefer to do their hair rather than talk about spirituality, bla bla bla bla" Without realizing that what he sees as masculine is actually a defense mechanism found mainly in men for Oedipal reasons, but which is actually childish. The average peasant or rugby player is virile, more so than any man on this forum, and yet by OP's standards, he would actually be feminine. Emotional rigidity, dwelling on "the truth," and all that nonsense isn't masculine; it's defense mechanisms found more in men and is actually a bit feminizing because it tacitly betrays a fear of being phallic.

Heterosexual kiss

Obviously I come across op because I am mirrored with him, even if I choose to project. I would say that it brings me back to my fear, my prohibition of thinking with my dick; that is to say choosing a girl because she is easy to have, because she is pretty, sexy etcetc rather than a girl who is good for "superego" reasons (Intelligent, spiritual...) And what's behind that is not wanting to fill my emotional/sensual/feminine sphere; I don't know Jung too well but maybe @Emerald would talk about anima. And what there is in fact in the end is the fear of being masculine, that is to say of assuming the phallic function; that is to say, playing at making oneself responsible for things. It's something I've contemplated in my sexual fantasies; the smaller I feel, the more life crushes me, the more I fantasize about feminine girls. The emptier I am, the more "masculine" they will be.

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Ofc I liked eating directly cod liver on bread but unfortunately it's very contaminated.

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You can always do what any normal northern European does, that is to say invade the south of France in a camper van every summer to get a tan and get ripped off in the markets along the way, and eat cod liver the rest of the year. More seriously yes vitamin D deficiency does occur but it's not even something that's found in significant amounts in food most of the time. Iron deficiency can be common too but it mainly occurs in some women during their periods, vegans, or those who consume large amounts of dairy. I undrestand she has a nice pair Too Haram

South Korea is basically one of the worst country on earth according to your own criteria. Super capitalist, super superficial culture (world capital of cosmetic surgery), very little "spirituality" compared to other Asian countries or even Europe, super racist, horrible politics with almost the majority of ex-presidents who ended up in prison and a recent attempt to install martial law, demographics in free fall so much that people work and are individualistic anyway, non-existent gastronomy (kimchi/bibimpap/soupwithnoodlesrandomvegetablesandgochujangpaste loop).

Projection/mirror effect

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I know. I just didn't see why it would be suspected to be AI. Nevermind.

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I mean, life is about sharing and building a future. You can feel this sensation—perhaps one of lightness, euphoria, sensory development, interest, creativity, a comfortable energy depth—or even happiness—when you're doing activities, surrounded by people you get along with comfortably, traveling, in a particular natural setting where you feel something daring that reminds you of your childhood, etc. The objects vary from person to person, but it's always about this openness; and I can't help but think that nutrition is essentially a low-frequency delusion. The kind of interest where the libido shifts for lack of something better because you've given in to schizoidism, or because you have certain fears like winning weight, etc. I don't know about you, but in my mind, that's what it feels like, hehe. So I don't want to worry about antinutrients in my nuts or vegetables; I know that, virtually, it won't cause any problems and I'll be fine. Unless, once again, I'm on a weird diet. Be careful no channeling from Wotan with bulging eyes can stop a blow from a frozen baguette to the skull.

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I have no problem with escorts. I respond to the idea that the price of their service was proof that they are essential compared to other professions.

LSD told me that the white race is superior and that it would be magical if we all danced around the fire among white people because ultimately we all have the same strong, sensitive and complex souls.