Schizophonia

Both. If you want you can see the ego as a third person camera who tells a story, and Sugarcoat ("I") is just the main character, but it's still a character. Images are symbols that serve as scenery for plays (a table, a potato, the red roller, a human being, a planet). Then the personas are the way in which the images are articulated to give an experience, here in a linear time (He is mean and wants to hit the other human, "I" (always a character!) prefer to eat potatoes than music, "I" am persecuted in such a context, "I" do everything better than everyone else, it was still better at the time etcetc). And finally, to go a little further, we can speak in Jungian psychoanalysis of archetypes, that is to say ideas of simple and particularly recurring personas in the collective unconscious. For example "the hero", "the victim", the pragmatist", "the magician", the fascist", "the communist" etc. I think everything we believe becomes true, so we can literally change of (manifest an other) reality. A priori humans can't practices too heavy quantum shifts, for exemple we can't come from a persona of a radical physicalist atheist, and the next day having enough faith to materialize a car lol. But we can still. If you want to play a "radical atheist" persona, you will manifest stupid/naives spiritual people here and there, and so having the demonstrations that spirituality is dumb to give reason to you ego. The only exception come from the fact that ego have multiples layer, and layers "above" that you don't control (your "higher self" in some sort) will eventually go on the opposite direction of the conscious parts of the ego. For exemple, if you try to become religious for some reason but your unconscious, higher self isn't agree, this time you will manifest "boring radical atheist" to make you remember how you don't want to play a religious persona, that you actually find that silly etc. No problem, my queen.

No need to worry too much about diet, especially if like op you indeed need to gain weight ; I just would avoid toxic practices like smocking or drinking alcohol. A diet like that will be enough to keep a good metabolism, endocrinology balance and immune system ; And ofc it's pretty cheap and easy to organize.

Oh the madness... Sigh*

Yes. No ego = no experience. Btw from what i remember, it's what Razard thought too.

If you want but it risks to bother you. You could simply regularly eat very calorific foods/recipes, it's very simple if you stop overthinking. For example : Breakfast -> 4 bananas and a 100/125g pack of salted cashew nuts Meal -> A packet of spicy beef jerky as a starter, 100g of whole pasta (weighted raw), with 200g of chicken breast and some organic lettuce iceberg. Add like 30g of butter in pasta and a part to pan-fry the breast. In dessert a 33cl bottle of coca cola or fruit juice. Snack -> A 140g Nestle sweetened condensed milk tube. Diner -> A homemade salad with chicken, parmesan and stuff like that. If you are on a budget and limited time just throw in a can of beans and cook it with some animal fat and a few vegetables. And there it is, made in some minutes in my imagination

Yoga is an egregor, it's a story of ego A relative truth.

You're not forced to answer me but i ask you out of curiosity to think about what would attract you in this "masculine" symbolic. Which affects do exite you.

Taking psychedelic for "personal development", it's still keeping a persona of "What i am doesn't suit". Once you stop this charade and begin to life as a normal human being and fulfills your agenda, there is automatically no need of psychedelics anymore, at least on this purpose. The real question is why don't you want become a normal human being ? What does your ego has to lose ?

Sadghuru isn't awaken at all. All this is his ego, his Hindu yogi ego and all its egregors.

What do you call masculine energy ? 🤔

Lol, if he's that skinny he won't get far with that.

Yes, so karma is infinite.

You have thought a lot today ahah. Yes, exactly, to me the most logical would be that it's simply infinite.

Do you lack appetite ?

Yes ofc, foods are representations of frequencies that we identify with or on the contrary that we reject. So depending on our ego (so our personas, even archetypes) we will be sexually (in the sense of Deleuze) attracted to images like veganism or on the contrary carnivore ("Plants, green, progressivism, ethics, equality, purity, variety..." vs "Density, comfort, law of nature, pragmatism, masculinity, cynicism..."). It's the same with politics, beyond the rationalization process, people are primarily motivated by images. "Blue, Brown, Agrarian, Calm, Order, Discipline, Downers, Minimalism..." for a conservative, "Red, Green, Multiplicity, Vitality, Openness..." for a more left-wing person. All this has to do with memory and therefore once again the way in which the ego is constructed, what is captured, then who will be subject to identification or projection (duality). Back to nutrition, from a relative point of view, we could say that excitement induces a placebo/nacebo effect on foods, but to take a more "perched" point of view lol, we can say that the placebo effect is a quantum shift towards another reality. If we pay attention and put our ego aside, we end up observing that we can obtain proof of anything and everything. As my "mentor" franck lopvet would say, that's why spirituality is not provable, because whoever wants to play the persona of "pretentious atheist" who thinks that there is only matter, will obtain the concrete evidences.

I will do a topic on it, i was supposed to do this a week ago but I prefer to do very very serious things like playing Geoguessr.

You’re paranoid.

He has said somewhere he loves tobacco.

lol

What do you eat ?

Women love to be noticed.

Take it little by little, even if you have to start with only 10 pages per day. Then obviously, you move away from new technologies. Maybe you can set your router to block/limit certain websites.

Since i've been following Ramana Maharshi's advices, i become a phlegmatic bear that girls want to cuddle with.

Your entire life.

Absolute truth.