Yimpa

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-682

It’s not nothing for me. Instead, I observe it carefully and feel how corrupted it all is through introspection. The amount of patience God has to deal with all of this devilry is astounding.

I remember. You/I is absolutely beautiful, truthful, and aww-mazing

https://youtu.be/6thmPrTxBtI?is=T68ZetHXRVLjxX8E

https://www.actualized.org/insights/who-gets-to-define-science Tysm for this blog post. I realize that I seriously need to take Epistemic Responsibility for how I view and embrace reality. I am learning not place that authority onto anyone else. It’s extra tough for me, since I’ve always experienced the world and myself so differently than how it “ought to be”, since…. forever. Every accredited professional I worked with growing up would always try to fix me and conform me to be functional and “normal”. I spent decades masking for others so that they could approve of me and so that I could feel safe. Yet, no matter how much of that I do, in the end it just made me deader inside, less authentic, more dysfunctional , and experientially hating reality. I had all the spirit, life, and joy sucked out me. So now, I’m finally realized that enough is enough. I’m tired of going down that same road of not trusting my authentic self, and worse, placing others as the authority to define and dictate who I am. I am now committed to embodying what is true, even if it seems impossible or crazy to others. <33 PS: I have no idea what purview means, even after looking up the definition, so all I have to say about that is MEOW!

Do not fuck with nature. https://www.reddit.com/r/interestingasfuck/s/T8hkgs9E0M

I’ve noticed this as well. I’ve had an almost a dozen experiences with ketamine before, and now when I do a strong session of THC, I get into a profound, zen like state. Dissociated from my self and clearly realizing that there is no me and only Infinity manifesting through everything/nothing.

@Davino I am looking forward to it. I am SOOOOO sick of the selfishness. It’s painful and unbearable to witness the corruption. No more games. I’ve been the most happiest and complete when I realized that I am GOD. I have validated that I am GOD so many times, No one could tell me otherwise. I need to stop doubting myself so much. I can and will complete my journey!

Solipsism:

Love is the point.

@Rishabh R Thanks!

Is this an AI song? Really good and couldn’t even tell it was AI at first if it is.

🤔 Is Mars a planet? A belief? A word? A picture? A corporation? A video game? Aww shit

No one is immune to self deception, not even Leo.

Only you can decide what the point is. Not me, not leo, not ramana, not trump, nobody. That’s the point of this work, becoming autonomous and deriving what is true from your own direct experience.

Never heard of it before. What is your experience like with it?

State change is essential.

Did you get this from an Actualized episode? Or somewhere else? First time I am hearing that, nice.