Yimpa

im not a real woman i’m an alien woman

I like horns! I just woke up and your song helped wake me up Event?

Taco Bell.

A bunch of bananas. I am not kidding. I focused my attention on them and there was no separation between me and bananas. I call this a Banana Satori.

the moment you stop caring is proof you cared enough to stop

GO DI SA MA ZI NG

@Willy Phallicus Yes. But right after I got over the hump, I came into contact with another being who was having an awakening at the same as me. It was like two awakened beings coming into contact with each other and making Love together. I’ve had this experience multiple times in the past several years, but then I freak out and run away from the Love. It’s just too good to be true and I am afraid of intimacy to that level. I am working on trusting again. I just need to keep on realizing how insanely Beautiful I Am

Nice... Get More Done With One. ! My last deep trip I did all alone was way too profound and I needed lots of time to integrate. Now that I have done that work and now that I have more alone time, I am ready to go deep again soon. Stay tuned!

I love when I realize that I am all of You. You all get absorbed into Me.

My mother and my father.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/congo-mining

Genetics play a huge role. I don’t exercise, I just walk to get things done. I’ve been the same weight since I was a teen. I wear the same jean size since I was 14. That doesn’t mean I am in perfect health. I have plenty of serious health problems underneath the surface. The only time I gained weight was when I forced myself to eat, but I could only maintain that for a couple weeks. It was dysfunctional eating. I was bullied as a teen for being too skinny. Now I stopped giving a fuck and show off how skinny I am cus I’m hot as fuck. If you’re trying to change your shape to fit other peoples’ expectations of you (aka CONFORMITY), please do not. Don’t let people shame you into it. It’s not a long-term strategy.

God is doing everything; I like that framing better.

No, it gives me a headache

“Spirit first “throws itself outward” to get “lost” in the manifest world of maya (Hegel called it “Spirit in its otherness” or “alienated Spirit”). Spirit then begins the slow and tortuous return to Itself, finally to awaken as Itself. Spirit is never actually “lost”; it is all a grand play (lila).” - Ken Wilber, The Spectrum of Consciousness

It was SO out of the blue — he just played the songs and then left, speechless. What a fucking genius

I deeply appreciate the attention and compliments I get nowadays. It’s not overwhelming 24/7. It doesn’t need to be. I rarely go out, but when I do, I get approached occasionally by beautiful people. Whereas before, prior to transitioning to a female, no one gave two fucks about me. I was like a ghost. And before, as a man, I used to want and crave a woman’s love. Now, I am finally at peace realizing I AM the woman I was needing all along. And that’s enough for me.