Yimpa

Update: I will be tripping deep tomorrow with my therapist, wish me luck!

I officially stopped taking any psychiatric meds on October 30, 2025 (a day before Halloween). Psychedelics and intensive therapy all helped wean me off of them.

A deep trip is transrational.

Welcome Home.

Me: “Say you’re God.” Her: ”I am God.” Me: ”Now what?” Her: “Now, I hump you.”

G♾️D

I almost had a mental breakdown when I discovered a local artist I used to communicate with will be playing at the same music festival olivia rodrigo is hosting in a couple months 💀

I’ve only done weed and ketamine. So depending on how you look at it, I have or have never done psychedelics, since those aren’t traditionally categorized at psychedelics!

Ah yes, 2 deep inhales of a blunt was my introduction to the psychedelic experience. I was completely floored and blown away. It was like God knocked me out. All of physicality flew out the window. But instead of being left unconscious, I was awoken; left utterly conscious and speechless for what seemed like an eternity. This was back in 2018. You cannot meditate your way to this experience, indeed. It was an insane degree of consciousness. Do I regret it? Nope. It gave me a proper glimpse of what this work is all about and to acknowledge that there is intelligence far greater than that of a human. Not as a belief, but through direct experience. Edit: It was a pre-roll, not a blunt. (I’m editing this at 4:20 AM, how iconic!)

“TOE-tally” -Curt Jaimungal

That clip is worth the $117 Alone /gen

@Leo Gura I also wasn’t sucking in deeply enough. I was being a baby about it and now I’m taking it all in.

I am fortunate to have a therapist who also doubles as my trip sitter. I’ve been slowly coming out to her about God, and I’ve even had an Awakening in session before. We are already planning on having a breakthrough session very soon together. So find a psychedelic informed therapist if you can. Their purpose is to guide you safely and intentionally, until you’re comfortable tripping deeply on your own and no longer need them.

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