Yimpa

Are you ready to answer yet? Too long for me too It’s the longest poll I’ve ever seen!

Your honesty is commendable.

@Sandroew Aww, I haven’t heard this sawng in a while! Such a beautiful song, 10/10. Weezer for life! Fun fact, during the pandemic, Rivers Cuomo (lead singer of Weezer) was running a chatroom on his website. I was there a lot of times. Then, one day, he sent me and this other girl a Google Meet link and played a private acoustic show for us (just a few songs). I won’t ever forget that moment

The “sneaky little devil” is just code for ignorance. I become directly conscious of my selfishness and ignorance and allow the light of Goodness to “slap me across the face”, so to speak. Ego wants to be Good, yet this cannot be. Why? Because the ego has separated itself from Good! It truly acts like it is above Good, and uses every trick in the book to deny this! Serious shadow work reveals this clearly, and the process sucks and is very painful. I am becoming more conscious of the corruptions within me, watching it play out, and I thank Goodness for that. Cus I am SICK and tired of the shadow self running the show. Truth will set you free; Devilry will keep you stuck in ignorance.

Admit you are a sneaky little devil and you’ll be one step closer to Goodness.

Nothing is identical until you raise you consciousness to radical degrees.

As a nondualist, the only appropriate one to lay to rest is myself. I can imagine myself as a dirty boy and an innocent girl. Best of both worlds, baby.

I need to jailbreak my MacBook so that it explodes if i don’t do it

Hooters Girls

“We have forgotten the age-old fact that God speaks chiefly through dreams and visions.” -Carl Jung

Gender non-conformity is conformity

@Zenterus Hey, the guidelines say you can’t be posting high while on here you naughty boy

I am deliciously counter-intuitive.

My relationship to reality changed drastically. I became directly conscious of how God is running the show. In the rational state, your experience is that there is a you and others. Here I am and here is the reality I am witnessing. Well, that flies out the window once you transcend physical reality. Now, your direct experience is that you are no longer witnessing an other, you are witnessing God, full stop. What you once perceived as other is now God. You can draw your attention on a “human body” moving through space, but that’s no longer the case, it’s God moving through the Mind of God. From this state there is no others. There is only God. You need to have the direct understanding and experience of this, no amount of believing me or disbelieving me matters. It’s so shockingly unbelievable but so obviously true simultaneously.

This is so deliciously counter-intuitive.

Can you share a clip!

In God’s time, as cliche as it sounds. With that said, I had my first epic God realization on weed at age 22. Sounds cool I had such an early experience, but prior to that I had a lifetime of immense pain and seperation from myself. So it’s a gift and a curse fo me

Study self-compassion by Kristin Neff and try this test: https://self-compassion.org/self-compassion-test/