Yimpa

@jdc7733 My therapist once taught me that there are no rules surrounding feelings. It’s a radical lesson if you’re open to contemplating the significance of what that is pointing to.

@Sir Oberon Kind of reminds me of this

I Love You, you weirdo

@jdc7733 tuku means allow uncomfortable sensations to be there (e.g. a foul smell) with openness and acceptance. Pest control actually came over to spray inside our house an hour ago. It reeks of chemical odor, but instead of running away from it, I’m allowing the discomfort to simply be there. (I also put the fans on… I’m not that reckless!)

This is nuts. How am I just learning about this now?

Reminds me of cats. They are indeed “aww”, but if you’re a mouse then it’ll be, “awww shit, get me the fuck outta here!!!”

One time on a date, we were reminiscing on past pains we have achieved. One story she shared was about a permanent scar she received. The scar is on her arm from mishandling a pizza in the oven. It’s interesting how when you’re so connected, sharing pain becomes a joy rather than a suffering.

If that’s what you’re after, then become enlightened. Like, Ramana levels of enlightenment. Just be nothing to get there!

All my psychedelic failures have turned out to be miracles.

Dammit Sincerity, I should be paying you for this dream analysis!

@Sincerity Ahh, yes. When I re-read my dream journal, the dream continues. I find myself dropping off my childhood friend to see his family. I immediately woke up out of the dream…. In hindsight, it could be because I still have deep animosity and fear around my family. This is the most challenging part that I’m simply not ready for yet. One day I’ll forgive them when I’m ready, but now is not the time just yet.

Friday afternoon thoughts

Huzzah!!

@Sincerity Sweet. I had a vivid dream last night where I was roaming inside of a beautiful shopping center. I pass by a gourmet ice cream store filled with the most colorful and pretty flavors of ice cream I’ve ever seen. Attractive employees all working there. Moments later, I pass by a small, broken ol’ ice cream stand operated by a single, not-so-attractive worker. These two stores are only a few feet away from each other… so I ask myself, “Why would anyone go to this ugly stand when there’s clearly a superior option over there?” The twist? I immediately realized the Love through all of it… distinctions between what’s beautiful, attractive, ugly, broken… all made up! It’s all God’s creation and we can see it clearly the less selfish and biased we view ourselves!!!

@LostSoul I would focus on discovering that Reality = Love, and the rest will naturally follow. In ways that only God could imagine.

It goes away in the sense that at a higher order hallucination takes its place.

It’s like watching parents fighting each other over and over and over again. The dam will eventually break.

Be very good at sensing implicit signals. They don’t have to be logically correct.. in fact, that would defeat the purpose and the magic of the relationship. Also notice when you’re manipulating or forcing your logic over her implicit signals. It will backfire.

No.

I couldn’t see jack shit

All the evidence in the entire cosmos isn’t going to help you if you aren’t willing to help yourself.

Significant other. How you perceive them is how you perceive yourself, and vice-versa. If you perceive them as someone more worthy than you, then that’s your truth.

You don’t need to fully feel. Setting an unattainable goal or expectation is a trap for disappointment.

@Princess Arabia

And a self-reflection towards higher truths.