Yimpa

@ExploringReality Do not be so hard on yourself.

It's a grind.

I've learned to accept it. Accepting it is a painful process, of course. I still get coughing episodes years later. Do not be ashamed of yourself, it is not your fault for being sick.

I am alive when I say YES to Truth and allow the false self to decay.

Rejection is when I am not acting in accordance with my true self.

I was touched by a Black person today, after I had shown him Love. I touched him back without hestitation.

Keep going

You are absolutely wrong.

I am at a loss for words. Trying to explain or understand God using human logic is a mistake.

Work, rest, rinse, repeat:

You follow my journal, so I assume you have a grasp and what long term dating is like. And if you don't read it, that's also good. Being in a commited relationship is serious business. Hence why pickup and leave is the preferred option for an undeveloped mind.

I see the laughter is wrong. Being happy is wrong. Doing things wrong is wrong. It's not oww. IT's wow!!!

I am contemplating now, and noticing myself seeing mistakes in your ways. And, now that I see that so clearly, I am dropping the need to correct you!

All of the above.

Get to the root and contemplate what God is. Everything else is just noise. What is noise?

It's a reframe from punishing ourselves, as the first thing that came to my mind when you mentioned it was using the rubber band to hit ourselves. Same action, but completely different experiences.

I just smacked a fly a few minutes after reading this. goes to show how powerful Mind is Now I murdered two of them.

One time I sent my a spam wall of angry messages in our family group chat, probably over 100 of them in a span of 10 minutes Family Insanity And then I was sent to the mental hospital soon after, rightfully so!

Damn. That would not be a fun situation for me, as a couple of my life-saving medications are require to be refrigerated / frozen.