Yimpa

I used to take politics so seriously, as if it actually mattered. Like it REALLY affects me. LoL. It matters if you believe it matters. Now I don’t really care anymore. It’s all ego and identity games. I play the game knowing it’s a just a game, and I have little to know say in how it unfolds. God’s in control. No one else. No party or political party or country or or ideology controls God.

Leo has dated and been intimate with mentally ill chicks (MICs) so clearly there’s value in understanding them. *mic drop*

My latest solipsistic insight: I am You

Your state is determining how you view yourself and others. There are times I want to delete all of you, I have very ugly views of all of you, but I keep that to myself when I am pissed off and come back when I am more clear minded

I struggle with this as well. As long as you’re alive as a human you will need the connection of others to survive long-term. I have PM’d you with additional thoughts about this as well.

No mind, no problem.

The point is to realize that you are God imagining everything, including your life and your death. Actually, there is no life and death; that’s something that God can become directly conscious of. You gotta become so Awake that you laugh at the idea of there being any humans out there. It’s that radical. Yes, you will still experience this present moment exactly how it is, but the difference is you won’t be experiencing it from the human POV.

I’ve been taking Omega 3 fish oil nearly daily for almost a decade and I’m not dead yet, so that’s good

I just can’t imagine anything being of a higher love than loving yourself as love itself. When I am with others I need boundaries. I can’t be completely vulnerable with any human. Only with Myself. ”But that’s ego!” No, you! This doesn’t mean I stop connecting with others. I just stop giving people my 100% self. Being fully authentic with others, that is a fantasy and it’s impossible. At least with the ridiculous non-human standards I hold myself to. I find that I always need to contort myself in certain ways to be liked and approved by others, to play the social game, which feels unnatural to me.

Comparing a sick state and a not sick state is night and day

I have a bad habit of oversharing my spiritual experiences with people closest to me, and then I start doubting myself and filtering and analyzing it through their biases. It seriously corrupts my genuine experience. I am gonna avoid doing this moving forward. It’s a distraction.

I take multiple stuff, but the most powerful one is cannabis.

Psychedelics. There is a very good reason why the medicine I take is for cancer patients.

I wouldn’t have access to exceptinally powerful substances for God realization had it not been for my disability and sickness

Rub-a-dub-dub

Exactly one week God realization within 15 minutes. Smooth and relaxed, I didn't feel forced into it.

I am imagining time, meditation, and yes. even all psychedelic experiences. Deep awareness of God’s imagination at work is the sober awakening. *shocked Pikachu face, indeed*

The forum is imaginary. Your state determines how low or medium or high the forum is. From a higher state, you aren’t communicating with other users. You’re communicating with yourself.

2 and 1 is identical

Love is absolute. Absolute is all. All is Love.