Yimpa

I wonder what happens when you fully unravel yourself

My mom is kinda more open to this stuff, tho. Sent her an Actualized blog post via iMessage and she sent me back the following:

^ Nvm, I get it lol Heh, heh. Yup! (read this in Goofy voice) Meep meep

“I am realizing that my human existance is a hallucination and the work I am doing is realizing this deeper.” ”Nice. So…. how’s work?” ”I just told you!” ”No, I mean your real job… how’s that going?” *facepalm*

The models and systems must ultimately collapse, and there will no one you can tell. Until then, we must continue dreaming as if our family is actually real.

Stage Green is still not sufficient to understand in my experience. Green is still stuck in duality. I still gotta play the role for the time being. I used to get hella depressed and upset that my Greens don’t get it, but I now understand why it must be that way and don’t take it personally anymore. It’s also not socially acceptable to say that their worldview is a hallucination.

Baby saved! https://www.threads.com/share/BASxJjcR9v/

https://www.instagram.com/p/CwIxdYyvdzX/

My ex was the literal embodiment of Love is Blind. The Devil has a sick sense of humor.

When Leo dies, everything is Actualized.

Infinity is hallucinating everything.

Yes

Meep Meep

feel free to DM me… there’s a toooon i can share, but i don’t want to overwhelm everyone lol i will be slow to respond since i am super shy