Yimpa

I used to believe that being unconventional, ugly, and an outcast was a flaw. Now I am starting to see it as a positive. No large amounts of people flocking to me for validation, admiration, or sucking my thumb. No need to maintain that circle of influence. I am free to process and contemplate on my own. No one wants something from me. Fantastic!

Conditional love failed me time and time again, which ultimately left me no other choice but to deconstructing all the systems to discover Love un contained. “but you were loved! we saw it! we have pictures, memories!” no!!! what you have is the mask!!! that’s NOT the real me

They tried to contain Love Then Love contained them. Damn, damn!

I tried to contain Love Then Love contained me Damn.

No religion, no culture, no race, no government, no academic institution, NO AUTHORITY, can have any say about who or what God ultimately is. How can any system contain the Infinite??

Don’t skip, The Drama!!!

Pre transition i would masturbate once a day minimum. Now I do it once every 2 weeks. Wow I am softer, more emotional, less genitally-focused.

when being cringe finally becomes practical and amazing:

hey @Beans, let’s bebird our tweeters!

Love is beyond categories, Love

Enlightenment is when survival stops being mistaken for Truth. Survival is when enlightenment stops being mistaken for Truth. Truth is when Truth is Truth — [If you’re trying to figure out what Truth is and are confused, that’s the second line.]

i forgive my christian man doctor for assuming i am a man. ironically, i could tell he found me attractive… funny how that works. like for a moment he just saw me, unfiltered. The actual me. beyond any human idea Then the social programming kicked back in and it got sorted into familiar categories again. the miracle is here, then the human conditioning gotta fumble it up

one powerful question to wipe away illusions

“You got the wrong guy” (CC misheard 0:40)

I hallucinate and elucidate

I should put an AirTag inside Consciousness so I never forget where it is again.

Elucidating Truth

@Yimpa beat it punk 😒 BIP!

I am breaking this limerance and attachment and focusing directly on God and Love realization. Enough of the games.

I am having intrusive thoughts and urges to be single again, be alone and learn how to breathe on my own again. We can’t heal a core issue we’ve been facing (and avoiding) for 6 months. No rash decision yet. Just naked acknowledgment.

There is a greater Love beyond Beans. Beyond Joy. Beyond this relationship. I’m not saying you matter less. I’m saying Love itself isn’t something you or I get to own or contain.