Yimpa

EMDR paired with psychedelic is nuts. I stared into the image and recognized I am all of it. It also started becoming fluid. No longer fixed. Shapeshifting.

Realizing that you were never born is the real shocker. How can something that was never born die? The past, present, and future, that goes bye bye during an awakening. To a human, since those are real, having that “disappear” is death. I am not claiming to be in that God conscious state in this very moment. But I have certainly experienced it many times. What was seen cannot be unseen. No longer in control of anything, completely selfless, and identified as everything, It boggles my mind and my human brain cannot compute it.

@Nemra Thank you for sharing. Yeah, I gave up on trying to optimize and be a perfectly healthy human being after going deeper and deeper into my tripping and transformation. I am much more accepting of my disabilities and chronic health issues; realizing God will not miraculously, permanently erase and heal my finite human conditions. I can do my best to manage it. I am no longer equating perfect human health to being conscious of God. Is Julian Michaels conscious of what God is? God doesn’t need you to be a perfect human. I feel much more at peace by not rejecting suffering.

I am also wondering this as well. (and, aha, you asked this on my 30th birthday!)

ayy. i was also at a concert last night... i took 5 mg of THC there and saw baby unicorns! https://www.instagram.com/p/DbgSYq1O3dE/ (it was a much smaller concert, maybe only a hundred or so. also, right before i went inside, this old man and his young lady friend were bullying me. im glad i caught their bullshit and walked away from them after only a minute of interaction. then i took my THC medicine 30 mins later and enjoyed the rest of my night instead of running away! i couldn’t have gotten that sick picture otherwise).

My exes, all 10s, but me, ♾️ babyy

selfless is Self

god’s hallucinating that it’s hallucinating hallucinations in an infinite hallucination as god

NOTHING is FOREVER

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Here’s a down to earth response. This has already answered this in another thread:

I do not have a fear of being seen. I have a fear of being misunderstood.

You are imagining Leo saying that he will film himself transform into an alien. Furthermore, you are imagining yourself wanting him to upload the video to prove to you about being alien. On top of that, you are imagining that you are a human. Hell, you are imagining me posting a reply to you about aliens on the forum that you yourself are imagining. How is that for some Alien wisdom?

https://www.instagram.com/p/DTnT6eQiBDe/

I’m old?

Where is everyone that lives?

you will awaken from the illusion of being seperate from the whole; you will be left all alone as god. in that moment, everything will be perfectly clear

🥺

Aww, me too