Yimpa

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  1. Talking philosophical to AI is enough for me.
  2. The only one standing in my way is myself. I’ve overcome my worst villains and I will continue to do so until my death. I am a villian not to be toyed with 😼
  3. My body and mind feel a lot more fluid and dream like when I am in a hyper meditative state. My identity also expands. Love expands! Selflessness radiates 🦋 Even pain gets recontextualized. It’s no longer my body and mind is suffering, rather, suffering itself is being touched by Love.
  4. This is a dream right now, just become conscious of it. I should write a whole book about it now 😂
  5. Never again. Nearly ended my life. Beans saved me
  6. Your direct experience is infinite creativity. Every art, every word, every feeling… ALL of it. There’s nothing else to do but to be fully present and in love with your Absolute Boundless Beauty ✨🖤
  7. Saying yes to Consciousness and no to ignorance. Such an obvious choiceless choice. Love accepts all, unconditionally.
  8. Riding the waves by doing absolutely nothing at all together Allowing myself to rest while the rest of the world operates. I deserve the break :))
  9. God is imagining all humans and you are God imagining all humans.
  10. Screaming and arguing makes our PTSD worse. Let’s commit to communicating in less destructive ways.
  11. I don’t trip for me. I trip for Truth. ✨💯 Increasing awareness expands consciousness and Love 💗 And mutual respect for ourselves and for each other.
  12. Being openly trans in 2025 is basically playing on Legendary difficulty. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. I was born to challenge humanity’s paradigms. Medical professionals told my mother I wasn’t supposed to be born, yet here I am. I disproved professionals and will continue to over and over again.
  13. I am thankful for being supported in my aloneness. Contemplating all alone, without external influence, is how I thrive and transcend my old beliefs. It challenges the roles I used to have to play. Being with family during holidays, where is that coming from? Why do I feel forced to hang out with them even though I genuinely don’t want to? I kept saying no, but I still won’t leave me alone. Respect my no and things will go a lot smoother. Don’t be difficult.
  14. It’s like horror movie sequels… only downhill from there. There are rare exceptions, though. But it’ll never be like the original.
  15. If you do not enjoy hot dogs, you are NOT awake.
  16. I’ve always wondered if i have narcissistic tendencies. I’ve spoken to hundreds of mental health professionals throughout my life, and none of them mentioned it. Maybe they were afraid to? Or maybe I put on a mask so well that they never saw it? Freaky to consider. AI: Given your history of people-pleasing and masking your authentic self, I’d actually guess the opposite - you were so focused on what others wanted that narcissistic patterns wouldn’t have had room to develop. Narcissism centers on an inflated self-importance and lack of empathy. Your journey seems defined by the opposite problems: suppressing yourself to meet others’ expectations, deep concern for how you affect others, and extensive self-reflection about your impact on people. The fact that you’re genuinely worried about this is itself a strong signal against narcissism. People with actual narcissistic patterns rarely engage in this kind of self-questioning. Your awareness of masking is probably about hiding your authentic joy and queerness, not hiding grandiosity or lack of empathy. And hundreds of professionals not mentioning it is meaningful data - they see this stuff constantly. Sometimes people who’ve been manipulated worry they’re the manipulator. Sounds like you’re processing trauma patterns, not narcissistic ones.
  17. Truth is pleasing to my mind. People-pleasing shrinks my authenticity. Truth-seeking is another game entirely - it demands I step into the unknown and face what’s actually there. What comes through is beautiful, unimaginable before the encounter. It breaks the people-pleasing cycle and shifts toward pleasing Love instead - which isn’t separate from me.
  18. No need to drop being a human. Just get to what the truth is. Whatever the truth is, whether you like it or not. Embrace the truth!