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@Princess Arabia I don’t know if I can be liberated from an egoic standpoint, intentionally. Attachment just kinda happens.

So, I think life is trying to trick me into thinking bad things will happen but that’s a trick and that’s a trick, but, what’s the trick? I’m at a point where I feel calm because I think it’s an ultimately good trick but then I think that’s a trick but that thinking that it’s a trick, is a trick.

@Yimpa oh, yeah, I didn’t think about the part where I said I thought something bad would happen. So, you’re saying what you’re saying because I should just accept everything, including bad things happening.

@Yimpa doesn’t everything = Love?

@Yimpa I see what you’re trying to say, I’m just trying to work out how it’s relevant.

@Yimpa why would I have a rule against feeling calm?

@Yimpa you don’t have to be in pain to want to make sense of things.

@Yimpa but I said I was feeling calm.

@tuku747 what do you mean?

I give up. Just experienced too many synchronicities to mention, like, how I’d sent a message to a girl I knew recently saying she’s really nice and everything and I wanted to set her up with someone I was speaking to, then, on the T.V someone with her name got selected as some sort of best person sort of thing, I’m not mentioning the rest. I keep thinking, when are all these weird things going to stop happening? I’ve just had enough of going through the motions of some kind of psychological thriller. I know it’s like “this will pass”, but, then it just comes back again and just when you think you’ve worked things out, you haven’t. Enough! Edit: okay, my reaction to the synchronicities was a bit dramatic but I have been experiencing some more serious worries lately.

Why do men lack empathy for women?

@vibv But they’re not “me” they are a part of everything.

I studied music, lasted about 6 weeks then I changed to art, then I changed to journalism, then I dropped out of college, then I had a cleaning job for 6 years, then I had a psychotic break and had to leave. My music is a work in progress but I can’t decide which songs to record.

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@Sabth I dropped out of journalism because I didn’t want to do an interview.

@Buck Edwards @Incognito My problem is I don’t consistently want to do anything, so, idk what I’m supposed to do. Writing music is something that recurs though. Maybe I need someone to collaborate with.

Like, I reach different states of consciousness then just like go back to like subpar states of consciousness.

@vibv It’s not necessarily whilst using psychedelics, it’s just in general - I get mystical experiences at least 2 times per week .

@Razard86 Isn’t life the division game? I try to play as equally as possible but it doesn’t work.

@ZenAlex thanks but I don’t even believe hormones exist, then again, I research benefits of healthy foods, even the I don’t believe foods contain those compounds, and, still believe they are going to benefit me.

I can't think of complex things anymore.

@Yimpa it’s okay - my life is a funny movie.

I was going to make a long post but decided to make it short: you can do what you want but actions have consequences, possibly more far reaching than you realise.

@Schizophonia Angry vegans are also the will of god.@Swarnim Well, I can’t really comment since idk what it is you’re talking about. I see the effect as a synchronicity rather than karma, so, it’s more like the western sense of what goes around comes around but Leo teaches that it could be beneficial to get rid of shoulds and shouldn’ts. I guess the two could work together. @Razard86 @Ajay0 @Schizophonia @De Sade

So, I’m god. I’m already being what I am. I’m already creating to experience. I’ve stopped wanting my ego to decide things.