Rafael Thundercat

I just can speak by myself from my experience. There is this subtle twist insidee when I feel I am being a fake and there is this radiance when I feel I speaking, acting or even thinking in allignment with my current awakenings or realizations. I was recently on a job travel in order to make money for a future project, but the job and overall ambient I had put myself was eating my soul and generating a lot of distraction, was to much for me and I decided to put and end on it. I could resist more a month and console myself with the ideia that the money would be great and that it would prove that I was resilient to cope with all the absurdity and stupidity I was observing around me. But I felt no authentic to stay. So I decided to leave.

Maybe I need to reframe the question. What is "Sun"? I see the Sun, me, my eyes, a very biased driven me and eyes with bias to see ligth, colors, shadows etc.. but the Sun dont see me, dont even see itself or think about itself or its own survival, just is, and even if one speculate of the possibility of discovery if the Sun have a special sense of self, how would one make it? By what method? I mean, all I know about the Sun is second order, knowledge I got slowly since birth, school, science, even the ideia of the origin of the Solar system and the ideias of how it will colapse. So, nobody knows exactly what it the Sun or if it have its own sense of self. I am not trying to antropomorphise the Sun, saying it could have emotions or bias like me. But everything that have form is somehow keeping its form somehow. The science explain what it knows about its inner workings but what strikes more it that there are nobody controling the process, a fire that keep itself on and on with no entity behind the scene.

As the anti-fragility principle point : What doesn't kills you make you stronger. Unless it kills you. Trauma can lead to a path of struggles that end up making a person strong, diciplined, courageous and more. But depending of the intensity it also can lead to runing someone. Nobody grows without some sort of trauma scars is just a matter of more or less.

In other words, "get your shit togheter"

If you want to contemplate the ramifications of this siamese condition check this video with many other siamese people. There is one case by the end of siamese guys where one of them wake up death and the other where still alive and when he saw his other side was death he knew his time was short. He died 2 hours after. Interesting, they where consider two bodies but died in different time.

The one on the rigth side is good on maths and the one on the left like more of writing and language. Masculine and Feminine polarity even in this case

Yes, by my experience this phenomena also happen after 3 or 4 days after some psycadelic retreats or if my speep patterns are disrupted. Voices similar of a radio station in a old radio, feelimg of being pulled from the bed, falling, seeing weird angry animals in dreams like weird insects, morpging faces etc...

Many times, it is sometimes derived from your diet, the mind can get weird without proper nutrition, rest and other factors. As Leo say somewhere in his How Autority Works Video " Think of the possibility of Deep Thinking, forget about this Ideia of Get rid of the Mind, instead focus on Thinking with more Clarity. And as he say and as I can understand when give a good psycadelic boost on my mind, the truth is that the thougths you can have on baseline mentality dont compare with the ones you have with more Bandwigth. Even with nootropics and good energy levels my mind flows with ease. Healty body Healty mind.

Endless argument? Have you ever notice the size of some threads on this forum?

Why consciouness cant hold and ideia of a tomorrow in order to plan events? For example, one plan the event of pluging 5Meo tomorrow, yes just an Idea, but a very important Idea that may recontextuize all yestwrdays and all tomorrows. Even a story can be a steping stone to walk the path to let go of all stories.

I will check if is really a backstory tomorrow, I check everyday for years and this Sun backstory is very consistent, even repetitive. Even at nigth in dreams Sun show up sometimes. Cosmic Joke. He

You sound bored repeating same platitudes as " the Universe" as it was some "Other" being "up" to something specific as commenting in a Forum. I am doing much more than this. Streching the legs for example. Universe can have legs and stretch them.

@Parallax Mind, nice joke, using the same in different posts. Is not backstory, I actually experienced the fruits of unconscious parenting. Gasligthing included. Aware of not conflating Absolute with Relative. The context here is about a man "Daniel" who shared what he learned with his Father, no an abstrac father, his actual father existing even if is only as an imagination. The experience I had observing absurdity on parenting also, imagination but it dont make less important. Cosncious Parenting is part of the evolution of Cosnsciousness. Go ask any of your dream characters if they would not love to have mature parents.

No anxious at all with that. And is not the case with me.

Why do you ask that?

Ask Keanu Reeves.

True, I had an experience Recently with family and that showed me the inportance of Cosncious Wise Parenting. Sometimes one dont know if one start teaching the kids or start treating the parents because some parents are as kids as immature as their own kids.

Is this a judgement of yours?

He is not in the planet by now. He made the actual transmutation into an Alien on another side of the Cosmos, AKA as another side of Consciouness, and there he dont have access to his apartment and materials, only acessing our internet via top alien technology to blog posts and forum. Soo he will come back to his former Leo version and wait here for the coming of his Alien friends to re-visit us.

@Yimpa good one.

And plus, all the science is imagined backstories to ground reality in some other, even if this other are laws of physics, hypotetical realms, something beyound perceptions, menbranes, forces around us, gravity, gravitational pull, detection of dark matter,hyper space, multiple dimentions of time, space and time melting together, supermassive black whole, more scientist blablab. Infinite regress, advanced computation, twin paradox, thougth exercices...keep spining arguments for all eternity or..look around and check your direct experience.

Why not an universe of infinite Dimentions? And Whos to count then? And for How long would this "Who" count the infinite dimentions when this "who" making the counting would need by necessity be alredy imerse in the infinity it is counting.

If there are not bad things, why to use the term ",bad things" ? Drink a cup of Diesel and with a smille in your face declare: Oh,this so good!.

I know some musicians with no addictions, emotionaly stable and calm and actually all this qualities are exactly what make them good ones because all singing flows with ease. And afterall music includes all sorts of emotions so one can for sure sing with sadness,joyfullness and other emotions. It is called in Indian Aeasthetics "Rasas" Soft, Hard.. both distinctions. Some like it Soft some like it Hard. Do you like Hard?