Rafael Thundercat

Tonigth I had one of this dreams, I was clibimg a moutain and I found a old concrete structure on it. As I procced to climb it I found some weird stairs and lead me to the top of a bif flat area from where I could look around. From experience of other dreams I took care of looking around very slowly not letting my awareness get stuck in anything specific but just soaring the landscape like a drone. I could see buildings, roads, cars moving, people in parks walking, similar to those Sim games or GTA when you observe from a moutain top. The only control I had was to where to move my vision, the content of the dream was just to admiration, even the people walking and to where they move was not in my control, same as daily life, I move in the bubble and can have will over some aspects and most things are just happenings around moving by itself. There is no way to make things happen faster or slower, it is what it is, this moment by moment flow of instantiations. To be againt or in favor of anything are just another layer added to the dream. The closer image I can describe from the dream is this one below from a youtube music video. Is like consciouness cant avoid to dream, it is addicted to dream forever.

If the old person behave like a teenager or like a child like many Man-child. For me dosent matter if he have 50,60,70 years old, I will deal with him based on his present development stage. Of course with compassion since many Old people are locked on their limited bubble and had a different infancy and learning oportunities than me. Normaly approach with respect but a balance of Tolerance and Truthfullness. I called many elder people to their Bullshit many times.

@Lyubov Inner Chills work is one aspect of Shadow-work, there are many other parts of ourselfs to integrate that dont necessarialy relate with inner child stuff, there may have aspects that even are unique for you that no book ever talk about.

ONE thing I warn you is to be selective with what kind of Men Content you give your hears to. There are good Men outthere giving Grounded advice in becoming you best masculine ever but there a lot of andrew tates also and I see that many in this Forum share sometimes videos from those Fuckups Some of the Channels are Exposed here : Some comments on the video say it all : People in the comments defending Fresh and Fit is interesting. Their channel is entertaining I suppose. But I’m not sure how debating Instagram and only fans models helps young men. That is not normal women The key here is "Inflamatory Speach" not only something to be aware in videos but also in our own way to communicate.

So in the same Line of the Emasculation Behavior here is some more

I made nigth dreams a personal study. The amount to stuff one can learn from it is big. I even feel sad when I cant rememeber my dreams since they are a good source of How my life is going on.

Start to find Women that disprove the assumptions you got from the Woman you Interacted with, They exist but you need to look for

One of the Reasons of Shadows keep coming up is because with Internet Power all the Toxic Aspects of one Individual get spread to another via TikTok,Instagram etc...

Here are a Woman Teaching Woman How to be Woman. A t least related to married woman she say that the way Woman become Toxic Feminine is when She Emasculate her Man. And important for you Guys here, we are talking about Woman and Not Maidens.

I am the Free Guy

@Davino Some How I feel that Leo end up delivering here and there some bit of Shadow work material. For Example, the last Video about Wrong is a sort of Shadow work since it invites to see parts we want to avoid. Of course a Full 3 yours video defiling from Basic to deeper the Shadow work would be a gift, but while it dont come we do our best to explore the murky waters of our Primitive,Mammalian dark corners

@ZenAlex We all have a little bit of it. I just came to this topic because I go to Ayahusca Ceremonies with Indigenous People, and the diffenve you see in How West people react with the plant and how Indigenous react are fully oposite. One of the reasons is because the diet and the life style indegenous live in the forest are way more balanced than our hyper-Stimulated Society. One of the goal of my daily life is to reduce more and more stress so one can live a slow, calm and balanced life. Then psycadelics work totally different in the system leading to calm steady deeper insights. As she say in the email she sent me : Shaking it out. Biohacking the vagus nerve. Reliving traumatic memories. Plant medicine. In my line of work (aka “the new traumatology”), healing is not about any of the above. That’s not to say these things are wrong or bad, in and of themselves. They can and do work: in a specific context, within a regulated nervous system that has the CAPACITY to process them. But this kind of “healing” can also go bad when it is used at will, within a society as profoundly dysregulated as the majority of the westernized world is today. See, us modern humans tend to focus on getting rid of symptoms. While that might be important in some cases like acute pain from a bone fracture, a lot of our chronic symptoms are nestled deep in neurobiological and survival patterns that can’t be hunted down in a single remedy. Therefore, I suggest you consider leaving the quick fixes aside (for now at least) and simply focus on building your capacity. Healing and health is in your DNA. Your body wants (and deserves) to heal. It’s your birthright. FACT: There is a right way to raise a human baby. If you didn’t get that (hint: most of us didn’t), healing will take time and commitment. In my opinion, and many might agree with me, we've been brainwashed to believe that we don't know this stuff. But, when you remove all the junk and yuck (aka conditioning, socialization, medicalization of birth, unhealed early and developmental trauma, commercialization of “healing”) you start to realize that we do know how to nurture healthy humans, from the start. Likewise, our bodies do know how to heal. We just have to have the capacity and the regulation on board to allow healing to happen, organically. Where we struggle is not in a lack of resources or information in either area, it is in our amnesia to truth and what deep, systemic human and global health is all about. But no amount of fancy regulation techniques and sparkly biohacks will re-invigorate your…OUR birthright in the present. Nor will these things help future generations to do better. Our hurts and harms did not happen in isolation. Nor does a big, bad, scary thing impact only one part of our body and mind. A shockwave is sent to the ENTIRE system. Therefore, to heal deeply, it’s essential to work with the entirety of our human system and how this system relates to everything around it. ALL nervous systems on the planet are waiting for healing and regulation. They've been waiting for centuries. ⁠But shortcuts will only land us in the weeds and make the journey even longer… So, if you're here and have started the practical work, wonderful! Keep learning and healing and regulating. ⁠

Many of you dont know but I work for 7 years as a space Holder in Plant Medicine Work and with time listening to Sharings from participants and my own difficulties I start to see that some people take the psycadelic work to ligthly and forget to care for their preparation or dont have criteria to how they choose the Setting and the Pratictioners. I was in Brasil and was invited to a ceremony with a white person and out of self respect I even spit the medicine out to not be in the effect since I knew that the ceremony would be a massive madhouse. There people getting more hurt than healed in this game of Healing.

I am basicaly sharing the Channels I follow to gather info on this topic :

Woman Have an Avoidance of Truth that they may even recognize but part of the problem is that is easy to hide than to admit it , it dont serves a woman to face their Shadows

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For the Women Here. But as a Man is Great to learn Femenine Stuff coming from their own mouths and not via Men Podcasters.

There is a lot empahis on Budism on Cultivation of Dicernment, that is same as Judgement but for me is more a question of Cultivation of More Perspectives, Nuances, Contrasts, in Noticing Subtlety in the workings of Mind,Society etc.. The Story of King Salomon comes to mind when he solve the situation of two mothers wanting to claim that the baby belongs to them, one the real mother and other the fake one.

From a old Leo Blog Post about Story Storyland or Backstories land By Leo Gura - November 23, 2017 Imagine an alternative universe — Storyland — in which there is no matter, no time, no space. There are no laws of physics. Instead, there are just stories. Every being here has a story because stories are all there are. Here, you aren’t merely a being WITH a story, you ARE one of the stories (NPC), because stories are the only building blocks of reality. Here, if it’s not a story, it simply cannot be. So if you want to have matter, or time, or space, or physical laws, you must invent them — as stories! In such a universe, the major preoccupation of all beings would be defending their stories (NPC´s), because, well… their life literally depends on it. After all, you don’t want to de-materialize, do you? In Storyland, the greatest danger to a being would be the unraveling of his story. That would be the definition of death: the end of my story. In such a universe, all beings would be deathly afraid of anything that might lead to the unraveling of their story. Such beings would gather together to co-create collective stories (Relative Objective Truths) to make their individual stories seem more solid. These beings would form groups to fight one another, both ideologically and physically, in order to defend the “reality” of one collective story over another. In this universe, one town’s collective story would threaten the reality of the neighboring town’s collective story. And so they would go to war because their very sense of existence would hinge on it. Here, culture would be king. Culture wouldn’t merely be a collection of preferences and opinions, it would be a matter of life and death. To such beings, stories wouldn’t appear as “merely stories”. Nor would be they be called “stories”. No, no, no. Stories would be considered, and called, REALITY! Such beings would never dare to speak or even think of the possibility that stories are anything but REALITY, because stories are the only kind of reality here. So, if ever a being came along who said, “Listen here, my fellow beings! What you call REALITY is just a story.” The first thing his fellow beings would want to do is kill him. Failing that, they would put him into an insane asylum. Failing that, they would gag him. Failing that, they would demonize him. Failing that, they would dismiss him as a nutcase. Failing that, they would agree with him by adopting a new story which says, “Our reality is a just a story, like that guys says.” But even so, they would continue running that story. Their minds simply could not bear to actually stop creating stories because to do so would be suicide. Sound familiar?? Well… Ta-da! That is our universe! It’s the only kind of universe that could possibly exist! Time, space, physics, brains, objective reality, mathematics, science, etc. are all just part of the story you’re defending, you see? And the notion that these are not a story but REALITY, is itself just another story! String a couple of stories together like that and you’ve literally got yourself a reality! Now you object, “But Leo! Who is telling this story?” The notion that there needs to be a “who” — a subject — is just another story! So you object, “But Leo! Where is the story taking place?” The notion that there needs to be a place — a where — is just another story! So you object, “But Leo! How are these stories possible in the first place?” The notion that there needs to be a “how”, is just another story! So you object, “But Leo! Why is there something rather than nothing?” The notion that there is something rather than nothing, is just another story! So you object, “But Leo! What are these stories made out of?” Nothing! A story is something which is not. So you object, “But Leo! How come it feels so REAL?” Because there is nothing else to contrast it with. You see? It’s all a hallucination hallucinated by an infinite hallucination, all of it adding up to nothing — the only way anything can ever be. And of course, all this is just another story Below a possibe version of this Storyland Universe

A good talk between two guys about both sides Toxic Masculinity and Toxic Femininity, How we became indocrinated to think that the problems comes always from Men. And much more ...

You can go around talking with NPC's Asking for Absolute Truth as you wish and the talk can even flow in the parameters of Relative Objetive Truths or Subjective stuff. But in the end will be just a game of looking for some Other Who can give a grounding answer of What Reality is Made of?

When you try to tell your dream Characters they are NPC in a Simulated world and dont really exists. For fun but may raise questions

My First Post on this Journal. I want to keep things Simple and Just add content as it comes to me, avoiding categorizations, I will add notes from books my reflections upon it, videos,fotos. Not exactly what I have in my commom book since that one is ready full and on constant process of organization. This one would be more like a Blog. I Like the word Sword since it carry "word" on it and "S". Words as we know can be like a Sword, it can cut things,divide,dicern,distinguish. Can be use as tools to Create or destroy. Is said that the Tonge is like a sword, it take time to become proficient on its use, in communication. Of course is better if you are using your own sword, crafted for your own nature. In my case, English is not my natural sword but is the one I need to use here, and in one side this is good because force me to practice. Slowly I am learning that there is no need to speak all that comes to mind or write it. Sometimes I am channeling a song and it dont come all in one go. If I hold the pen waiting for the next line I get stuck, so I must close my eyes or walk an let the continuation come by itself. Even the body posture and placement in space can be beneficial to the channeling or not. Another Nigth I was reciving a song about pain. And was about an actual painin my lower back, so to connect with the lyrics again I needed to do some streching and truly feel the pain and meditate on it. So my lesson is that the wisdom from any speaking need to come more and more from direct felt sense experience. All for today