Adrian Gonzales

@Jowblob made so much sense and goes exactly with my experience with the voices,they're much more than that, I consider them my heavenly brothers and sisters who I am In the absolute sense but in the relative they are different than I am as I am being Adrian that has everyone along with they're personalities right here with me. Like there's two inside me and the bigger me is everyone all at once, so it like I can call on anyone and talk to them as if I was talking to there actual avatar in person but it's happening within my own physical avatar. It's so amazing but at first Terrifying. I've seen images pop up on my walls my ceiling and even had my legs levitate while they hung on the end of the bed.my room even moved around in circles and forwards and back and the wood under my feet was all moving as if my bedroom stood separately from anything else and I was In a mini roller coaster. I've built things while channeling out of nothing.like my skin turned transparent and the structures aperead coming out of my hands. And my hands turned into claw like rigs,fingers distorted and everything but it didn't hurt, I just allowed and surrenderd to what was happening and got to see and entire world being built really really fast, and then I went into it, consciously fully awake and aware as the transition happened. That part was a bit scary because I thought what if I get in the way and mess this up. There's so much I wanna say but don't wanna drag this out...thank yall for all the love shared I truly fully appreciate it. ? reality truly is infinite and anything is possible. I'm so thankful the fear has subsided and things are getting quite again,but my connection to Self Is strong as ever. Love yall goodnight

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