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@theleelajokerits also sortve a good thing to just say what you feel, when you feel it like we were—cause if you wait to long to ruminate on somethin,and try to really analyze it, you end up sortve, spoiling the spontenaity factor or whatever, like the thing that gets ppl talking, which is more of like, the subtle areas that havent been worked out yet. like theres a level somewhere between "too well thought out" and "not yet though about at all" where ppl want to give their input inside of, and if it exceeds either of those lines, it can lead to just, ppl not *getting it, so to speak, if that makes sense

@theleelajokerOh i say all types of crazy shit to ppl, i dont have time to be on the fence about anything. Yeah, i will ask things like this... because to me, ill have thoughts that feel they arent"a fully baked thought", yet, wherein ill wait for awhile until ive ruminated over it some more—and then, depending on how crazy it is, or how interesting/thought provoking it is to me, is a sign of whether, or not im going to be interested enough to send it to ppl (or write it down). Actualized is where i mostly send things that are sortve in an awkward state of not yet being fully cooked yet-yet still having something to it—that is a bit too.. err... i wanna say the word im thinking of is reasonable... like alot of unreasonable and unforgiving craziness is sent by me, every which way to friends and non-friends, like a submachine gun spraying bullets everywhere.

Identity i was sorta thinkin of something partly related, which is bout the notion of "identity". Like for instance, in the idea of the center, or the one, or unity or whatever, you might say we strip ourselves down to the fact that theres no identity—even if to say that, "this identity i have is really a learned—reasoned-over-time amalgamation, as opposed to a true identity that i conceive of...", thats also a form of seeing-it all-as a shared identity—which is the same idea. And so, this notion if identity is a hard one, to try and answer on the spot. Example: politically, if you are in the middle you might be on the independent side. Easy. Done. Hands washed of it. But if someone says, "whats your identity", or "do you have an identity", see now thats a hard one, especially in todays day and age where identities are every-which-way outside of the box, just runnin' rampant. So, who knows. Do you have an identity? And, if so, what is your identity—and then to follow that up, how would you describe your identity, and what it means to you, specifically for you?... Perhaps a better question is, does having an identity even matter—the minute you are born and existing, surely thats a form of identity that matters, or is that just a fossil-form of identification, and your true identity doesnt happen til later on???...

https://youtu.be/wdIUzxWYl8c?si=z2PeDqsgT-gN7Wyk

Math, science and technology have a similar, but differing way of evolving over time—and more and more the way we design systems has this notion of splitting everything into like, these individual components or commands in order to generalize/abstract the system—being that its incomprehensible nature leads to it being harder to work on without; Similarly, and increasingly, science and math have these notions too, like where you can choose to elaborate further at all of the points where it seems fit to do so. Although, its not always necessary, or right, to elaborate in such a way where it turns every point of understanding into an interfacing component—and it comes down to the lexicon-ographer, or whoevers in-charge (whomever has the most insight, holding the most pieces in their head at once) to make a refined decision about "how those *points of unknown* should be further interfaced with/or not"—and so, it is somewhat up to everyone to assume this role, that is, everyone who is in a position/viewport into that area of study, or that system. Nevertheless, when deciding on when it is right or not, there is a methodical way to go through all the material, such that you can begin checking off those boxes, and speaking up. Putting that aside, i think its always better to elect someone w/ the designated role of making those decisions, or passing it down to someone else, like a team mate. Anyway, the bottomline is that, i feel we are finding ourselves in a position where we are depending on someone to be insightful enough to make those decisions, but because the cities are all skyscrapers so-to-speak, we have to make sure its being designed from its foundation-from first principles. If your lexiconographer (im just calling it that for now) isnt so use to building everything from the foundation, then youve got the wrong person. p.s.its more useful if others specialize as the Historian, or the Inventor/Engineer, etc., in order to expand the amount of special insight into whatever area is being focused on, and then the Project Leader/lexicongrapher makes the bigpicture decisions. Anyway, thats getting off track, as i just meant to bring up the ever increasing likeness between math, science and technology, and the increasing need for organized teams that are comfortable with electing a leader. Things start to become aimless without an elected leader, wouldnt yous agree? Just to put it in perspective, even in families, the male is sortve the unofficial leader of the household, even if its never verbally communicated. Its just a role that happens naturally~if its about working on a project, then you need some form of a leader, especially as every male on the team is just gonna assume "well, im obviously the leader here", because no one has said otherwise...

if you look at nature, animals understand English in a meta way, as well as a literal way, thereby showing how they communicate w/ nature—experiencing something that is primary next to survival—and as such, there are many areas of experience that we dont understand, such as there existing a way to receive language beyond what you hear, cause what you hear is just sound, one mode. In that way, we also dont understand reality, nor ourselves as participants in it. We can encounter paradoxes, but do we understand them. There is no limit to the amount we dont understand and may never understand. We dont understand more than we think we already do understand. Survival is also a way to speak about the ~ not dying (everyones got a personal definition for it tho), but its not necessarily death that you want to avoid is it? its being staggered to death you want to avoid, cause if you got shot in the head, then it wouldnt really matter, Thats one way to look at it. I could go on.

As long as you are asking questions, or asking a person to ask questions too, that is the best starter towards getting to the heart of what something is. If it is — say a sport you want to get better at, asking questions about the kindve form or ways to hold their racket, and sometimes that isnt something the player ever thought about, since it can be unconsciously trained, and thus it gets that player thinking more about their own form and how they can try doing it with say their left hand. You can get better if you are ambidextrious in a lot of sports, or especially on drum kit

our whole lives are like a fitting a square peg into a round hole. you dont even have to think about why your suppose to practice, because the act of doing (or thinking) about it isnt whats detering you from it, rather its just time and age, and the mindset/configuration you are currently in. With age, you wont notice the difference between yoga, or meditation or riding your bike or playing hopscotch, etc. its just an activity, and you realize theres no such thing as having to had practiced ever, your mindset just changes and you do things without thinking in that way. hard to explain; but the things that drive you drive you different w age, and who you are is just, less new to everything, therefore nothing seems *incompatible*, or something like that. p.s. you should also do "freeya yoga" which is sitting, and not following rules or laws, that is, just sitting there, naturally, without resisting or following rules & laws to how you sit there.

@Princess Arabiaim an hour in, theyre on the part about the theory of everything tyoeve stuff, and how physics progresses, and if it will... and it is beautiful cause im like, they are like planets just floatin out in space themselves, tryina put it together, like all of us, as no one is excluded from the puttin it together, and especially as they mention the beginning of the universe, as far as how no normal theory works, etc. its like, oof, we are out in the deep space, very close, very far, and on.

Yeah. That is sortve like how it is, except that—iuno if you ever took psychedelics, but like, theres a little bit of animosity present in how the structure of reality tries to keep itself together, or in other words, the exponential infatuation and ever progressive thoughts towards maintaining a better dream, then a better dream, then a better dream... That actually is only Level 1... Level 2 or 3 is more like a high dose of psychedelics, if you remember what happens.

maybe an even better question is like, will anyone ever in the history of lex fridman, come on his channel and be like, theres one thing called reality... and then, proceed from there talking and sortve guiding everything towards the center. Like are the chances near zero of that happening? And is it just cause no one understands what that is...? We could make it make sense, though, its gonna be rough, like, theres near zero amounts of places you can go w/ it. Hell i think theres atleast one road i like in there that i would take it, and make it make sense.

@Ulax You almost have a good question. almost. but i would start by rephrasing it such that you arent asking about situations, as its hard to pin point what that means when you are asking "how do i think...", then adding, ".. when asking a question", or.. "when im describing something". It also feels like you want to ask about spirituality or consciousness work since you mentioned leo, and in that sense youd have to clarify if that is what you meant to say (p.s., i believe your allowed to ask leo and @ him directly, assuming thats what u want) Therefore, your approach to asking your question requires some revision; at which point, what you are asking about might find a better fit. Something that would make more sense imo would be, e.g., "whats the right way to think about this area of research (*insert that thing youre researching*).." or ".. Whats the best way to think about this project im working on!?" (*insert project*), as that gives us context.

terence tao is like, the best at finding those hidden connections nd relationships nd such; Now obviously hes not like a psychedelics/consciousness expert, as hes just like a single track sevant, alas its interesting to imagine what hed experience. i dont feel like i ever hear from the more, call it eastern planets/ancestry of the world speaking on their psychedelic exp's, iuno why? hm🤔 (note i havent watched the whole video yet)

i figured somethin out w ai, as i was startin to get really angry with its random line of speculating/assumption making. Alas, i learned to "Ask it to ask you" questions, and have that be its default mode, instead of letting it throw things at you that dont make any sense. And that way, its looking to solve answers to a set of questions before going off and giving you its bag of words. Now it might not be enough, im not sure, but we will see how it goes, as so far its shown to work better than before. Theres of course still issues around circling multiple causal points at once, like it cant reason about too many things at once.. and it has to be pain-stakingly walked hand and hand across the street (and then back across the street again) so to speak

Like, when you accidentally have had your hand on the button that reads: "Press this to trip", thats like what i remember the psychedelic exp being like, as like, this thing that you feel yourself literally pressing (and then later, forgetting. Much like how automated heart pumping or breath-having is like a realization exp you are having when youve pressed upon realization, that which you forget you are having once forgotten) Somewhere in the process you forget that you were pressing the button, or what it was that even got you to, beyond a vague notion. You might in fact also forget that you were tripping, or atleast, the specific circumstances surrounding. and then the trip feels like it is building from/and off of— a sortve sequence of thoughts you had — that which all seem to pertain to the moment you are in... but , its more than that, cause its like, the thing that got you to that point is itself a riddle you cant quite recall—so too are the thoughts you are generating thereafter, as, its almost algorithmic; like, for every 10 or 20 thoughts that spin up, another 5 thoughts back in the thought buffer are getting lost in space And, you are constantly forgetting things you were so deeply invested in mentally, nd physically that its like, breaking reality and the moment you are/were in; its almost like, a test of how much patience you can have whilst you are having the exp, cause its mostly like, surviving this event: having thoughts that come to mind that neverend, and only seem to grow in both (1) there proximity to each other (like how finite the thoughts are from one another) as well as (2) how many there are in the global time of all thoughts that could/nd would ever occur And lastly, these thoughts are like, reality constructs that work for you/against you, cause they are playing into literal reality too, like they make the mechanisms happen, and are a little criss-crossed w/, well, its the thoughts themselves that are crissed crossed, and how anything you think or feel (anything in the experience) is connected visually, or vice versa, where visuals are connected and communicated within, which means you see what you feel literally, and you feel what you see; And it applies to all forms and senses alike. iuno theres something weird in the sentiment, its like a *right on the tip of the tongue*, like, not just for like the nature of reality as it is, but specifically for *where it came from, and where its going*, like, you can smell your pre-school experience as it is, as if you are there. And thats what i mean bout bein criss-crossed, cause you are like, pre empted experiencing—through time and space, such that material reality is also no longer following the standard library of code, but rather is runnin a new experimental crazy town