LoneWonderer

So I'm tired of going on the internet and on youtube and seeing the same narrative being spun again and again. Things such as "fix your sleep and your life will magically become 10x better" & "fix your diet and your depression will heal"...etc etc. Guys and gals here's the truth (at least in my opinion). There is no one solution to your problems or even several. Yes, these are all good things to do: change your bad food habits, exercise, sleep, socialize, work hard and smart, meditate etc. Individually these things will not fix your problems. You'll still be super fit, healthy and depressed af. However when all aspects of your life get adressed, when you put in the time and effort to adress all your issues (health - physical and mental, psychology, finances, social life, love life, spirituality, your shadow etc) then you really heal. But you are kidding yourself by thinking that working on only a single or a few of the things mentioned above will bring you true peace and satisfaction. However don't get me wrong. I think it's great you master slowly each field one by one, but it's a huge trap to think any one single improvement will fix all your life problems like all these videos and people online claim. Like how absurd is it to think that just by fixing your diet you'll not be depressed anymore. I've been down all these rabbit holes and none worked. However now I'm much better than I ever was only because I've greatly improved many fields of human, psychological, spiritual development for myself through years of hard work (and obviously I'll be improving till I die) and they all sinergize beautifully together. We need a new narrative. A more holistic one. So much garbage online.

@Jacob Morres 🙏

this is a gross oversimplification but I'd define average as anyone in stage orange and below. Again this is a oversimplification as each stage has incredibly acomplished individuals outside of the norm. For me average also means conforming to your culture, tribe, customs, traditions beliefs withought questioning anything. In that sense yes, I also don't understand how people can live their lives this way buuuuuuut it's also true I was brought up questioning everything. If I'd been born in a different family, under different circumstances I'd probably also be "average" and think "average".

I have a question for you I'm not really sure the answer to. Imagine your average joe. He's 40 years old whent to college in America and now does finance on wall street (could be any job really). During his spare time he volunteers and works on his motorbikes. He feels fullfilled with his life he says. Yet if joe picked up a single book on self development or was really forced face the reality of the world ( let's say joe travelled to Africa for a month) his sense of reality would start to collapse. His extremely narrow fullfilling life would start to crumble before his eyes and he'd begin to wake up to a much bigger reality. My question for you is the following: In his day to day life, joe claims to be fullfilled and whole. Yet joe evades that which doesn't fit into his worldview and that which scares him. So how happy can Joe really be? Doesn't this seed of doubt, fear and avoidance pester him in the background slowly leading to full blown depression? Will joe only realise on his deathbed how shallow his life really was? This is all hypothetical case and loads of assumtions about poor joe were made in this post.

You are correct too. But this is a very deep way to see this problem that requires one to build introspection. Introspection will help you see your problems in a new light.

Thanks. I agree with everything you've said here.

Lone Wonderer is the name. I travel mental plains seeking what I seek. Shit, what I seek is myself. Everything else is just a distraction jajaja.

@Spiritual Warfare Hey my man (or woman or whatever you identify as). I've read almost every post on this thread. Here's your solution. Take enough 5 meo dmt and you will have you're question answered. You will become god, all of existence, you will know the answer to life and it will all make sense. That's it.

To everyone taking malt or 5 meo dmt I really highly recommend martin ball's books to make sense of the experience. He breaks down step by step all of the different types of experiences people have on these substances and how to see past the bullshit stories about entities, realms, conversations with god, life lessons and life missions etc your ego will try and create around the trips. The clarity he provides is incredible!

Congress getting together after the elections to go for round two. I think they said the day was Nov 12. Exciting stuff. If even 10% of everything that is being reported about this UFO topic is true it would be absolutely mind-blowing!

Thank you for sharing that peace index in the latest post very interesting to see. I live in New Zealand which is in the top 5 most peaceful countries and life here's great!

Just wanted to say loving seeing all the new content on the blog! 😀

Thank you! 😊🙏

I have a question regarding 5 meo dmt vs malt HCl. When taking 5 meo dmt HCL can you take it the same way as Malt? Example 10mg via same ROA as Malt? What about dosages are the same starting doses recommend?

@Leo Gura Both are excellent!

@Leo Gura Would love to see more of those videos you used to film of just yourself talking behind the scenes of a video you'd shot or just discussing things going on in your life such as your health or the 30 day fasting challenge.

I really enjoy the blog. Even more than the forum. I love the documentaries you post and the insights too!

Hey everyone. I'd love to at some point join a stage turquoise community or project. I don't even know where to start and how to distinguish between a stage turquoise community and a stage green (which I want to avoid). What examples of such communities do you know of that accept people into them? I feel such communities can give one the motivation in the right enviroment to push one's spiritual, developmental, mental game. I was thinking of the new spiritual city Sadhguru is building in the United States but would like your views. Thank you and happy week! 🙏

@Buck Edwards It's a worthy pursuit setting up such an organization, I applaud you for it

Yeah, pirating is amazing but illegal. If you do it know there could be consequences to it unless you know what you're doing. You can get any book, movie, audio, courses, paid apps etc for free. Only recommend it to people who don't have any financial resources whatsoever like was my case when I was a broke student for many many years.

Hey, learn how to pirate stuff. You basically can get anything on the web free like that. Then think outside the box. For example instead of paying for an audible membership use sites such as: https://audiobookbay.is/ To pirate audiobooks and if you only have pdf versions use tools and apps such as "Reader" by elevenlabs which is incredible for turning epub/pdf files into audiobooks and is completely free. https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=io.elevenlabs.readerapp (You're welcome btw) I know I shouldn't probably say this but you can even pirate Leo's life purpose course for free if you're broke (don't ask me how to get it because then I'll get in trouble 😂).

Very interesting. Loved to read both your account and Unleash. Did 10mg of Malt today but once again went through painful letting go process of someone (has been the case now for 3+ malt trips). Never had any spiritual insights yet. Would love to hear more reports from people keep em coming!

Do you guys know of NotebookLM by google? It's amazing. You just plug in files and you can do all kinds of crazy things from generating podcasts to querying the documents, to creating study sessions. Really cool if you want to plug in all of Leo's transcripts and do deep dives into the content.

@UnbornTao thank you for your perspective. Yes, I'm scared of this aspect a bit. They do seem to have been around since the 1960s which is a very long time by cult community standards. They seemed to have avoided major cult traps so far and avoided implosion.

I have been reading up on Auroville. Looks like you can do 6-12 month volunteering projects there. It sounds like a great way to connect and learn from people with similar inclinations to those found here on this forum. Do any of you have any experiences in relation to Auroville? Why would you or wouldn't you give such a community a shot?