LoneWonderer

😂😂😂 I thought they acted really good as adult children. Yeah I've been watching the show and can't make up my mind whether it's terrible or not. Yeah, visuals are good however. I've also just been watching the new Jason Mamoa show "Chief of War" (apparently one the most expensive in history) and the storyline of that one is even worse. What's with these ridiculously expensive shows such as LOTR and Chief of War having such terrible story lines? I guess profit and corruption 🤪.

At this point I've done 5 meo Malt (doses from 5 to 35mg) and have just started experimenting with psilocybin mushrooms (First dose about 1g). In all my trips (about 11 so far) I get these repeted contractions and releases around the chest and heart area and lots of emotional pain (more pronounced on 5 meo malt) on both substances. This is a constant in every trip so far and I don't know what to make of it. Is it processing undealt emotional trauma? Is it something more concerning? It seems that I am not processing this energy properly as it still shows up now after 11-15 trips (the latest mushroom trip these contractions lasted over an hour). I've been unable to break through to anything else so far just due to this contant energetic processing. I also don't know what this pain and emotional processing is linked to in my life, there is a disconnect between the emotions and what they are about. I also don't believe it's my ego fighting to stay in control as I always set the intention throughout the trip of letting go no matter how uncomfortable that feels. Would love your views and advice. Cheers

I had these jaw vibrations during my first trips on 5 meo Malt. I wouldn't say they were orgasmic for me just there. I have added them to my watch later list. At this point in my life I am not serious enough about sitting down and taking on a spiritual practice. I've got many other basic survival things that take up all my mental energy and thoughta. I take psychedelics because they are "easy" compared to the meditative practices. I know I will eventually have to sit my a** down and do the hard work on a spiritual practice however right now unfortunately I haven't made it a priority. The problem with taking psychedelics is it's not resolving the root issue for me. My life hasn't changed in any meaningful way through taking psychedelics. I still get just as depressed as before, I still don't deal with my loneliness, I still avoid all my shadows. Leo is right that no amount of psychedelics will un fuck your life. They are not a magic pill. Improving your life is up to you. Still, I had secretly hoped they would've maybe removed my fear of facing the things I'm scared to face or given me new sense of purpose, meaning or insight ...but so far nothing even after taking high doses of powerful substances like 5 meo Malt. I know others have profound life changing experiences and I guess I kinda hoped and still do it could been the case for me too one day.

@theleelajoker thank you

Thank you everyone. This is all great advice. @LambdaDelta I will keep following the process and bring more awareness and report back to all you guys. 🙏

Thank you @Davino for your lengthy post. I appreciate it and will think over what you said. I will look at these videos.

This is a serious question. Imagine you are trying to explain to a very highly educated individual why they should consider actualized.org a look. You would try to explain to this individual that the type of teachings are unique, one of a kind, extremely profound and articulated in a way seen nowhere else. The first thing this person listening to you will say is something along the following lines: "Yeah, yeah, every group in society thinks they are incredibly special and unique". They will then go on to mansplain to you example after example of how this is the case throughout history or present day. They may dive into human psychology and how we are wired to believe we are special and unique and our in group holds secret truths yadadayada. The individual may point to religious examples. But how do I actually get through to the person? Note I never talk to anyone about actualized.org or the teachings because I know no one will listen. This however is such a lonely existence. How have other users on this forum got through to their friends or family that actualized.org could help their lives immensely without triggering their egos? Btw I know some of you will answer something along the lines of "you don't need to tell others about the things that intrest you let them be themselves". Note I already do not talk to anyone about actualized.org but would maybe in the future try to open up about the subject to colleagues and friends. Thanks.

Yes, I agree with this view

This video about Antarctica was fascinating. Learned so much stuff.

Yup 👍

@Natasha Tori Maru* Sorry don't know how to delete the above. 😂😂😂 That's 2025 conservatives for you. Interdimensional aliens coming in and out of space time get with the program bro, aliens are people too!

@Natasha Tori Maru Thanks, this was great! 👍

@Puer Aeternus Yes, I believe this is the value Leo brings with his teachings. His gift has always seemed to me his ability to cut through the bullshit and fluf talk and get straight to the point. I believe it's also how he questioned everything and refused to fall into self delusions which then resonates in his work. His ability to show the interconnectedness of varying fields is also very unique. Other teachers (Bhuddists, taoists, Hindus, NDE experiencers, Psyconauts etc) usually get hung up on a set of values and beliefs about how life is. Often it's that they haven't gone deep enough, or questioned their own worldview enough, or even been open minded enough to other perspectives that they become stuck in one way of viewing reality. Studying various teachers and schools of thought it was always in the back of my mind, this can't be it...what you're teaching...how do you reconcile with this other teacher and these other beliefs? I came into this work with radical openmindedness but this is a double edged sword because without CLEAR guidance you can spend an entire life trying to find answers or just give up all together in frustration. This is another thing Leo offers which is quite unique. He offers the mind a clear path to god realization (and beyond) guiding the intellect through the pitfalls and traps of every other school of thought along the way. All other schools of thought are completely blind to their flaws.

This is the lady in charge of the UFO & Epstein Department at the white house. Haven't listened to it yet.

I understand what you mean. Recently I've been reading a book on Leo's playlist about empathy and have recognised I actually have very low levels of empathy for others which could lead to a lack of interest in their lives too. I used to struggle a lot with listening to others. Nowadays I'm much better but all conversations end the same way. They all end up feeling empty to me because nothing of importance (regarding deep topics) was ever discussed. I listen and gain little to nothing from these conversations. It ends up feeling like I must have conversations with people to maintain relationships to secure my survival (we all need people we can rely on in difficlt times). I have 2 close friends. One who is open to having these convos and I'm blessed to have him in my life and another friend who is just stuck in his life and barely mastering survival. I try to help him giving him advice but never go deep into anything else. With all other people relationships are superficial at best.

This is good insights. My usual meals revolve around a pot of mixed vegetables or a super salad to which both I add 70-90 different plants. I just mix it all together but it is very true that sometimes a much simpler meal with fewer ingredients (mash potatoes with green beans) is much tastier and maybe according to your theory also healthier as the body does not have to work as hard. The only downside is that this is so complicated to achieve and really can easily lead to neurotic behaviour in people I believe. PS: I'm extremely health conscious individual that's why the 70-90 plants in a meal (also my wallet is very light buying all those varied plants 😂. I've been doing this for the past 8 years or so.) No processed foods, sugar, low sodium salt, water filtration, air filtration, exercise daily, mineral sunscreen whenever outdoors, no plastic cuttlery or non stick, eco wash powders and cleaning products, red lights around the house at night, 14h fasts etc etc.

Or move to Northland in New Zealand where I live. Mild summers and very Mild winters too 😂. I must admit a part of me felt the same as spiral wizard about this topic until I realised who gives a F where you live, it's just a reflection of my own shadow and insecurities that I project on to other.

Yeah, I never for a second believed he would reveal any secrets. Just think about it... it's Trump we're talking about here. You just pay him a huge sum of money all hush hush and his corrupt ass will prentend it's not a big deal like in his own words in that video 😂. I truly believe that he only said he was going to resolve the NJ drone mystery to get people to reelect him. I don't believe he ever took the subject seriously. In my view it's quite possible that this new agency he's dedicated to revealing UFO and Epstein files is all a big front, keep the people happy ya know... Just my conspiracy ideas here people, don't take me seriously though could be I'm completely wrong.

Bisi https://youtube.com/@bisimedia A good channel about the history of Africa. Another user shared the channel on another thread but I thought I'd share it here again. Lot's of great examples of corruption.

Chad: Interesting fact: It also has the most polluted air in the world.

Thanks for the share, have saved it to the watch later list on YT. 👍

I think this would be a great idea. I'm not currently doing heavy metal chelation but may go for it some point. What about moving this thread to the health and nutrition sub-forum however?

@Salvijus Must get them excited before you reveal the price tag jejeje. Yeah thanks good advice.

Yes true