LoneWonderer

@k-ahmadzadeh @Buck Edwards Thank you both for your kind words and advice ?

@k-ahmadzadeh I've done a 3 month volunteering last year where I had to co-live with 4 random people in a small house. I did that to try to break the bad cycle. I managed fine and became used to it. For the past 2 years I'd also been living with roommates and conversation was not a problem. This summer I've been living and working with an old couple from Norway for 2 months and also had no problem. I did all these this on purpose to target the problem. If I force myself I have no problems but still it doesn't feel natural, tires me out and my want to interact with people is still non existent. I've tried to make it better but it doesn't seem to change the fact that, I can do it, but hate it.

@Harsh Bagdia My main man you glowing in those photos! Congrats on quitting smoking! ?

@k-ahmadzadeh Thank you for your reply. 0% joy and pleasure for me interacting with others unfortunately. I do enjoy having deep conversations with my few friends though.

I also forgot to mention that interactions with others have also always been exhausting for me. Since they never came naturally even short conversitions tire me out.

@RawJudah My idea is to actually make it my new home but we'll see. I'm originally from Spain but want to experience and live more of the world. Never been in Oceania or Asia (relatively cheap flights from new Zealand to crazy places like New Caledonia, the cook islands and tasmania) and this gives me the opportunity to experience all that. Travelling can be a great way to break boundaries. Just be open to the experience.

My main man I'm also moving to NZ in a month to start working on wetland restoration! How cool and hope you enjoy yourself! ?

Guys don't reply to these kind of threads. In AA meetings sometimes you have psychopaths who attend just to prey on vunrable people. Don't pour out your souls on the internet for strangers this is my advice.

Leo I think you're wrong on this topic. The situation is not overblown and quite serious. Everything is interconnected and we are seeing every year the speeding up of climate change and all of its repercussions. It's real alright. Frankly it's sad to hear people not truly taking this issue seriously enough and skweing this conversation towards "oh no it's overblown" just so they can justify keeping their air con on while living in the f***ing desert. (Next someone will attack this post for my opinion and yadadada this bs debate will keep on going).

One thing that I've noticed though is just how small the actual active community on this forum is. I mean I'm not a moderator so I'm not sure but it seems that no more than 200-300 people are actually active on here and interchanging ideas. I am afraid of the echo chamber effect sometimes (I may be totally wrong about this btw)

@Princess Arabia definetly tik tok and twitter don't help either. Yes, sadly the internet and the human mind are chaotic places. I wrote last nights post at like 1am and and I'm not sure how clear headed I was.

Leo said he would consider closing down this forum in one of his videos. I sadly think it's the best solution. I agree with what you say. This forum is a chaos of ideas, some good, some not so much. But all of it going somewhere and nowhere at the same time. It's bringing good to the lives of some and much confusion to others.

Preferably replies from people who have taken 5 meo dmt or any other substance that made them realize the illusion of death. Thank you ?

Hey man, go for it. Getting lentils, beans etc canned is fine and can retain maybe 60-80% of nutrients. Couple of things though: 1. Buy natural as possible (none of that beans in tomate sauce shit). 2. Drain that water liquid they come in. This is usually just a liquid used to conserve them in and I really don't know how healthy that stuff is for your body. Obviously cooking the lentils yourself is best but beetween not getting any legumes and getting them but in canned form always try and get some in your system.

Thank you all, these are great replies ?

Seems not a room temp superconductor after all ?‍?

I am you

What are your thoughts? I want to know what you guys think.

infinite waters talks about aliens. Never thought this would happen. Still think he's a cult leader though...?‍?

@Yimpa ???

Alien Tinder, find a girlfriend that's out of this world!

Hey so I'm 24 and before the age of 30 I want to take Ayahuasca and 5 meo dmt. I just want to know what other people's experiences have been like and if it is worth for me to take it at such a young age? Note by then I'll probably have the survival basics covered.

@Adrian colby thank you for your story it was a very interesting read. ?

It may end with a nuclear bomb being dropped. Lets hope not.

Let's say hypothetically you won 100 million dollars. What would you do now? My answer: 1. Invest 5 mil or so, so as to never have to worry about money again. 2. Burn through Karma. 3. Travel the whole world and learn from people and cultures (Number one would be South America and Ayahuasca, 5 Meo DMT of course) 4. Once I have my steady cash investments donate the rest to various projects that are helping people fight poverty, education, sanitation etc.