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@Leo Gura Thank you Leo. I really appreciate your input. WIll I be able to eventually get pass these blocks if I keep up my MALT sessions? Honestly it's not a pleasant experience, but if it can help me heal and move on to higher things I think it's worth doing Malt.

I've taken 5 meo Malt only 4 times, and 3 of those the substance has made me feel really deep hurtful emotions such as anger, sadness, loss etc. I'm looking to understand why this is. Is it that the psychedelic enables me to feel my emotions fully without filter? In feeling these emotions is healing happening? I'd love to get your views and perspectives on this. Thank you and happy Sunday! 🙏

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@Leo Gura 🙏🙏🙏 Thank you Leo!

Did 25mg of Malt yesterday. This was my 3rd session after doing 10 and 15mg which proved to be preety uneventful (sexual energy and little else). This however was something much more extreme. throughout the whole experience there was some fear and reluctance to let go on my part. The experience took me through different states of emotion from anger to sadness to disgust to loss. each time very deep waves of such emotion came over me and my chest felt like it was being crushed by the heaviness of them. Feeling the emotion fully releaved, and released it. the sadness for example was so intense I had stomach muscle contractions which I could still feel after the experience. In the anger my fist would clinch and my whole face became filled with anger as I'd show my teeth. disgust at someone was also acutely felt and loss I would curl up and just cry non stop. every time I had let the emotion out fully I would go back for 5 min before entering a new emotion and every time I thought the experience was done it surprised me, flinging me into another emotion. the experience lasted a full 2h20min (I hear this is not normal as usually the experience peaks by the first 5 min to 30 min this was my experience the first times round and then ends after 2h) and was intense to the very end with it completly dying off after the last emotion. After this I spoke to user MaxPechuga and asked him help in making sense of the experience. He told me it could mean the release of emotional states I was not ready to experience or have bottled up (also could be intergenerational trauma?). I would like to hear your opinions and advice. also throughout the experience (and also in the last two times I've done Malt) my jaw seems to begin to vibrate at a fast pace just before the experience becomes really intense. Do others have this experience? What could that be? Again from all 3 experiences no visuals, the whole time my ego is there somewhat and no real god realizations or oness. Definetly the feelings of boudaries collapse is there but I'm aware of myself the entire time so wouldn't say it felt and knew in my whole being that everything was one conciousness. Thank you and happy Sunday people 🙏

@Davino Thank you Davino!

@OBEler thank you! Really appreciate the advice!

@OBEler thank you, yes I've seen leos video on plugging. I'll try the snorting the first time then I'll try the plugging for round 2. When you say 10mg is a lower dose what would be considered a normal dose to plug but not a heroic dose? Thank you

@OBEler Can you go into the experience with an intention for specific work you'd like to do or is it better to just be open to the experience and any healing or learning the substance has in mind? thank you

@OBEler Thank you for your reply. Yes, I plan to try and snort it straight from the 10 mg spoon. never done 5 meo malt or any other psyquedelic beofre so very exited to try it out when the time comes :))

just saw the following video where the dude says he takes the 5meo malt orally: can 5 meo malt hcl be taken orally? how is this done?

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@Leo Gura Thank you!

@Leo Gura Holy S*"t lookong foward to the new vid!

@Davino Thank you for your insight. Would you roll a small piece of paper to snort a line?

Two of my favourite song lines/Mantras: I believe in angels, something good in everything I see - ABBA Till I collapse - Eminem

How do you snort Malt? Is 5mg a good snorting dose for someone whose never taken Psychedelics before?

It's out of your control. Just remeber that. Accept and continue working on yourself your life purpose etc. I know it can be scary and confusing but ao are many other things in life, but we keep going reaching and grasping in the dark so as to say :))

When I'm overwhelmed, when my mind is racing and responsabilities weight heavy I stop and listen to the ocean otside my window. All will be ok. It's all a game I willingly choose to play.

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Life puts difficulties upon us to test our resilience, cunningness and willingness to get what we each want. I willingly take on the challenge.

So I was watching this documentary about a woman going through assisted suicide. towards the end as she's taking in the poison she sort of seems to fall asleep and in less than two minutes is declared clinically dead. It seems totally painless and that's what everyone in the documentary seems to imply but I wonder how true is this? is she asleep unaware of her demise? does she feel the process of death? does her "soul"fight even though we may not be able to see it? like a coma patient who is unresponsive but whose mind is very much alive and active? Thank you

Direct your mind towards your highest goals and desires and they shall happen. Focused energy towards a particular goal will always get you there.