Fluran

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  1. in a professional environment i think trip killers should be equipped.
  2. Mmh nope, when its at highest dose maybe quite some fatigue and fucked up body muscle Normally i get regret on trip because i realise that i havent been "loving", i forgot to love. As time passes, i fall asleep
  3. So, yeah, to experiment and enhance my overall life, i tried to microdose, most people use lsd or magic mushroom But hell, 5meomalt is just too intense that even at lower dose it just makes me realise that i am god, even more than at higher doses It just gives me bunch of insight that i am missing, practical insight Even though 5meomalt is too intense for microdosing and productivity enhancement,i gotta do it. Also then reduce normal dose to monthly or bimonthly.
  4. Not sure what you mean, But i just have unhealthy life style that has to be de-reconstructed consistently, in this case i am convinced that i should do regular microdose each 3~4 days than a weekly normal dose.
  5. Too intense, can not hold losing sense of reality, can not integrate them, Well just too intense that it could be psychologically distressing me. I felt seriously like that when i had highest doses 20mg and 23mg It was insightful, but it was too much to handle.
  6. I feel that i got huge backlash at higher dose at the moment, i may get partly depressed after trip at higher dose. At lower dose, it seems not so bad.
  7. This is by the way diluted in liquid form, i used aloe Gel. I wanted to experiment if it preserves substance very well Less than 50mg is diluted in 7ml. I took 0.3ml. That must be 2mg~3mg.
  8. This trip by the way tells me how existentially depressed and sickening situtation i was in, and very needy boy. incel part of me is experiencing breakthrough! Am i gonna be extroverted party goer now haha? I luckily moved into a very active, digital nomad city so theres plentiful chance of getting laid.
  9. I wonder if its okay to dissolve all powder into water or aloe gel, or shea butter. Wondering.. 1.would they loose potency? How much would they 2.would there be chemical reaction and generating toxic substances in long term? With water or with aloe gel, with honey with shea butter etc. It can not be coconut milk as it can be rotten 3.oh maybe some liquid type can be rotten. Like shea butter. I got already mine in aloe gel, I will report. how it turns out.
  10. It seems alright, just i have to calculate ratio very well, so i never overdose uh, ifs getting intense, texting with consciousness of god ;( I regret taking it always lol Usually it is 0.3ml per 10mg 5meomalt, this time was 0.9ml~1.8 per 10mg. Damn sciencific mode of being is so difficult in this consciousness now, can not hold my language structure
  11. I havent tried 5meodmt yet I guess- 5meodmt dissolves you in the ocean of god While 5meoMalt invites you into the ocean of god. Ego is maintainable, is also deconstructable through meditation. @Mips
  12. @Mips it feels difficult to have bad trip with 5meomalt. Yes snorting and plugging Smoking is possible too, but reported that there is not so much difference from 5meodmt when smoked. Also freebase "Plugging depends on what form the psychedelic comes in, HCL or Freebase. 5-MeO-DMT in freebase form needs to be converted to HCL so that it doesn’t burn your bathroom muscles. You can use vinegar and/or light coconut milk. A demo of this can be found here on youtube, but always do your own research."
  13. its been 1.5hours after with REAR, so i am still on efect. around 10mg, 1 microscoop dose but, the 5meomalt pouch was more humid, so there was some condensed part, so potentially, it could be 2 times more, or even 3 times more. 5meomalt felt really way too much differently, this time, i think there was more harm than good lessons or awakening it was rather too much shock, big shock for my mind, and I guess my whole body was also more tensed up I guess, its a good preparation before trying 5meoDMT. many points 1. follow God damn intuition, intuition is king, i tend to analyse and make sure that everything fits in plan and lowest budget as much as possible, it is tendency and my obsession, but, that is really unintuitive and dumb, I should not obsesss in one part of my life, which is focused on basic survival needs 2. intutionnn foollow your guts whatever you do follow your guts! i need to be more intuitive
  14. stop procrastinating is also part of intution, i procrastianate because i wait for best option, but best option is now!
  15. is it the case that you become really sensitive with noises and sound on psychedelic? the noises of electronic stuff within your room, air conditioner or heater, the fan of computer, repetitive beepy sound
  16. last trip was less aggressive and more valuable, more god awakening value. haha, it always makes me feel like i am gender neutral or even makes me a girl, thinking from a girl's perspective. and i feel less of my penis uh;-
  17. I wanna develop some protocol for harm reduction in the context of Co-living community. a social technology to integrate psychotechnology- psychedelic
  18. Is this in Europe or Canada I checked it, its in canada
  19. 5meoMalt felt like swimming on nondual jelly ocean, I can manage to not get drowned, but it feels so difficult to swim, More higher dose, upto 22mg, It became so thick to swim.
  20. HCL with just small water drops Freebase with vinegar, or coconut milk Plugging depends on what form the psychedelic comes in, HCL or Freebase. 5-MeO-DMT in freebase form needs to be converted to HCL so that it doesn’t burn your bathroom muscles. You can use vinegar and/or light coconut milk. A demo of this can be found here on youtube, but always do your own research. -You’ll want to use as little liquid as possible to dissolve the substance. Around 0.2 to 0.3 ml is good. Last 5meomalt i got was from canada delivered to USA, last 5meomalt ran out and idk where to source it again
  21. I feel tired but also very zen, it is morning and i havent slept for.. 30hours. I have 5meomalt, i did 17mg rear, i was preparing for 22mg which is strongest. Has anyone done sleep deprivation and tripping?
  22. @Leo Gura when will i die with 5meomalt sir, i feel from my last trip 22mg my ego strengthened
  23. Ah right.. thats why i never had something like ego death even at 22mg.