Sincerity

@Davino All the people and circumstances inspiring us in life are the beautiful love and gift of God / Reality / Fate. Fate doing its thing guiding us to our inevitable self-discovery. Throwing wake-up calls at us. Leo is Reality. And you, and your post, are mine. I appreciate your sharings. Thank you for posting. ❤️

Very nice! DMT is my next step as well.

Good for you! Your parents are cool for letting you do your thing for 6 months. Now, go get 'em!

Purification.

Anyone excited for Hollow Knight: Silksong coming out tomorrow? This game is going to be fire. I really enjoyed Hollow Knight, so I'll definitely play Silksong at some point. Even though I'm not that much into video games anymore.

That’s a bold decision. I respect that. I actually deleted my 9-year steam account last year, with unique souvenir items and such. Mostly due to Team Fortress 2, which I sunk a lot hours into and was quite good at. This year, however, I made the new account solely to play the new Deltarune and Silksong. And it’s been cool. I don’t have a PC anymore as well, so I won’t be able to play shooter games anyway.

Okay, so I completed the game (first ending) and I have to say, this game is hard as fuck sometimes. A 10-phase arena that only gets harder with each phase kinda broke me. The game is definitely harder than it's predecessor. Still, it's a masterpiece to me. A work of genius.

😂 Where are you chatting with them?

Preety’s been doing some wild stuff after being banned from the forum, huh? Next thing we know, another prominent figure is assassinated by Buck Edwards.

This site is unusable to me sometimes with these errors, especially on mobile.

Excellent attitude. Just impeccable. Will get you far. 👍

Did you post this ironically? I lost braincells listening to this.

This is so God damn cool:

Post them math videos. Especially those which have broadened your understanding in a cool way, sparked your curiosity, reminded You of the nature of the universe somehow.

@Meeksauce Nice work! Yes, solipsism is the case, awesome that you awoke to it. But I’d say be wary of the concept of God communicating with you. There IS truth to it, but there’s also a myriad of ways you can delude yourself about it. Remember that thoughts perceiving „communication” and interpreting it to mean something can VERY easily be incorrect. So I recommend adopting a stance of not knowing what anything „means”.

When you didn't have to wait 50 years after all.

@StyxNStone @NewKidOnTheBlock I remember you guys. You playing?

I was posting such cool trip reports on the forum back in the days. 🥲 How nostalgic. That really was something... Leo has always been so encouraging to me. All the Good work! 's, advice and stuff - I can't appreciate that enough. And the words that always still ring in my ears... "But there's more. "

Interesting. Thanks so much for the response. I’ve often been in negative territory on LSD. My assumption has always been that I can work through it - not per se by force/control, but through understanding what causes the entries into negativity and recontextualizing what arises, or integrating things into myself. Just last week I was processing some difficult feelings that arose on my LSD trip 3 months ago, which brought me down. Also, before that particular trip I created a list of the most common feelings that were spiraling me into negativity on trips (dreads, paranoias, etc…), and imagined more positive attitudes/reactions towards them. It helped then.

Interesting. I’m just curious why you think that happens to you. Obviously you are very experienced in the field, so I wonder what things could be arising for you that still feel troublesome - in a let’s say standard-dose LSD trip. If that’s too personal, please disregard.

Great show. And yes, kind of relevant.

Have you ever had the feeling that once you enter a psychedelic high (eg. on LSD), you are resuming your business in that state of consciousness? It's as if you have a different life in that state and once you enter it again, that life comes back to the foreground, and the "normal" life in the dream state is something so other to you. The "dream life" feels like it's not yours and you might not even want to come back to it. I had this feeling on a few of my LSD trips. The business I was resuming was some incomprehensible channeling shit. Like, I could be doing things I was truly not understanding, acting like some sort of antenna. I felt as if I was communicating with aliens/entities, as skeptical as I am of this. At times, I was scared by my behavior. Anyway, does this resonate with anyone?

I don't know. Like I said, it was incomprehensible to me, and quite scary.

What does that mean for you?

Bedbugs are a bitch, man. So we’ve noticed bedbugs in our place like 2-3 weeks ago. Didn’t know these were bedbugs at first because we didn’t come across them before. We thought it was mosquitos biting us. Turned out that our neighbours from downstairs have had a bedbugs nest at their place. Some older couple who hasn’t dealt with it for a LONG time. Man. I met my neighbour from upstairs by accident in the elevator this week and he laid out the lore for me. Apparently, he’s had to deal with this shit 3 times now, performing serious disinfestation at his place. So have other neighbours as well. This week we had the disinfestation performed. Fortunately, it was covered by our landlord. But it’s been SUCH a god damn hassle… so much cleaning to do. All clothes needing to be washed, while my gf’s occupation is fashion related, so she has a fuckton of clothes lol. ALL surfaces were sticky after we came back to our place a day later (yesterday), after everything was sprayed with the chemicals. It’s been exhausting. But again, at least our landlord is paying for things. I’m pretty sure she’s feeling guilty for not telling us there was a problem with bedbugs in this apartment complex before we moved in. Next time we move in somewhere, this is something I will keep in mind to ask. You reading this, remember that as well. We’ll be performing 2 more disinfestations in the coming weeks. Hooray! 😂 I see this experience as a lesson though. Teaching me resilience, and leadership in my relationship. My girl’s been grateful to me for handling the majority of things related to this process. I’m da man;)