Sincerity

Cool!

As if you even know what he's talking about... Seriously, how do you live with this arrogance? It's repulsive.

It can’t be. Trump said he’d be anti-war. 🤣 Let’s see if Professor Jiang will be right after all:

@Davino Perfect. Thank you so much for the educated response! I won’t take anything on blind faith, but I seems like a really good clue. Appreciate ya. Nice. Sounds like there might really be something to Kechari Mudra then. You’re really one of the GOATs here. To me, being led into doing stuff you yourself don’t even understand yet is a pretty telltale sign you’re divinely guided and are on a good path. I call the guidance making you do these things Steerage. Around 2.5 years ago I had a period (~3 months long) where I was deeply immersed into Steerage. For example, I was steered into poking around in my asshole multiple times. I’m not gay and it wasn’t very pleasurable, but I simply had to do it. I’m not sure if there was any „outcome” to it. Another thing: I was doing unknown to me yogic poses in a sequence (I think). I can’t remember what these were, but they were starting with a butterfly leg position while lying down. I was also travelling to weird places I normally wouldn’t ever go to, or inserted money and messages into random people’s car windshields/purses. 😆 ”You will only do your meditation sessions and listen to masters. I will poke around in my asshole and throw messages into random people’s purses. We are not the same.” 🤣

You can bet I’m experimenting with it. I’m just curious of others’ experiences/opinions.

Preach 🔥

When asking existential questions, turn them on yourself. The answers relate to YOU. Always. What is God? -> What am I? Why is there something rather than nothing? -> Why do I exist? Why is reality the way that it is? -> Why am I this specific way? What is love? -> Am I love? Etc.

Hell yeah

So are you actively working towards your advancement in the domains of psychology and spirituality, or not? If you feel that's your purpose and you ARE doing the actual work in that, then you're not really lazy. But if you just sit on your ass and only "care" about psychology and spirituality in the sense of consuming content about it or doing some work only when inspiration strikes once in a blue moon, then that's a problem and you should really get off your ass. From your title I sense it might be the latter. If so, start acting in your life or you'll end up very miserable sooner than later. And drugs won't fix it.

I'm not very much into Sadhguru so I don't know. Perhaps he seems that way but is really an introvert, similar to how someone would perceive you on the street (you mentioned once that people deem you surprisingly extroverted when they meet you). Or maybe he is an extrovert, I don't know lol. Besides, I just said introverts probably have a higher chance. One guy doesn't change that.

Don't underestimate the INFPs out there. I've had great success already with the awakening endeavour. Still the white belt, perhaps even whiter than at the start, but grateful for the considerable progress made. I think the statement that only 2 personalities can awaken is obviously false, but I'd definitely be more inclined to agree that introverts have a greater chance to awaken than extraverts. Still, these are gross oversimplifications. The entire Myers-Briggs model is astrology for men.

You should awaken NOW!

I disagree completely. Hardly anyone does. We can agree to disagree. Let’s keep it at that.

Sorry. Looking forward to you talking to @Cubbage, that’ll be good for sure.

Or, you don’t get it. Infinity of Gods is a precise description of this insight/awakening. Sorry, but the being lost in concepts is your case. You don’t even admit you are God. So what’s there to talk about. My awakenings are from complete beginner’s mind, every time. And every time it’s the same thing (insights into Consciousness), but going deeper and deeper and deeper. I go where the truth is after I’m wiped out. It’s not just wherever.

There’s zero logical error. You just have to get it - both solipsism and the other insight. Both can be (and are) true. God is mysterious.

Admittedly, Infinity of Gods is not fully fleshed out for me. I’m still uncovering it. For me, it’s been this naggling sense for a long time during my trips that I can’t fully „reject” Others - while also realizing solipsism at the same time. And with more and more trips I’ve been letting that insight into my consciousness more. So for me it’s been kind of a squaring of Solipsism + Others Exist. Which in itself is an amazing joke and paradox (but also not really a paradox). But those Others are probably completely separate for me. I don’t yet have a good grasp of „Them” - I don’t know whether there’s a possibility for an interaction, I haven’t made any sort of connection like you described, even an imagined one. I’m sure it’d still all be through Me though. But yeah, this understanding is still incomplete. Work-in-progress. I actually rewatched your Infinity of Gods video 3 days ago - last time I watched it when it released I think. A lot of it resonated. Though my awakenings regarding it were still reached organically, not really remembering what you said there.

That’s what you think.

These guys and their objections were often painful to listen to. I was dying inside when hearing the „hmm this is basically my experience already” and „maybe I’m awake after all” points from the lady. And not even understanding that evil doesn’t exist, like come on. Well, it is what it is. Good conversation still. What matters is you guys had fun.

Well, listening to another is of second importance to listening to Yourself. At least for the purpose of introspection into the fundamental. The answers are within. I get that in a sense listening to another is absorption and yeah, you become more of what you listen to. So genuine listening to quality or some „enlightened masters” is a good idea. Still, the developing of the flower of You through careful attention is of greater importance. And besides, the relation you have to others is a direct reflection of the relation you have to yourself. So listening to oneself covers both, in a way. You cannot be a good listener to others if you’re deaf to yourself, and you will probably be a good listener to others if you listen to yourself.

I like this guy: I listened to him quite a lot over the summer. He makes me laugh a lot. Retardmaxxing 4ever. In a way, he's basic. But I know also that there's things to him that I'm missing. So I'm supplementing his energy every now and then. He's an inspiration.

Vibin' to this lately. I noticed that these days I don't really have "bad days". Yesterday I was laying in bed most of the time, little energy to do anything. But it was okay. I accepted it and let it be. Then, closer to the evening, more energy arose to do things. I shaved, prepared food for the next few days, did my daily practice, cleaned up a bit. And today I was on fire - did my work, went to the gym, read a book, did my practice, talked to my dad over the phone for 40 mins (and it was nice!)... It's like the love that I am, broadened. I'm slightly more accepting of what arises. It's nice. I must simply follow energy where it is. Insistence on anything else is futile. And when energy is difficult to be heard, become silent.

It's funny. I just realized I've actually been practicing listening every day in the last 2 months. Exactly 61 days. I have a practice every day at 8PM. Basically I sit in silence and listen, and anytime a genuine voice "from the soul" arises (I don't know what else to call it) I write it down in a notebook. Then I go back into listening again. And so on and so forth, until I feel there's nothing more to be said. I call it Trips on the Couch. It came to me during an LSD trip.

I miss your most direct and advanced teachings. Especially for those who have had looks into God-realization, solipsism, Infinity of Gods. The things you post on the blog are amazing. Still though, I miss the deepest and most direct stuff. Like that which you planned to go over in the psychedelic course.

Nice post. Thanks. Listening is indeed essential, especially to Oneself. I was contemplating listening a while ago. I thought how LISTEN can actually be a better pointer towards awakening than LOOK. It’s powerful. My trips and meditations are essentially extreme listening sessions. Listening to Now, to Nothing, to Me. These pointers arise after listening to ???. The Krishnamurti quote is good too.