Sincerity

Cool cool. ✌️

@Schizophonia Btw, I think we probably fundamentally misunderstand each other on this topic. 🤣 Probably because I haven’t clarified shit hahaha. The things I cry about are not like daily happenings where my ice cream falls on the ground, for example. Essentially I’m doing shadow work consistently. Things that come up are usually „deeper” and when they’re resolved/cried out enough, they’re gone, likely forever. I forget about them. If something is a more serious knot though, it requires more time/crying/processing of course. I’m into shadow work now. That’s the gist of it. And again, don’t fool yourself that you don’t have a shadow. Dissociation is a powerful mechanism which the mind consistently engages in (unless you break the habit), so you’re likely not aware of your triggers, not giving them the space.

Ohh be careful with that one. 😆 You are not above the shadow.

@Schizophonia Nope. Off the mark. I’m just letting things out. I’m not hurting myself - quite the opposite. I just listen and let out, and then continue to go about my day. I prefer not to hold things in. It saves energy. It’s worth it to be energy efficient. Repression is a costly activity. It’s manly, by the way. 😛 Hehehe.

He doesn’t know because he was never warned. So pure. 🥹

Okay that might have been too retarded to say. I have limits… I think? Tomorrow we’ll have a movie night with the girl friend, along with the wine. I just want to be a little tipsy though. For the sake of fun sexy activities: better than being fucking wasted. I’m quite empty. But in a good way. „There is no way that things are.”

Intrusive thoughts won. I decided to lead by example in being retarded.

Enough warning points and they won’t be. Some just don’t learn.

Sympathy. Urge to hug, comfort. I’m very comfortable around crying because I cry pretty much every day, sometimes a few times even. Crying has lost the taboo for me, it’s run-of-the-mill, not very big/shocking/impactful. So when I see someone cry I’m not very shocked/impressed, but I do feel sympathetic of course, and the urge to comfort/give love arises.

Stop derailing the thread. Especially with obnoxiously sexual posts.

I wanna get so fucking wasted on wine. I have a new girl friend (not gf). We’re pretty close. She said she wants to get wasted with me too so we’ll prolly do it this week at my place. Cheers to nothing mattering. 🍷

Wow! In terms of circumstances arising, today I had the shittiest / most unlucky day in a looooong while! It’s like this beautiful little world really tried bringing me down today! I was pleasantly surprised how aware and unattached I was towards these hits. Hit after hit. It still stings of course. But even more so I’m amazed, I want to laugh at it. This silly little goose will probably still shed a tear or two later today when I get the time for quiet contemplation. But that’s okay. It’s so nice though knowing that: „I can take it.” I AM Energy, I AM Capacity, I AM God. I’m still standing.

Just listened to it while at work. Very cool!

Woohoo! Can’t wait to listen.

Hey y'all This is going to be my new journal on my new account. I left the old acc because I didn't like my username. Let me introduce myself first. My name is Sincerity and I'm from Poland. [image removed] ^ This is me! I'm currently ??? years old. I'm admittedly young but I hope you can see me beyond my age, for what I am I've been on this forum for more than 3 years and until now I've (kinda) held my identity a secret. But lately I've had some realizations in regard to expressing myself more honestly and yeah. Here I am, being more open with you. Now you have a slightly better idea of who's behind the account. (Edit: Ironic haha. But it has to be this way. Everything ends.) I've been on the spiritual path for roughly 4-5 years now and I feel like I've had much progress. I definitely have many insights to share. But I'm still pretty much a beginner and I'm on the journey along with you. Try to keep up, because I feel like I'm growing pretty fast (this year has been insane for me so far, seriously!) I've been mulling over my important values for years and this is where I stand right now: I am primarily about goodness. I am about love. I am about bliss, wisdom, appreciation, responsibility, sincerity, curiosity, discipline and humility. I also really value humor and laughter. You might notice I'm often tongue-in-cheek in my posts I don't like posting very frequently and I'm still not sure what I will even be posting here but tell you what, it's going to come from a place of sincerity Love and have a great day ❤️

I am God. I am Love. I am Infinity. I am Retarded. 👁️❤️♾️🤤

A schizophrenic retard, a handsome little kitty and God/Love/Truth/Reality itself walk into a bar. The barman looks up and says: good evening mr Sincerity. (Jk, I’m not schizophrenic)

I like me a fidget spinner. My current one broke. I kinda wish for an ULTRA fidget spinner. I don’t know what I mean by that. It’s not about the looks - I want the spinning to be FUCKING METAL. SPIN! SPIN! SPIN! ROAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!

Beautiful. I have the exact same position.

Whenever I post something on this forum, imagine this: That is literally me. I’m a handsome little kitty. @Yimpa MEOWWWW! 😼

We can. But in the overwhelming majority of cases we don’t. I would’ve given you the same warnings Natasha did. I’m just not as active now as I once was.

@AION Dude, you are clearly obsessed. You talk about others’ unconsciousness, yet you’re the one unconscious. The rest of the Mod team is aligned with Natasha’s warnings. She’s not some sort of wildcard here. We discuss problematic posts and behaviour together. So don’t single her out. Treat warnings from her as warnings from the full Mod team.

To each their own

Totally. Bashar’s most basic teachings, especially on following your highest excitement and how it works, are so simple and beautiful. I resonate with them deeply. He also has beautiful insight into God.

What are you talking about?