Sincerity

@Yimpa Thank you!

Is there some sort of tagging / grouping clips by category? Just curious how it’s inside. Basically, how convenient is it to find stuff and browse.

The talking down.

I didn’t get that sense. Might be projection.

@Leo Gura Tagging you so that you find this.

Wow, that is awesome! I cannot attend, but good luck.

Happy birthday Leo Appreciate ya.

You blew it.

Hey y'all This is going to be my new journal on my new account. I left the old acc because I didn't like my username. Let me introduce myself first. My name is Sincerity and I'm from Poland. [image removed] ^ This is me! I'm currently ??? years old. I'm admittedly young but I hope you can see me beyond my age, for what I am I've been on this forum for more than 3 years and until now I've (kinda) held my identity a secret. But lately I've had some realizations in regard to expressing myself more honestly and yeah. Here I am, being more open with you. Now you have a slightly better idea of who's behind the account. (Edit: Ironic haha. But it has to be this way. Everything ends.) I've been on the spiritual path for roughly 4-5 years now and I feel like I've had much progress. I definitely have many insights to share. But I'm still pretty much a beginner and I'm on the journey along with you. Try to keep up, because I feel like I'm growing pretty fast (this year has been insane for me so far, seriously!) I've been mulling over my important values for years and this is where I stand right now: I am primarily about goodness. I am about love. I am about bliss, wisdom, appreciation, responsibility, sincerity, curiosity, discipline and humility. I also really value humor and laughter. You might notice I'm often tongue-in-cheek in my posts I don't like posting very frequently and I'm still not sure what I will even be posting here but tell you what, it's going to come from a place of sincerity Love and have a great day ❤️

Just kidding. The last 3 weeks have been like: I jinxed it. Fuck me. 🥲 Desperation, paranoia, delusion, hysteria. I don't want to go into detail now but it's been ugly. A lot has happened and I'm slowly recovering.

The universe helps those who help themselves.

@niko123 Hit me up when you’re by Warsaw sometime 🤙 Actualized Poland stronk

It’s probably the case that rural Western Europe is in better condition than rural Poland. Very possible. I haven’t been to rural Western Europe much. In terms of rural Poland - I do have experience (eg. my greater family lives in a small city in Warmia-Mazury and I’ve been going there always since I was a child) and it’s not terrible, but also I’d never ever want to live there. Like yeah, you do meet hobos (menele) and chavs (dresy) of course, but maybe that’s the charm hehehe.

You have a right to your incorrect opinion 😜 just kidding. I didn’t like Wroclaw that much. I thought I would, but when I got there my dream of living there for a while vanished. Warsaw is just superior to me. Especially if you live near a metro station.

Living in Warsaw is heaven. I love this city so much, in many ways moving to Western Europe would be a downgrade. I’m insanely privileged to live here. And Western Europe is generally a bit overrated (still great tho). Everything has its pros and cons.

Yup. Very vivid.

Amazing value. Thanks for making this so explicit! About death: yeah, it's funny to me how "safe" the belief is that when you die, the world just goes on. People genuinely believe that. It takes a lot of courage to go so deep into fear of death and face the death of EVERYTHING. Related: it's funny that when people think about what they will miss in their death, they don't think about eg. colour, birds, flowers. They most often think about missing their close ones because they think the 'specific beings' are special to the dream. Well, newsflash. Colour, birds and flowers can be special to the dream as well. People really take DEATH for granted.

Oldest joke in the book haha. Tits were my childhood bird. I love tits.

There’s truth to that. I agree.

Sorry to hear that you relapsed. Best of luck to you.

You should probably keep taking the medicine. I just read in a post of yours that you were diagnosed: All the love to you.

@integration journey Obsidian is free.

I usually listen to eg. ocean sounds, cave sounds, wind, calm stream, forest, rain, etc.. Not music per se. Here’s the last thing I listened to: https://open.spotify.com/episode/5KgaKh2oZeEpeO72Zawept?si=e6ZbW4wrShqt8YYPc5nVyw

Still quieter than my ex singing or listening to her podcasts in the kitchen, adjacent to my room.

Journal for posting random sources / insights that aren’t big enough to put in any of my main journals. Still, this is stuff I want to express.