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Yes, that makes sense. My father has schizophrenia, and I was warned that by smoking weed or taking psychedelics, I put myself at a higher risk than the average person of having psychosis.

If you feel like it's your true passion, go for it. But remember that you can heal your sexual trauma without doing this, and you can engage in more conscious activities with your sexuality and divine feminine energy, healing through tantra, teaching tantra and helping others to heal, and of course you can channel your sexual energy for creative hobbies like dancing. Also, the things that you post on OF will stay on the internet forever. In case one day you regret it and want to change direction in life, it might be uncomfortable to know that you have nudes on the internet which everyone who you come across to can access it. Another concern is that your information there is never really secure. Hackers constantly hack OF, and many nudes are leaked and shared in secret male groups. Even your subscribers can take screenshots and share them with whomever they want.

It might be something that is related to its chemistry, I also have been wondering the same. Consuming weed is a psychedelic trip for me and I used it for healing for a while as it helped me to gain insights and to expose things deeply buried in my psyche

Shani Louk, the symbol of the Israeli suffering on Oct 7. She looks like a beautiful angel and those who knew her say that her character was angelic and unique. Her body was found by the IDF in Gaza, in a deep tunnel among 2 other bodies which were kidnapped to Gaza too. She was buried a few days ago. 💔

My impressions, thoughts and feelings about the war as an Israeli citizen.

A video showing Hamas kidnapping 5 girls. Terrified, bleeding, surrounded by the dead bodies of their friends. This was published by the families of the girls to bring more awareness to the fact that they are still captivated in Gaza (!) certainly get raped and sexually abused with a daily risk to their lives. It's a terrifying footage despite being heavily filtered. The non filtered version is more difficult to watch and I didn't watch it.

ISIS terrorists were seen today in the WB, Jenin in a funeral. And people want a Palestinian state, now. I don't feel safe giving them more power, sorry. Why this death cult should be given any more power? If they were normal civilians I wouldn't care.

If the President of Iran is dead, it would change less for me than it would for the Iranians. Yes, he cheered the October 7 attack, supported Hamas, and called for the destruction of Israel, but this is expected because he is a huge hater of Israel. What he has done to the Iranians, to his own people, is shocking. He is responsible for the deaths of more than 800 Iranians in 2023 alone. Two of them were 13 year old boys who were accused of homosexuality and were sentenced to death because they were hugging. Other people were sentenced to death for equally stupid reasons, like being caught doing sex outside of marriage. Fuck, what a dick head, he wouldn't be missed by humanity. I heard many Iranians are celebrating and hoping he would be eaten by bears. I hope for a revolution in Iran, the fall of the Islamist regime, and with it, the downfall of all its terrorist proxies in the Middle East, the Houthis, Hamas, and Hezbollah, who cause so much suffering in the middle east. What is amusing is all the diplomats in various countries, who are "concerned" about his life. Good luck with finding this hijab wearing Raisi, who has so much blood on his dirty hands, but I wish they were as concerned about releasing our innocent hostages.

Depending on the context. If one is hungry and poor it makes sense, I wouldn't judge it. But if a person is not hungry and poor and relly on their sexuality to get things in life, it's dark and manipulative use of sex. Not necessarily but might be due to past traumatic experience. It's cheapen sex because sex is sacred. I believe that sex should be something that people engage in authentically, from the higher chakras, and not something that is curropted by money or egoic benefits and practiced from the lower chakras (like many people today do). I don't respect men and women who use their sexuality as shortcuts in life, chasing quick money, quick promotion or anything. I wouldn't respect myself if I used my sexuality to gain material benefits, I would feel empty and it would deeply hurt my self esteem. I know that many in our capitalist society brand women using their sexuality to gain material benefits as women empowerment and freedom but for me this is not a sign of empowerment, nor freedom. Because the male gaze is still there, dictating the rhythm under the illusion of the ultimate liberation and power. I believe that true women empowerment means making money without needing to "get naked". True women empowerment is making money and meeting basic needs through their work ethic, talents, feminine wisdom, passions, character and skills, giving tangible value to society and mankind, and not something which is merely related to their usage of sexuality for the male gaze.

I wouldn't compare my personality or life to the personalities or lives of my friends or people on social media, which might be not as cool and glory as it appears. I always was different in some way and I accept it, I am unique in my way and it's ok. I believe every person is unique in their own way. This is my mindset even though some people might think that I'm crazy because I don't act like "normies". It was a path and took me some time to accept that I'm a weirdo in the eyes of some. And let go of the attempts to shut down my personality so people can digest me and don't say I'm weird. It's not all bad. I have a few talantes and gifts, I'm good at learning and I'm highly creative, for me it worth more than a rich social life, or romantic relationship, which always seemed cool, but in reality exhausted me to death because it wasn't with the right people. Your journey is unique to you, the most unfair thing you can do is to compare yourself to others, or label yourself with negative labels.

When women see that other women hang out with a man, it signals to the subconscious that this man is safe. Men surrounded by women appear safer and more socially/emotionally intelligent than men who are surrounded by men. You were probably too shy to hang out with the women in your group, so they didn't trust you and assumed you were some incel, until the new girl came and you felt a bit more comfortable to talk to her, which showed the other women that you are not some incel, or less incel than they thought.

We lost many lives, and it's painful. Each person counts. It's weird that we have Independence Day after Memorial Day. It always confused me. One day for remembering those who sacrificed their lives for us to live here securely. And feeling a sense of guilt about them dying young in their military service, while I finished it alive. And then celebrating that we are here, on Independence Day, a small Jewish country in its ancestral land, surrounded by so many enemies who want to destroy it. I don't take it for granted. Can't. I feel so proud of our representative in the Eurovision contest. Eden was so mature and professional.

It's not that I hate TikTok, but let's say that if it were banned, I would be very, very happy

I allow men to express love first, and I respond with "me too" or "I love you too." I never say it first. This is way too vulnerable for me. I am a Capricorn 🙄

I don't know, the persecution of gays and women is pretty extreme. Women and gays get murdered even in relatively moderate Muslim environments. I see this happening a lot in the Muslim villages surrounding me. A woman was killed by her brothers because she was gay, another woman was killed by her husband because she wanted a divorce. A trans woman was severely beaten by her relatives because she brought "shame" to the family and had to escape the village, hiding her entire life. I don't need the news to tell me this, I listen to the stories of Muslims who grew up in this environment. If it's happening in a democratic country like mine, where there are consequences to murder, especially if it's based on gender and sexual orientation, it must be worse in the rest parts of the middle east and Africa where women and gay rights don't exist.

Better to try preventing such situations by eating more mindfully. But if it happens, I find that chamomile, mint, cumin, and many other herbs are very helpful in such situations. At least for me. I usually mix chamomile with hot water, drink it, and rest for at least one hour. It's very helpful for digestion and healthy for the stomach in general. It's also relaxing.

There are beautiful and healthy aspects in Islam which I can see in Muslims that don't differ from the beautiful and healthy aspects of other stage blue religious people like Christians and Jews. However, the toxic aspects in Islam heavily overshadow the healthy ones, on the global scale, and unfortunately, the political correctness of the western world falling to realize it and to address it.

Stage Green is more of a feminine stage on the Spiral Dynamics scale, so naturally, women who have the choice, especially modern women, would be easily inclined towards it. Stage Green represents feminine values such as authenticity, vulnerability, community, creativity, appreciation of art, and acceptance, which are considered liberal, and many women find more alluring than the more masculine Stage Orange values such as competition, pursuit of logic, science, individualism, materialism, and the worshiping of the phallus, which feel alienating to many, if not most, women. Same with stage blue patriarchal and repressing values. Not alluring for the majority of the modern women. Too rigid, too mysogenic, too male centered, too self sacrificing for very little benefits. I haven't watched this video, but I wonder, why it's an issue for some men that women become more liberal? As a relatively liberal woman (in the eyes of others, I guess) like myself, I wonder, why some men fear liberalism so much? Why are they so sure that their conservative view is the ultimate truth? I guess I know the answer deep down. I am just annoyed by all the complaints and the victim mentality of those men who blame all their life issues on the women. Instead of taking responsibility for their life and evolving for the sake of human collective development and general evolution. At the end of the day, both liberals and conservatives are correct and screwed, it's all a matter of a healthy balance between the two. The problem is that many people don't see it as such, they see it as black and white, as if they have to choose just one side and blindly identify with it forever and hate on the other side forever.

Thu, Apr 25 Mixed feelings. On the one hand there are holidays, in which we should take a breath of a fresh air from the mundane, our usual responsibilities, rest, reflect, celebrate. But, on the other hand we have 133 hostages in Gaza, 36 bodies (of hostages who died on Oct 7 or in the captivity). 97 approximately are alive, but for how long? Why it takes so much time to release them? What is happening with our government? There are innocent people, women, men, children and even babies there, that's insane. There are young women who get raped everyday, they might be pregnant now. It doesn't help that Hamas uses a psychological terror, once in a while they realese a footage of one of the hostages with threats to their lives. Recently they released this footage of a young man, he appears without a hand but alive. But how long. It doesn't help that pro-palestinians support Hamas and their crimes, and justify the 1500 deaths from our side and the hostages captivated. And dehumanize the hostages and ridicule them. Like they did with Mia. Unaware of how there are real people who went through hell and how insensitive such behavior is. And at the same time justify the terrorists prisoned in Israel, non-innocent people who actually killed or tried to kill innocent people. I guess that every crime is ok or even considered good when it against Israel. And when Israel attacks back they would cry and play the victims. But you just supported and justified attacking Israel, why would you be surprised that Israel attacks you back? There are consequences to this attitude.

You're most beautiful when you're drunk, Don't distinguish between good and bad, Not even beauty. You're most lost when you know what you want, I'm like that too, I also went to the desert To kill the devil And we returned friends. Let love in Let love in Let love in Let love in You're most lost when you know what you want, I'm like that too, I also went to the desert To kill the devil And we returned friends.

Praying for the release of our hostages Every day I feel like it becomes less and less achievable. I hope that I'm wrong. Praying for the Iranian people to be free from the Islamic regime. They are intelligent people who highly suffer under this medieval government. For the Palestinian people to live under more conscious and healthy leadership than Hamas. We have suffered enough from you guys. And for the peace and development of this area. Amen.

Fri Apr 19 About 100 terrorist infrastructures were destroyed by IDF in Gaza yesterday. Yesterday at 6:00 PM, Hezbollah launched missiles from Lebanon. Nobody was killed or injured in Israel. Israel attacked the Iranian air force base in Isfahan, but the nuclear facilities weren't targeted, probably to show the Iranian Islamic regime that Israel can attack in the middle of Iran if needed. Will these "attacks" continue like this for a while, or is there a real chance that it will escalate into something bigger, involving more countries?

This song, named "Nothing will hurt me" was written by a military soldier who died at age 21 and left behind a diary and notebook full of songs. This song was the last song in his notebook, where he drew a gravestone with his name on it, as if he predicted his death. 10 years after his death, a rock band named כנסיית השכל Knesiyat Hasekhel (The Church of Mind) has composed this song. The frontman of the band said: "I chose a song that most clearly represents the tragedy, a song of concern that characterizes Israeliness, parents who constantly worry about their children. Beyond that, the very fact that the song is a fulfilled prophecy makes it more difficult. I have never sung such a direct text in my life. Unbelievable that a man could write such words. Soldiers experience difficult things around them, and this leads to a kind of cynicism regarding what they go through, and you can see it in the song."

I understand that your intention wasn't to stop her from commenting solely based on her gender. I didn't look exactly at what was happening between you, so my post is not directed towards you specifically. I saw her post and could relate to the feelings she expressed because I feel the same. Many men here might not be very conscious of their gender bias when they interact with women here, but we as women are very conscious of it, and it's painful. We are not many women here, and it's nice to see another woman expressing a feeling that I share.

This is very new to me, I've never heard that. I usually hear that we consciously choose to enter to a physical body to learn lessons and grow. Never heard that some spiritual guides kinda manipulate us with love to do that. Now I am super curious.