Holykael

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  1. Posted · Edited by Holykael

    29 minutes ago, Someone here said:

     Reality is inherently good and unconditional love. The ultimate destination of all of creation is to merge back into God's love . But you need to awaken to understand this .

     

    I think creation would prefer if it had never been created at all. I speak for myself as this creation's MC. God wants to create at expense of other beings in lower states of consciousness suffering... If I knew what my life was going to be like I would have never agreed to be created but god doesn't ask for permission.

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    27 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

    It is false, God also plays at being Schizophonia. Btw, there is no evidence for Solipsism, the psychedelic experience does not contradict the materialistic paradigm since everything is your brain's creation regardless of objective reality.

    I have plenty of evidence for solipsism. I've seen people turn into puppets in front of me and there's plenty of easter eggs god left for me such as Leo's video where he admits he's a figment of my imagination and a few others. Just look. I'm arguing with a ghost lmao. I had my own awakening on LSD 

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    Just now, Someone here said:

    What if I told that reality is a game and there is nothing to lose and you gonna inevitably win at the end ? Do you believe that ?

    Even if I win. It wasn't worth all the suffering. Play stupid games, get stupid prizes. It's so unfair, with this current consciousness I would never choose to play this but the big consciousness doesn't give a shit about the little guy clearly.

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    4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

    As a reminder, op only ruminates on questions that are beyond him so as not to have to find a girlfriend.
    This is the only final cause of this enterprise.

    You don't get it. I'm the solipsist. I know I wrote everyone's lines and I can't get that out of my head, you think I want a bot I created as a girlfriend? I no longer have sexual needs even. I can't relate to people without thinking they don't even exist and that they are empty inside.

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    45 minutes ago, LSD-Rumi said:

    No, it is not that bad, you get used to bad stuff with time. Humans have a very high level of adaptability.

    Yeah right. That's easy for someone who has never tasted existence to say but who's going to burn in hell, be crucified, etc countless times? Always me. It is that bad. I've tasted how bad things can get and I didn't get the worst of it so by comparison I can tell.

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    Just imagine a baby who is popped instantly into existence with no one around. This baby can get up and walk and he is in a completely mysterious and magical place. He is in a maze and there are distractions everywhere. The baby shifts from dimension to dimension experiencing himself in various forms. There are amusement parks and all kinds of fun things. Huge screens with baby content. There's a room with huge tits so he can feed himself. If he poops in his diaper, a mom bot will arrive and change him allowing the baby to continue his journey down the rabbit hole. At the end of his journey the baby dissolves happily into infinite love.

    This is a beautiful reality but since god is an infinite bastard just imagine what the polar opposite of this reality looks like. Baby is in hell and undergoes several tortures before burning in a hellfire. God has no bias for one pr the other, the odds of manifesting one or the other are completely equal. God has no concept of wholesomeness. And this is why folks I'm depressed. No matter what beautiful and enriching realities I think of, the shadow realities are there as well rearing their ugly heads.

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    You guys are too narrow minded and attached to logic. You think in infinity god won't create self aware intelligent dogs or  cats or even ants. Everything is possible. No brain required. Humans are intelligent as a pure magic trick of consciousness, a simulation. The brain is just a backstory that doesn't actually do anything. Where in direct experience is this brain working.

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    Yeah it's hard to accept being that. I wish god was annihilated and this character be put in its place instead to rule in hope, freedom, strength and love for eternity. But unfortunately I am temporary and what remains is this no good machiavellian peace of crap.

    It uses others to praise itself but there is nothing to praise. It's an absolute horror show.

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    “You are not you--you have no body, no blood, no bones, you are but a thought. I myself have no existence; I am but a dream--your dream, a creature of your imagination. In a moment you will have realized this, then you will banish me from your visions and I shall dissolve into the nothingness out of which you made me

    In a little while you will be alone in shoreless space, to wander its limitless solitudes without friend or comrade forever—for you will remain a thought, the only existent thought, and by your nature inextinguishable, indestructible. But I, your poor servant, have revealed you to yourself and set you free. Dream other dreams, and better!

    Strange! that you should not have suspected years ago—centuries, ages, eons, ago!—for you have existed, companionless, through all the eternities.

    Strange, indeed, that you should not have suspected that your universe and its contents were only dreams, visions, fiction! Strange, because they are so frankly and hysterically insane—like all dreams: a God who could make good children as easily as bad, yet preferred to make bad ones; who could have made every one of them happy, yet never made a single happy one; who made them prize their bitter life, yet stingily cut it short; who gave his angels eternal happiness unearned, yet required his other children to earn it; who gave his angels painless lives, yet cursed his other children with biting miseries and maladies of mind and body; who mouths justice and invented hell—mouths mercy and invented hell—mouths Golden Rules, and forgiveness multiplied by seventy times seven, and invented hell; who mouths morals to other people and has none himself; who frowns upon crimes, yet commits them all; who created man without invitation, then tries to shuffle the responsibility for man's acts upon man, instead of honorably placing it where it belongs, upon himself; and finally, with altogether divine obtuseness, invites a poor, abused slave to worship him!

    You perceive, now, that these things are all impossible except in a dream. You perceive that they are pure and puerile insanities, the silly creations of an imagination that is not conscious of its freaks—in a word, that they are a dream, and you the maker of it. The dream-marks are all present; you should have recognized them earlier.

    It is true, that which I have revealed to you; there is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream—a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought—a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!”

    Satan, The Mysterious Stranger

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    No matter what mask I put on I'll forever be the only conscious being in existence. No one will ever hear this song, it'll always be me and I'll always generate some reaction to it, any reaction can be programmed so can we even say that god is authentic. Authenticity is only an illusion because god doesn't have a fixed perspective, god is either an infinity of perspectives or no perspective at all, no opinion. I may say this song kicks ass and it makes me feel good but that reaction is in itself manufactured, I could easily attach some nasty states of consciousness when listening to this song and now I would say that it sucks. Is this song truly good? or am I just imagining that it's good. There's zero objectivity, only relative perspectives crafted from the manipulation of states of consciousness.

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    11 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

    I bet your problem is more earthly and less mystical.  working and earning money is shit right? torture level. I understand you perfectly. put your mind to work and find your way out of the maze. 

    Actually I wish I could do something about ending suffering altogether for eternity but I know that's impossible. And yeah I'm also trapped in a planet of slaves and I'm willing to work but it seems at the moment god doesn't want to give me a job, I've been trying for months.