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Yes, sometimes it can happen. When they smell vulnerability they go for the jugular. Some have the nurturing and caring instinct stronger than that but usually you'll get both at different ratios. You won't always be able to take care of yourself, that is the rude realisation of being sick. I can handle every challenge but being ill takes the life out of me and I can't even help myself. It takes a very determined man to keep surviving alone in the midst of illness. I respect a lot individuals who are able to do that, as I struggle a lot when I'm sick. In a way, it seems as if all the personal work I've done in my life flies out the window and I'm left feeling shitty alone in my room. A friend of mine has his own business and many times has to keep working even when very ill, as he has to teach in his English academy. It's a toughness and perseverance I am still developing; the strength of our ancestors to survive in the old times.

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I lied. Things have been difficult. We are getting divorced. One of the things I most value of my relationship is the fact of having someone that takes care of me when I'm ill. I can't imagine how hard it is to take care of yourself when feeling terribly sick and you are all by yourself. I can go through everything but sickness and aloneness is a combo that personally hits me hard and has been a big drawback against going full hermetic mode. Just sharing my thoughts here with you.

I usually couldn't care less, but if I'm opening myself regarding a challenging situation I'm facing while directly asking you for help, to be ignored as if we were strangers, is something I wouldn't do to someone I appreciate or have respect towards. I don't talk to pass the time. When I talk I assume a certain maturity and respect to that conversation and I reinforce my boundaries to ensure that is so. Otherwise, we do shit in online texting that we would never do face to face. If I engage in a conversation with you, I'll treat you with utmost respect while still being myself.

@Leo Gura Thanks, that's what I needed. I appreciate it. We are seated on a bicycle before we even know how to ride, we have to learn as we go. It's true that I don't have the maturity for a well rounded relationship but I do want it and there's no other way but by being in one. See the dilemma? Thanks for the reminder. I do have gaps in my maturity as I don't have decades of life's experience and no amount of intelligence can compensate that. I also hope to make some kind of sex period on my life where I can get it out of my basic human desires. I just hope to make it work inside my relationship as that has been what I've been trying. Monogamous relationships are still strong within our society and the feminine psyche; which I have to play by and are tough to bend at will. There are many problems regarding premature engagement, I am aware of them and I think it's an important factor to consider. I also take into account how much benefit I have derived from it also, regarding personal life and quality of living over so many years. I would ironically be more immature without having had such a long relationship from such a young age and all the hardship that it takes to make it work. Never expected that, I've put insane work into my relationship to get to the point I'm at, both theoretically and practically. For human happiness: Work and Love cannot be taken for granted, they need to be developed over time. You have done what I expected, I needed a truth slap.

I love this yoga while on LSD. Very complete reset of the energetic body. Warning: It's advanced, don't push yourself and get practice and stretching before doing it on psychedelics.

@Leo Gura Why didn't you answer me? You scared of telling me what you think or you prefer not to comment? Or need more info? I expect a respect when I talk to you because I give you that respect.

@Keryo Koffa In Hinduism there is no trouble for them to know God is Christ and God is Buddha and that both are distinct God Awakenings while being the One in essence. That's why Hinduism is so welcoming to all Religions, having in its territory incorporated many of them and even blended with other Religions (like Sikhism).

The nature of being is simple. Just be! What being can be, is Infinity. That's called the Awakening of being, which is pointed out both by Jesus and in the old testaments (who are You God? I am that I am) favourite verse of the Bible by Ramana actually) There are sweet spots in Consciousness. I have discovered in my travel such sweet spots like Christ Consciousness and Buddha Consciousness, which allow an amazing stable high consciousness happening. Like let's say certain combinations of electrons render the element more stability than others. In this way certain permutations of mind body and Awakening create great conditions inside consciousness. Jesus didn't invent Christ Consciousness, in fact Christ Consciousness manifested through Yeshua. In the same way it was with Buddha, there's just one Buddha, which is a particular oasis of states of consciousness inside an infinite field of endless modes of being. I understand your confusion, these are very complex topics. Most Christians live their whole life without ever experiencing Christ Consciousness, so it is with Buddhists, so confusion is natural, it's a thorny topic. Going back to the point; is that Buddha Consciousness doesn't feel as divine and sacred as Christ feels. This is just a knob in consciousness, God in its Infinite Mind reverberates as holy and sacred or does not. This is indifferent to God, which is an Infinite shape shifter, truly the One without end. The fact that it can be holy or not is what makes its Holiness.

Great thread, keep it up! Alex Grey is my favourite artist.

Your visual description remembered of this picture: The same one Solipsistic Self manifesting through all forms and modes of being.

That makes sense, my experience tells me the same. I fucking know but what if burning through that karma means losing something more valuable? I do have cravings, I guess everyone does even if they are happy in their relationship. I do feel like I haven't satisfied all my sexual desires because I entered very young in my relationship and now that I've built it up, those cravings are coming up. So it's kinda of a difficult situation because on the hand I see the wisdom and I'm very happy with building an amazing life with my lovely woman but on the other will I have to repress the craving to fuck other women for the rest of my life? Other types of relationship contracts don't seem very plausible and it seems all would crash. So all of this situation creates inner conflict as I get pulled towards different sides simultaneously and I cannot find a unified holism that gets me peace and integrity. Excuse me if I didn't get enough context in the last message. It is indeed a personal issue that I need advice for.

Looking forward to more philosophical work of the caliber done in deconstructing the myth of science.

@MarioGabrielJ Christ Consciousness means becoming God through a particular divine form, the son of God which is also God itself. It is Yogic in essence. Buddha Consciousness means becoming the one Awake Infinite Selfless Mind. I once had both at the same time. It's very cool to combine different facets. Imagine realising the ultimate meaning of both Christianity and Buddhism at the same time.

What if I have the desire but I shouldn't act upon it? How can I manage contradictory desires like, wanting a life long wife with fucking a hot girl that I met tonight?

It should be compulsory to watch this video. One of the best of all times.

Does Infinity imply I will live through every possible POV?

How does water make sure it arrives to the ocean after raining? It's the whole water cycle.

Christ Consciousness is pretty cool. Not gonna talk about its metaphysics but I loved becoming Christ. I might say I have two times a year a Christ Conscious Awakening more less so it's not very common but it's very energetic, vibrant and divine. Ego becomes the divine child of God, consciousness turns universal and kundalini is super aroused. I like it a lot, if you are lucky to have such an Awakening you will like it too. I find it very similar to Buddha Consciousness although with quite some important wrinkles, it has a very similar flavour.

I've been thinking it through and if Leo wants to talk about God and with an adequate audience his best shot is probably Frank Yang. He is aware of Actualized.org teachings and has studied and realized himself many of it. Frank has had God Realizations as well as meditative Awakenings and tried psychedelics like 5meo in breakthrough trips. Frank Yang is one of the most serious alive realizers right now and also his audience would be up for such conversation. With time he has touched on many subjects similar to Leo and has also done some videos giving feedback to his work. It comes to mind this video from three years ago. We have to say that his work has been advancing a lot lately and has become deeply philosophical and artistically creative. So take that into account for making sense of Frank Yang.

Christianity is still crude in many of its forms. Although, there are saints from within the tradition that are very gifted and can offer deep insights into the nature of Love, God and death. The most complete and mature Religion is Hinduism, as it is a Religion of religions, an amalgamation of many different ways to the divine (sampradayas) that continue to live through the transmission of the lamp by unbroken lineages called guru parampara. Hinduism also provides a great ecosystem for the flourishing of consciousness skyscrapers, as its long history proves. This I believe is the reason why it has been kept alive, as it allows for great conscious being to come to fruition and spread higher wisdom with a tested methodology by that sampradaya for the individual Awakening. In this way one can choose the path/sampradaya that most suits oneself and it all gets under the overarching umbrella of Hinduism. It is so From above. First human spirituality, then transhuman Spirituality. Depends where one finds itself.

@Nemra I talk with authority on the subject of Religion. I've been studying the field of Comparative Religion for many years and practiced myself most of them deeply. I am naturally talented in mysticism and Religions. I can assure the human impulse that births Religion is the same impulse that birthed Actualized.org It's very easy to strawman religion when one is ignorant of what is the root of the Religious sentiment. The impulse of the trascendental to be shared in community, to make tools for the union of man and God and to establish paths for its maturity. The ego has abused Religion, but that you already know, and that's why you throw the baby out with the bathwater.

Not the Religion of the past that's for sure. The same radicalness that is for the time when a new Religion is born lasting millennia after its coming. Why are you so allergic to the concept of Religion? The essence of Religion is what you teach at the end of the day. Although I understand your distance from the whole Human Religion. What is the Religion of Aliens? I see Actualized.org in a way as proper Philosophy and proper Religion that leads to timeless principles, Consciousness and eventually to God & Infinity.

It's not that you meet an alien, it's that you evolve so much and become so conscious that you Evolve to Alien, you become an Alien Consciousness.