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True, it's also important for me. I kinda hate those bunker style flats.

So it's important to share your space/home with meaningful people. It's such an important consideration, living alone or with other people, how many? What about pets? I think these are very valid questions to which everyone finds inner answers

I have a Himalayan salt lamp next to my bed. It allows for gradual light and gives great vibes

Even though you may not commit "full" suicide, we kill ourselves with many behaviours: bad eating, no sport, uncalibrated sleep patterns and so on. This I call microsuicides. So I would challenge the notion of binary suicide and contrast it with a progressive spectrum that may lead to its climax voluntarily or death may arrive through other ways nevertheless.

Why love life more than death? Why love your particular distinction of body and not love its dissolution? That's Love Love doesn't solve suicide Relatively maybe Absolutely? Not really Love is Infinite and embraces all that is Depends on the standpoint of Suicide, many different paths may lead to the contemplation of committing suicide God itself We are arm wrestling ourselves

What is Now? What is God? What am I? What is Consciousness? Wha is Mind? What is Intelligence? What is Infinity? What is Love? What is Boundless? What is Being? What is Reality? What is Life? What is What? One must understand all this questions have the same Answer

Brilliant in crescendo conversation

@Leo Gura Why did you contemplate so deeply suicide in your path till finding peace in yourself?

@Leo Gura Will you reveal why Pizza Infinity, Cat Infinity and Crocodile Infinity? I see the pieces but not the puzzle What are you up to? Strange loop style video with infinities? Or just enjoying your creative self?

@Yimpa Burger Infinity We should make a thread about AI images on that

That's something to really investigate. Decide for yourself: I'll understand why this is happening. I can give you several options that came to mind: Ego backlash Overstimulation Contrast Long lasting chemicals (change to short ones like 5meos and the like) Shadow material coming up for cleaning ...

Cancer patients are reported to live happier after the diagnosis than they were before. They find a renewed sense of love for life and the present moment. However, I won't desire anybody cancer for maturity. Make yourself wise through consciousness and then let God slap you once in a while. Besides, you don't know how bad a trip can get. I don't wanna know too much either. Maybe I should integrate that now that I realize it, mmm. Oh maybe that's the point of your thread.

@Yimpa Thanks for the advice, I hear you brother.

I really don't know why someone decides to actually pull the trigger. What I know is that there must be a desire for self aggression, probably also self hatred and self denial. Maybe wanting to avoid an extremely painful situation where all doors are (perceived) to be closed, therefore crossing the doorless door.

For those completely absorbed in God-Consciousness, view everything as God and attain God Realization. ~Bhagavan Krishna~

@TheAlchemist Glad to hear it worked for you. Cannabis is still very intense for me, shadow work and energy work becomes very intense and my mind accelerates like crazy. It's the only substance I haven't been able to domesticate. Well and Salvia, but that doesn't count.

@Carbon Have you tried one note? How would you compare it with Obsidian? I've heard many great things about it, but I'm unsure wether to make the jump or not.

@mmKay I loved reading that. I've discovered that most philosophies don't survive the meta process. Skepticism, being skeptic of skepticism. Relativism, being relative of relativism. Nihilism, being nihilist about nihilism. And so on. Consciousness for example allows all meta. Every time I wanna test the robustness of a system or philosophy I apply meta to itself and see if it survives.

I mean you can quit for other reasons like starting a business, a new demanding job, a master degree, having a children. These are valid reasons imo.

@Javfly33 Horrible idea. Never leave your sadhana. There is oscillation between achieving and doing VS letting go and relaxing. That's fine and we all get through that, but killing the whole project? Nah. Never. You're not over spiritual practice, if anything you are underdoing it. It's your life at the end but if you're serious about this message, I'm telling you this is the worst decision you could take in your life. There are only two major traps in the Spiritual path: Never starting Quitting

Today I had a crude Realization. I won't be able to experience all of life. I won't be able to play all instruments, to learn all languages, to visit all places on planet earth, to fuck all beautiful women to ever existe and so on. What a pity Honestly, I would like to do it all, to learn all that is possible to understand, to experience all possible experiences, I desire everything, it's crazy.

For music meditation. I find this playlist the best: Behind a pay wall brain.fm has absolutely transformed my life and relationship with Music. I cannot express enough the impact AI music has had in my life. I cannot work without it anymore, it's such a game changer for focus, creativity, recovery from high mental activity, sleep routines... It's music on steroids and it learns from your tastes. @Leo Gura Check It out https://www.brain.fm/ I've always thought you would love it.

I can see which disease assumes what image. When they want to come to this body, I don’t obstruct them. When only I exist where is acceptance and rejection? Know that, as I am happy with you, likewise with them also - MA. (This is one of my all time favourite quotes. She was asked this question while severely ill)