Davino

No Forget about tomorrow, next birth or whatever You are alive right now, what are you gonna do? Challenge your assumptions: How do I know reincarnation is true? How do I know I'll be a human in the next one? Does Turquoise exist? Is it a valid model? Is it something I want? Why waiting for it? It's obvious you're constructing a castle out of thin air. Get to your roots and foundation, question yourself

From Robert The Ego Killer I'm aware of his teachings. I consider it important to know about Robert's journey and talks, quite interesting. He was definetely a genetic freak regarding consciousness, from a very young age he was very talented in the field.

I would start by contemplating my assumptions about what Reality is and how it works

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So you're saying Rape is actually God itself? Yes, it's hard to accept the scope of oneself

I see this is the wise way to go. I just don't want to be building infrastructure so much that I die of spiritual thirst. Nor to be so divinely drunk I cannot satisfy my needs and live the good life. In my ideal world, I know what I would do, but I gotta play by the rules. I like what being human has to offer but it's not Infinite Consciousness. I know you get me. I feel I'm walking on the right direction overall. Thanks Leo, this was the straw that broke the camel's back

Yes, I understand. We are not free from it either Yes, I get it. I need to find a balance. Usually I oscilate, I get sucked in too much in God and then survival pulls me out and then I clean all that and when I can breathe I take a deep plunge again. I hope to stablish a good routine and honestly an evolution of myself to find harmony. Just for context, I've been dealing with this my whole life. So your comment was like a clock alarm

How difficult it is for both to coexist? I'm facing inmense challenges to excel at both. Something inside me still believes I can pull it off

Hi @Ero I have a bit of experience with Salvia. You need to understand that nothing can prepare you for a Salvia breakthrough, there is just no point of reference or simile with your past experiences. This is very important to drill inside your mind, gotta surrender, gotta open and trust, gotta be open minded and keep it cool and grounded. Important considerations: It's very common to forget you took Salvia or any type of drug. You may forget you are tripping, you are left with your experience as it is, that's Reality now and no tracing back will explain it, you are there, be with it. Salvia is unpleasent. It's just what it is. Salvia does many things to your body, one of them is it triggers the opiod withdrawal recepter, so there is a background uneasiness to the experience. This is just normal, one has to get used to it. Every Salvia psychonaut accepts this reality and keeps exploring. Consider it as a cold shower, it is shocking and brutal while also being benefitial. There is wildly different levels of tolerance between individuals. This means, same quantity two people try one feels nothing the other is convulsing on the ground. Which one of the two may be you? Who knows, so start slow and keep going. Salvia is the backdoor of death. An important number of users report profound death experiences, some people not, others sometimes and the rest always go through the death process. This is extremely valuable and good, however you need to be prepared. It's shocking and you may think now I'm a macho and spiritual guy with many ego deaths on my belt, I'm sure I can handle it. I thought the same. The come up is hella quick, so literally prepare everything for the hit ( with torch fire and preferably cooling through water) you gotta hold a considerable ammount of time ( at least 15 seconds) at one point body will stop working, be prepared for that, you are for a rocket come up, relax and trust. Salvia is good and loving, it's just crazy. If you're crazy you may fall in love with it also. If you have doubts, I'm open for more conversation. I consider this an important topic and hope to provide helpful advice for navigating what I consider, the most mindblowing alien substance I have ever tried. Here is a trip I shared some time ago in the forum

Hmmm I like it Yet, are all infinities equally Infinity?

Yes, I think I get what you mean I've been working on realizing beauty, still haven't cracked the nut. My biggest obstacle to seeing beauty is like and dislike, I feel aversion towards some parts of Reality and attraction towards others. I wanna see beauty in all, discover it, if that's the case, as I intuit. For example, I was cleaning a shit stain on my toilet and normally I would avoid it as ugly, uncomfortable and overall not the most pleasent activity for me. Today I kinda felt into the shit and wanted to look at it without this pull and push. I was surprised to see the shit, the smell and everything turn into beautiful just by the mere fact of existing. So that was a micro victory.

@Breakingthewall I'll consider it as a possibility. As I continue to work new evidence and Awakenings may come. This is my understanding, state and consciousness for the moment being.

But to destroy it to his own favour It's the most self egoic Love

Oh, that's a good one The Simpsons did it again Damn it!

Mmm The Beauty Awakening ¿The eternal Question? What is Aesthetics? What is Art? What is Beauty? Is there beauty in the ugly? And ugly in the beauty? Isn't that, what makes God so Beautiful

Oh no Cat Infinity! This is IMAGINATION

Are you a cat expert? I have five cats, what about you? How deeply have you been with the real beast contemplating that question?? Freewill or not doesn't change shit on the matter that cat is God You still hang up on science? Mmm, what a pitty What is big bang, really? Have you thought deeply about it? What is Big Bang? Science says, LITERALLY THIS & EVERYTHING HAPPENED OUT OF NOTHING BUM Meow

Yes, there's a lot of conditioning It takes a lot to fully dissolve through each and every single one of them Infinite Clarity Mmmm Sweet Spot In the INFINITE FIELD OF CONSCIOUSNESS STATES

What is Good Sex? I'm sure you have interesting things to say about that

Do everything I do all of that Even more You see, imagine you wanted to climb all mountains from planet earth. How would you plan that? How would you do it practically speaking? Both understanding reading technichal study As well as learning, practicising and working with highly talented coachs or individuals that can show how they do it. Moreover, I myself will have to climb and experience the journey of conquering a mountain. Like tea, each day one does and tastes, how is it? Then one understands, too much weed, too much water, not hot enough, like this everyday one learns. Both in practice as well as theory, which is intellectual understanding, mental practice and sport. Do everything And more

Yeah, you got your mountain I respect it bro Enjoy it

IT is so

There is an Infinite Absolute and an Infinite Relative There is an Infinite Oneness One becomes many while keeping its Oneness I'm not talking about relative or rare states of consciousness. First, the distinction between absolute and relative crushes down very quickly in high states of Consciousness, although we can play by that framework. I assure you I am unconscious of many facets of Infinity/Absolute, so are you. This is should be clear if we are humble. There are many facets, many realizations, Infinite Awakenings, modes of being, states, points of view, egos, neurobrainchemistry, bodymind, psyches... There is no "one" formeless realization or "opening to the absolute" realization that will do it. No, of course not. It's an inmenselky faceted diamond. Let's do a check list, of different Absolute Awakenings I've had an we can maybe show each other our blindspots. Formlessness Infinite Consciousness No Self I am God, God is Me. Oh hi! Nice to meet mySelf Godhood Infinite Self Solipsism Infinity Perfect Perfection Ecstasy Love Spatiousness Symmetry Intelligence Imagination Reality-Shape-Shifting Death Immortality No Mind, No Memory, (not knowing you're a human, not recognising your body as yours etc.) Insanity Infinite Mind ... This are not just "relative" exploration. This is the fucking bowels, heart and mind of Awakening, any of this one listed will blow your shit away and most of them are separate "mountains" This means: Different methodology. Ones are accesible only by particular psychedelics, others only by specific kinds of meditations, different yogas, shadow work, philosophy/contemplation and so on. Independent, like literally travelling to another country, with another type of equipment another mindset, everything. Learning from zero, new views, new crocodiles, new traps, new self deceptions, relentlessly working till one gets to the peak AWAKENING. Then years of humbling and sense making, human development and maturity; trying to keep your shit together while having the most insane metaphysical realizations possible in Reality. I do know Get as deep as you want, but I'm not gonna allow you to self deceive yourself with maxing out. Not with me sorry Hopefully you do the same with me if I ever get that into my Mind One thing I have always been grateful for is my ability to see who is beyond me, learn from them and realize in my core being the Ultimate Truths. I see realizers like Sri Anandamayi Ma, Leo Gura, Shivapuri baba, Nithyananda, Adidam... I humble myself and keep working because I know deeply I'm full of shit and I have some mind anchors that have gone up those mountains and give me some reference to climb them better, purely pragmatic approach, to become as Conscious as possible without dying for the moment, to become as loving as possible, as truthfull as possible, as intelligent as possible, as mature as possible, as wise as possible, as divine as possible, as fucking Godly as I can in this form and beyond. God becoming Conscious of itself for Infinity This is why I exist, this is Davino