Davino

Have you talked with a real life friend about your struggle? Have you opened up with your parents? Is there any university psychological support you could contact? Your value is not determined by a mark given from a rigged system. The how doesn't matter, life is what matters, your life, YOU MATTER AND NOBODY GONNA TELL YOU SHIT ABOUT YOUR REAL VALUE IT DOES NOT MATTER THE LIMITS YOU WILL ENCOUNTER TO ACHIEVE YOUR DREAMS IT MATTERS THAT YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR YOURSELF EVERYDAY, FOR YOUR DREAMS, FOR WHAT IS VALUABLE TO YOU AND ONLY TO YOU Breathe

--- Despite sex being quite overrated, sexual programming is hard wired in the masculine psyche to levels I'm still astonished to discover. It's not going anywhere any time soon.

@Forestluv I feel you brother

Seeing your beloved as God is the most profound relationship advice I can give. I stand by this statement

That's the bad thing of being a woman in a relationship. I've reflected so many many times how lucky I am to be into Awakening as a man in the relationship. If I was the woman and I dated a hard nosed guy he would roll his eyes every time I presented him the possibility of Awakening. Luckily women are receptive, open and sensitive which allows for a better entry into Mysticism. Lmao you're not Princess Arabia You're Queen Arabia

@Butters Monkey strength is not trained, it's genetics. The fact they could teach him martial arts techniques is amazing. From a technical pov, the punch is below average. That kick even black belts in taekwondo and karate have trouble executing it.

@Keryo Koffa I train MMA and I'm telling you that kick is insane. The punch is bellow average though.

@Javfly33 I am a vacuum cleaner and torture monkey videos. I'm the day and the night. I'm my lights and shadows. I'm all good and all bad, all caring and all hateful killing. I'm the most soulful sex and the most despicable rape. I have no beginning and I'm all beginnings, I am a particular beginning and a particular end. I am this room, I am the sky, I am the mountains, I am the sea. I am all music and all silence. I am all humans, all animals, all aliens, all planets and galaxies. I'm all colours, all sensations, all modes of being, states of consciousness, life forms and possible experiences. I am all that Imagination could dream of. I'm Pure Unmediated Consciousness. Totally Sovereign Self Contained God. Oh, yeah and a vacuum cleaner. Bruuuuuuuuuuum Cleaning ignorance since my deathbirth Davino

@Emerald Thanks for sharing. I've always wondered how highly conscious femenine Spirituality would look like. I recognise deeply the role that my humanity makes in the large scope of my living time, as a matter of fact I know that no transcendence is possible without a holistic embrace of my life as limited form. There's a lot to do in the embodied realms of existence, which can be tremendously divine and natural. Although I wound invite you to consider why this is an "or" "or" situation instead of an "and" "and" situation. I've always had this crazy idea that you can do everything in life. It goes in pendulum and now maybe you are in the phase of profound presence and playing God's Game but that doesn't close the door to Infinite Awakenings, Infinite Truth, Infinite Love, Infinite Consciousness, Infinite Perfection, Infinite Self-Understanding, Infinite God... So make me understand why it has been the case for you that playing the game has become the new spiritual meaning? And why you've decided to close the trascendental door?

I agree It takes a quite rare beast to love truth more than sanity, confort or pain. There's some "broken" humans in the good way around here. I salute you

Surely, I can see how that life could work quite well for me also. Maybe even better for many things. I just wanna give an honest shot to making a relationship a work. I feel it can be a very meaningful endeavour and way of life.

@Leo Gura such a classic meme of yours

Lmao Touché

Then you don't love Truth You love the truth that you can bear

No, it's shooting yourself in the foot. It's self deception.

If it works for you and is sustainable over time

You haven't discovered Solipsistic sex yet? Connection in my romantic relationship has skyrocketed after Solipsism. Looking at her eyes is such a profound experience now, no condom, no separation, Pure Connection, One. Moreover, my girl helped me keep my sanity through my multi day Solipsistic Awakening. Also consider that the ultimate Why for all that is It's because it is so From this, all happens

What about grace? I think it does play a role. Sometimes grace can hit you like a lightning bolt

@Husseinisdoingfine Hope you are taking care of yourself brother I have you in my mind and in my heart Better times will come, all storms end and the sun will shine again

@r0ckyreed Genetics mean the space of your human possibilities. Yes it's immense but it also has limits. No amount of work ethic will turn you into an eagle or a jellyfish.

No blame Self acceptance

It is not but it does have serious consequences. If I had a job during my Solipsistic crisis I would have been fired out. I wasn't functional for a few days, that's the price of Awakening or Enlightenment, you may hit such s colossal Realization that it will knock you out of your ordinary life for quite some time.

What you have seen you can't unsee but you can mostly stop the process of seeing more by will

Yes, it seems to be a personal preference. I'm a very solitary individual but I seem to prefer sharing my life with a femenine energy. All other human interactions are optional for me, but having a wife... I kinda wanna have that in my life. It's the perfect equilibrium for me. I satisfy my human needs with one profound intimate relationship and that's all. Otherwise fully alone wouldn't be the perfect fit and going social mode would be horrible for me. So having a wife, a home and some pets is a fulfilling life in my case. You gotta find that for you. You can't swap parents unluckily