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@ZGROPIUS you are satan. I am Satan, this must be understood. I'm all evil and all selfish, one needs to own the shadow, for it's the only hope for having a light that shines through all darkness. In the religious sense and in God's dream, there are evil spirits as well. Like humans feed from food, demons feed from fear, hate and selfishness. This is perfect in God's design, in the same way that flies recycle bullshit. Although in case you are the shit then it's not that pleasant to you. There are inner demons and outer demons, the former are very common, the latter very rare. This is acknowledged even by one of the greatest exorcist. Now an experiment, watch this picture for 7min and see how you feel: (Consider your resistance to do the experiment may be the already demonic interference)

I have but most people are bullshiters, not out of bad will but because they bullshit thoroughly themselves first. What is it that you want? Why you even care about "Awakening"? Where did you even get that idea from?

Go try a retreat of that Make sure you have some food cooked though, it's gonna be hard to take care of that survival minutiae after a few days in the retreat

Most states of consciousness are mediated through the body, but not all. Breakthrough doses reach beyond the body's limits. Also you should deconstruct the notion of body itself, really your body is Universal, that's your true body, Infinite Body = Infinity Mind = Infinite Consciousness

I mean it just happens Do it responsibly and see for yourself

@r0ckyreed Good answer

Awakening into the nature of Perfection Absolute Perfection and Beauty is an asymptote towards ever more Perfection and Beauty. God is cracking it's way towards ever more beauty, perfection and Love. So the awakening goes like this: Oh Reality is Absolutely perfect it can't be any better, it's really impossible!!! Then it happens, it overflows into more perfection Now you realize it's really REALLY ABSOLUTELY PERFECT! It can't be any better Then again it breaks through to more Perfection So after an hour of crying and rambling in pure ecstasy on the floor you get the point or physically die. Moreover, you realize this is the most brilliant design for Reality itself. A neverending ever increasing Acceleration Singularity of Infinite Love and Perfection. That's what my current Awakenings point me to.

But are you in God Consciousness or in human consciousness? That's the point, otherwise you are spiritual bypassing. Moreover consider that maybe for God everything is Beautiful but there are graduation of beauty and hence God's work is evolving itself towards ever more Total Beauty.

Survival trumps epistemology, that's why it's so important to be well positioned in life. You have to build the right infrastructure in your life for reaching the higher levels of sense makings. I still have a decade to go to settle everything up. Valuable things require development over time. Of course, I'm building the ship while swimming.

There's also a profound beauty in ugliness, for example the beauty of a nasty truth. The meta-beauty of ugliness and beauty, delighting in such contrast.

Brilliant work Leo, I mean what else can be said. This is so foundational to the understanding of the mind and sense-making, the evolutive process towards Truth-seeking in ever greater holism. Lately in your videos I'm crying out of the profound beauty and insight being communicated, it's like tripping really. Thanks for the quality of your work, I'll soon make a donation, I feel bad I'm consuming this content free of cost.

I experience strong tolerance when vaping DMT on a vape, every hit takes more substance to reach the same state. I've been checking the scientific literature and this doesn't seem to be the case for most people. Do you experience DMT tolerance when redosing? In multiple days in a row there's no tolerance for me, but on the point of redosing I do feel it very substantially.

Yeah, but it's a downer at the end of the day cause you may lose a radical state of consciousness due to the inability to intake more DMT. That never happens on 5meo due to dose at least. Anyways

@vibv I love rain, when I'm tripping and rain happens it's such a moment for me

@Leo Gura More of a classic definition: you listen to people and you hear the rain. I might have started contemplating more less from that frame but was seduced with the metaphysics of listening along the way.

@Leo Gura Yes, I see your point. What is your definition of listening? In some of these experimentations indeed listening become the fundamental receptive quality of awareness more than conventional listening, although I did have plenty of conversational listening with other people, which was very fruitful as well, but maybe not as juicy as the metaphysical aspects I discovered by focusing on listening.

This week I’ve been contemplating listening and really listening, as much as I could. What is listening? At one level, it’s simple receptivity. Communication theory gives us a clean model: a transmitter, a channel, and a receiver. When we speak or act, we transmit. When we receive, we listen. But more deeply, these aren’t just mechanical roles: they point to properties of consciousness, and to the way reality is intrinsically interconnected. For listening to truly happen, something in us must become quiet, still, and hollow—an inner and outter spaciousness that allows input to penetrate the whole body, mind, and energetic field. After more contemplation, I decided to stop understanding listening from mind and to focus instead on listening itself—the act, the state, the direct experience. So this week I set aside time to simply listen. After hours, listening became spacious and three-dimensional. I found I could tune to any part of reality (rain, voices, distant engines, birds) as if each were a transmitter, and I was the receiver, it was a contraction of the consciousness space between the two nodes (I and that) and a channel created through attention or the focusing of consciousness. I also noticed how multilayered listening is. Even when I was resting in it, subtle thinking would arise—interpreting, labeling, making sense. And that thin layer of meaning-making would quietly fracture the purity of listening. So I began to develop a kind of meta-listening: listening to the impulse to comment, to conclude, to frame. Ironically, that made me even more silent. The more clearly I noticed the mind’s movement, the longer I could remain in an unbroken presence of listening. I listened to the rain, to kids playing, to cars passing, to birds. I listened to other people like never before. The connection became richer, not only in quantity but in quality. I realized how much I had been missing: how many cues slipped past me because of divided attention, subtle inner chatter, or because I was “listening to respond” rather than listening from open awareness itself. Sometimes I listened out of obligation, not out of connection. This week made the difference unmistakable. What transformed me most was listening to myself. I saw how many parts of my psyche I habitually repress: how often desires, ambitions, contradictions, and uncomfortable truths arise, and I instinctively force them to shut up. But as I sat for hours, I listened lovingly to every part of myself. I listened to my mind and felt a rush of unreleased material: old hurt, unprocessed memories, “wrongdoings” done to me that I didn’t want to acknowledge, much less integrate. I sat and listened to the whole of my repressed story as it asked, simply, to be heard. Then the body began to speak. Every ache started revealing its “why.” The pain in my back, the knot in my stomach, discomfort in my head, the imbalance in my foot, the acid in my stomach—each sensation carried a message, a history, a need. I listened to each part patiently, one by one, until I finally rested again in something like absolute listening: empty receptive consciousness space. Listening felt all-embracing. I put on music and experienced it differently too, much more vividly than I’m used to. I could feel the singer behind the voice. I could sense layers within the song: each beat, each texture, each word as sound, each feeling and bodily response, the explicit and the implicit. Overall, I’m deeply grateful I committed to this one-week listening practice. It turned out to be far more beneficial than I expected. It improved my relationships with other people and with myself. I reconnected with the beauty of listening and its qualia: the felt textures of attention, the spectrum from strenuous to gorgeous and everything in between. Listening isn’t only an instrument of communication. It’s a mode of presence and, in its purest form, a way of connection and unconditional love.

Oh absolutely, it's an inner key to self stimulate the inner glands and hack the biochemical brain lab. Thank you very much for your sweet words brother. Beaming Infinite Live to you👽♥️ At some point one has to wonder, where all do these techniques come from? How were they discovered? From that fountain one must drink. I like the word Steering and in my life I've discovered that trusting it becomes an amazing catalyst for growth. Be the divine instrument in God's hand. I sometimes deliver messages to people, I feel a divine urge to say something to someone. Once in a train I couldn't help myself and had to tell a person that a personal situation would finally resolve and she should worry not anymore, that her prayers were heard. Let the work happen through you, this is the Truth, be a pure vessel for God's Play to unfold.

I find it hard enough to realise God, can't imagine the Meta of Infinite Gods. It must be alike to realising Infinity and then Infinite Infinities. That's my intuition. Like a fractal finding it's complete self in a part of itself and then finding Infinitely complete replicas of itself within itself. I've done that with Infinity but that looks a decade ahead to do with God.

Hindus call it mula bandha. There are three main locks: Mula bandha Pelvic floor Lift energy upward Uddiyana bandha Abdomen Draw energy inward & upward Jalandhara bandha Throat Contain and regulate upward flow. When all three bandhas are applied together, it is called Maha Bandha. When I'm in deep yogic samadhi I stabilise comfortably in Maha Bandha. A weird thing that happened to me on a psychedelic trip before getting to know about kriya yoga is that my tongue wanted so deeply to do Kechari Mudra, it felt like breaking my tongue at that time but when you hit the spot oh God it's like a self-estimulating your own brain chemistry and glands. So this a possible explanation, or it could be any other cause. As a general norm I prefer to be as relaxed and open as possible.

Absolutely! I was gonna write QiGong but then slipped my mind, was thinking a few minutes to recall it but just posted it. So thanks! I like this lady: Just posted three Banger videos and disappeared from YouTube. Kundalini yoga is great but I feel it's moving energy from a pseudostatic standpoint, with QiGong I get to move energy from a moving flow. It's great. On microcosm orbit it's just another way to move energy around the body there are many really, that works great. My favourite (although not that accessible even for me) is torus style. When you wire your energy like this, you're both high as kite and grounded as a rock

You should try it all. I have done so many weird shit you wouldn't even imagine ahahah. So this was my approach, trying as many techniques from mystics, different religions and schools of thought as possible. Try one technique for a month let's say and then report feedback. Moving to the next. So after some time you've got yourself a wide bufet of experience and you'll find stuff that works for you and other that doesn't. Try everything with an open mind, for example right now millions of people are fasting as a spiritual practice in Ramadan style, try everything. Then discard bullshit and what worked best for you invest and deepen it or craft your own combination of practices. Overall, what I like is the following: Kriya Yoga (from Yogigems in YouTube) Vipassana meditation Do nothing meditation with boundless spaciousness (recommend Michael Thaft) Autonomous Contemplation Breathwork (Wim Hof and alternate nostril breathing)

It's fine, I'm very guilty of that myself, sometimes I can't help it. That's why I always try to surround myself with people that have more experience, maturity and intelligence than me, in this way I get humbled and can learn. You gotta take calculated risks, where there is a will there's a way. I just can't buy it that with you intelligence you cannot make it for this 2026 to find an interesting psychedelic compound in a safe way. So if you make a one year goal to do so, in 2030 you'll have tried 4 new substances, how exciting right!

Probably the lack of love, care, connection and support for one another. We need some more healthy green vibes. The inability to see different degrees of holism. Lack of epistemic humility. One thing that annoys me is casuals speaking like know-it-alls. We're here to learn and share. We all make mistakes and are limited. We're not as intelligent as we want to show, we all are plenty of short comings. Lack of work in basic spiritual skills like daily meditation or yoga. Dismissal of psychedelic work, not going deep enough or wide enough. 100 trips is just the teaser, barely starting to go deep. Going wide, trying at least 20 different chemicals.