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It feels like they are ripping apart clothes that were stuck and compressing you for so long.

Be careful with MDMA. You can get hooked on it and make your situation worse. Twice a year max. 5meo should be fine if integrated properly. Although still it can be psychologically addictive. The healing potential is there if used wisely. Ketamine can also come in handy.

@Verg0 Congratulations! This could be the beginning of something great.

Yep, it's trippy. That's why it's Psytrance

Hahahaha, yes that's a way to frame it. I wanted to infuse the raw experience of life via sound and awareness. Thanks, I appreciate you noticed. It's not hard to make it sound clean but it's VERY time consuming. You have to relisten hundreds of times and research hundreds of videos to find the best of the best. It's also a very iterative work, each facet gets changed and refined over time. Happy you liked it Integral. I may share my first newbie song given all your sweet messages

@Breakingthewall I find most of the things you say accurate. I think one day we should meet in real life and trip. Besides that, we should schedule a video talk, what this medium can do has already been done, we need a more direct connection.

Oh so now you tell God what it can do and what it can't do?!! I've contemplated a lot what is your path and I've come to the conclusion is the full liberation of the self knot contraction and full openness to reality (limitless). I don't know if you've reached infinity yet although surely you will at some point. All that you're doing is necessary I've done it myself ans it's epic but it's not God, it's still very human-centric "liberating from the human bounds" but what Human are you talking about bro? Truly God has no restrictions for anything, it's not bounded to any particular state, experience, or mode of being, it happens within and without that and is existence itself, pure Consciousness, it's fucking God, It's the Infinity that manifests all infinities/finities. That's what you are. I'm sorry you haven't realized God but don't gaslight me. Hopefully one day it strucks you like a thunderbolt. It's the ultimate blessing. Realizing your Infinite Godly nature is no joke.

@Shodburrito Anything worthy in life involves sacrifice. In the measure that you give yourself, you shall receive. If for the things of this world, this is the law, for the ultimate worth, which is the unveiling of what I am, the nature of consciousness itself, the sacrifice is the greatest.

I really resonated with your last Blog Quote. That's what my path is leading me to as well. The sentience of experience, the life of God is everywhere, the consciousness field is brilliantly awake being and living through everything and everyone. The Absoluteness of God is what really touches my heart, it's perfect, it's genius, it's always happening, it's what makes this continuum moment happen. It's God.

@ZhenZhenZhen Glad you enjoyed it. Hope you have a nice day brother.

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I see. I found it very hard to pick a name for the song honestly. Happy to hear that. Thank you for listening Princess.

Everything that makes a human tick

Thanks Aurum. I appreciate you took the time to listen to it

ahahhaha this is so accurate

I've just finished my second song. You may listen to it if you wish, but before a few warnings: DREAMING.WAV

I remember once I become so God Conscious the only word I could say was God, the only thought I could think was God. I remember laughing at myself visualizing how my life would be from now on. Going to a bakery and asking for a God please. God thank you. God had all the meanings in it.

So I have a pending subject from past years that I'm redoing this semester. I've already passed higher subjects which have as a base this one. The point is that there's an academic paperwork trick you can do where if you graduate this year and just have one pending subject which you had a past mark of 3.5/10 or more, they will simply pass you that subject so you can finish this year; giving you therefore the degree. So I've been having an internal dilemma for quite some time. One the one hand, I feel like I should finish my studies absolutely clean, pass all my subjects in the proper way and just prove to myself that I can do whatever I want. On the other hand, what for? I don't even care about the subject nor my work will be related to it, moreover it robs me of a lot of time and peace. Even though I've checked a thousand times the regulation and talked with fellow students and professors to reassure I am suitable for this, I have the profound paranoia and fear that "something will go wrong" and then I'll have to be one year more just for a subject. I say to myself: I must take on this responsability and not leave such tricks because who knows what can happen, a wrong move could fuck me up a year in my life. Ironically, this trick was my initial plan for the year. To have a sweet end, do my two final theses properly and maybe allocate that time to once and for all get my driving licence. But now that I have to execute the decision of simply dropping a subject it feels quite risky. So here I am, like a pendulum between one option and the other. What is your advice?

Update: I've decided to take the shortcut. I really did my research and everything seemed fine. I have more free time and I'm enjoying it. I'm happy with my decision.

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Preliminary: Focus on the present experience Feel your breath and body Calm yourself down and sharpen your awareness Main: Feel the pull of gravity Try to feel experimentally the center of the earth deep down. The point where all gravity pulls the planet and the moon, very strong Earth's Core. Connect with Earth's Core with ever more preciseness and clarity. Breath into it, the magnetism and field of the earth. The Earth's heart so to speak. Feel how all the objects in your experience are being pulled down by the Earth's Core. Like an orb with invisible strings. Final: Make this awareness omnipresent. Every time you move around, sit in a chair or drive a car, become aware of this pull happening through intricate weight distribution.

For a greater Good.

Okay so that's a nice distinction. We can say toxic from a meta perspective as I was talking about but we can also say toxic from within a stage. From within as you mention, I find troublesome to properly convey it. I'd like to contemplate it before giving a proper answer. It's an interesting question.

Grasping Consciousness - Faces Exercise I like exercices.

@martins name Would you mind sharing some resources/meditations/books? I haven't found much of high quality