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@LostSoul They said they could potentially help tramautized people due to the gentle progressive administration but that they pose a heavy risk: It can bring lots of traumas to the surface even with microdoses and if patients self-administer via vape pen, they have no facilitator or therapatis to work the challenges with, hence there have been already suicide deaths for destabilization because of this happening. They also mentioned shameless marketing techniques that targetted psychologically vulnerable people with the "magic pill" to all their problems, although potentially true, they did not give further information or support, but left the consumer to its own fate after buying the pen. My position is that, psychedelics are never the stand-alone solution to trauma, professional/serious work is. If you want to accelarate that ongoing process, then psychedelics and in particular 5meos are a great catalyst. Although psychologically traumatized individuals will have to be extra mindful if they self-administer without a tripsitter/facilitator/therapist as things can go south quickly. There's also potential for abuse and inner work bypassing as well.

Infinite Leo Every figment of Reality is Absolutely Infinite. From a spec of dust you can pull up this whole universe and from this universe you can zoom out into a spec of dust inside another Infinity. It's Infinity all the way, everyway, everywhere. Reality is an Infinite Godly Mind. We are inside it, this is Universal God happening! the mindfuck is that every piece con generate the whole, that's the nature of Infinity at work.

@PolyPeter I've given up on the task. The one's who care will find the way and the rest, we love them as they are.

I'll soon make my own vape pens. Let's see how that unfolds.

Awakening can destroy your life if it doesn't go hand in hand with human development and shadow work. If you get all these three pieces together, you'll be God walking on earth. Safety needs and social needs are not there, hence like a broken pot, the spiritual nectar cannot be hold in your system for long lasting happiness and peace. It's an Awakening trap, watch out. We've all been there, you need to reconnect with your base, with what makes you human and take responsability for the shitty situation you're in, it's not Awakening per se, it's you and your patterns, liberate yourself! Decide now for yourself: I take responsability for everything that happens in my life. I'll make a strong human foundation to hold higher consciousness. This is the balanced way.

I don't relate at all with many 5meo experiences people are sharing in this thread. For me it's pure consciousness, divinity and Infinity. I never had a "bad" experience; even in the high dose range it was mildly uncomfortable for the body but even those momentary sensations were just a grain of sand in the infinite landscape of my mind. My consciousness clicks so nicely with the compound. This really makes me reflect. Maybe it's all about finding that one psychedelic that works for you. For me 5meo is the straighest way to Infinity and God.

Q- Mataji, how can we realize God? Can we also see God? Ma- Do you really want to see God? How much time and labour you have devoted to the study of law! (the person was a lawyer). How much do you devote or propose to devote to the realization of God? Certainly God is greater than law!

@freddyteisen Going gradual is important in psychedelics, because there are thresholds of experience where the difference between a light dose and a medium dose seems like a different substance and so with medium to high doses. You'll enjoy more step by step. Also as amazing as the full blast may be, don't concern yourself too much with it. Just walk your journey and let the substance and experience guide you. When you start tripping new doors open in yourself that require work, in my experience energy plays a big factor. That's usually the biggest bottleneck for consciousness when you take a psychedelic, so you may start experimenting with techniques that clean that dimension like kundalini yoga or vipassana meditation, particularly before tripping as they'll make the experience much more enjoyable and smooth. I'm so happy for you and I celebrate your decision to try 5meo. It will bring so much good to your life!

Profesional oil-based lubricants help a lot. With a nice lubricant you won't even feel it that much. Water based lubricants make it rough. And saliva sometimes does work and others it's still unpleasent, so I've sticked to more reliable lubricants.

@freddyteisen I recommend 5meos to start with. Imo, LSD and mushrooms are much more challenging to beginners and for me the time factor 16h LSD and 6h Mushrooms is huge, it feels like too long. So I absolutely recommend you to start with 5meo, is all you need. But it's not a good idea to "Completely blast out and dissolve my ego" I wouldn't recommend it as a first experience. You've never tripped at all, it's the first time with that chemical, you have no clue how your body will react, it's just not the safest approach. Buy yourself 5meo, and do microdosing to meditate or do yoga, increase the doses with time and when you feel the calling to "blast out" call that facilitator and do it. That's my solid advice. To sum up: 5meo to begin YES! First experience full Breakthrough NO!

@BlessedLion Pleasure is a part of life as well. One should balance dopamine and serotonine. Although our society may be so out of balance with dopamine that the balancing tendency is to quit many sources of artificial dopamine. I like this quote from a sage man:

But you are the CEO and so is the shadow. It's really you. I am all of my inner pieces. It's just that we are all fragmented and seeking inner reunification. In the perfect world the CEO, the lover, the artist, the darkness, every figment of you gets integrated into a complete individual and hence you would complete the process of "individuation" as Jung stated or wholeness as I prefer to state it. Although in my view, there's no end to human development, as parts of my inner self just restructurate into higher holarchies of wholeness ad infinitum.

I'd say it's the adaptive process of harmonizing all forces to perform a desired task in a unified and efficient way. In my opinion, at every level balance happens because it's the interplay of polar opposites. Balance happens in multiplicity and it's a property of the intelligence of life. So the bottleneck of how we are able to properly balance our life and enhance our wellbeing may be intelligence and consciousness but it's balance what grounds it into action and life.

@Norbert Somogyi To me balance is not about repressing fragments of our psyche by the "CEO" archetype and to push further aside shadow work to keep the ongoing momentum. For me balance it's all about leting every part of my self and shadow to have a seat at the table of my mind. Maybe it’s not either resist or surrender, but a third path: relating. What part of yourself are you not letting speak in the table? That's what is causing the imbalance. And after so much resistance, that disowned part of you rebels and steers the wheel of your life for a while; next morning the sun shines and you say: Oh what have I done? And then back again the CEO kicks him out of the table. Does this sound familiar brother? You have to bring balance to your inner world and how to properly do that only you can say. Also consider shadow work is a very broad and personal subject and the metaprinciple of balance may not be detailed enough to handle all of its nuances.

I liked how you often describe Infinity as an object and then we finally get to Reality and the present experience. Although this time I shifted from object to subject and went through the logical steps and it certainly gives a nice personal twist to Infinity. The Infinite Subject

You can be extremely balanced. Certainly extreme unbalance is not desirable and must be corrected. Even if a simple parametre like your ph is unbalanced you die. So ironically if you wanna be extreme in a pursuit it's equally important to strike the right balance, otherwise you burn yourself and quit or torture yourself to success by destroying your health and other areas of your life. I'm advocating for a personal and sophisticated balance.

This episode feels like an introduction to Divine Logic.

Hey this is Leo from Vatican.org This would make for such a funny costume video like he used to do for Halloween, but Leo's not cool anymore

I read it all. I find it interesting to know about your journey. You feel more aware and complete now than in previous posts. Take care and continue integrating.

I'd add the word permanent. The permanent dissolution of the separate self.

Then why did you say Leo never defined states of consciousness? I'm puzzled now

I'm currently reading that book, it's good. In my view, seriousness doesn't mean grumpiness, you can be seriously funny!😂 For me it's about the quality of intention, the clarity of decision and its constant execution.

Nope, or maybe Leo already did a 2h long episode on that. Check it! Truly brilliant. See this is unserious. You haven't even bothered to check the main channel or previous responses from the search function in the forum.