Davino

From a close writer friend I know that inspiration and flow is everything but that it doesn't come at will. However, one needs to write nonetheless, and even without the flow what you write is usually pretty good.

I can tell you that, inside the technology field, we know AI is the big deal, because of it's potential and ramifications. Maybe noobs got fooled by the metaverse or criptocoins but the insiders didn't fully buy it. However, AI has shaken everything for computer scientist and engineers.

Malt+Ketamine combo has surprising visuals, but proceed at your own risk. Sharp, tunel infinity like.

I respect his decision but he could explain himself in a few minutes and leave things clear I don't know something like: I woke up so deeply that I need some time for myself. I'll keep you updated. Or, I'm dealing with some health issues. I want to take care of myself and rest now, my priorities have changed. Or, I'm burnt out I need some time off Actualized.org I don't know when I'm coming back. His silence is all together strange and I think as an audience we deserve better. Most people here have really followed Leo's work for years and are genuinely interested in his wellbeing. So after half a year I expected a more clear communication from him, a video in the blog, I don't know something. But as I've said in the first line, I totally respect his decision and I'm sure he has his reasons, but that's how it feels from the other side.

The letter: To know you are always near, though physically you may be far away, this experience can only come by your Grace. It seems impossible for me to attain it through my own efforts. Mataji's reply: You must know Him in such a way that no place remains where He is not. According to Vaishnavite terminology there is viraha and milana (separation and union). But this viraha rasa, this experience of profound yearning for God after having known union, is not like the worldly sense of separateness, which means not knowing the other, being unfulfilled. Everything comes by His Grace alone - this of course is a fact. You experience as your own the power He has vested in you. Apply it in His service to the utmost of your capability, whatever be the nature of your approach, whatever your line. - Ma Anandamayi As the Flower Sheds its Fragrance. Atmananda. Diary Leaves Part 1.(1947-1954) page 31 & 32

Most of the time this body conceals itself by the way of behavior and speech. This, in fact, is the truth. Maybe it is necessary. That is why it is happening. ~ Sri Anandamayi Ma

Kundalini is wild. I had kundalini experiences that where like psychedelic trips for days non stop. It's funny because the more you open your chakras the more they disappear. This connects also with vipassana and why they are both so connected. Yoga masters say the moment you fully make energy spin through all your chakras and nadis, you won't feel them anyomore. The same as vipassana masters say that there will be a point where everything becomes empty; and full simultaneously.

I find this dialogue to be rather amusing: Question: God has given us the sense of "I", He will remove it again. What need is there for self surrender? Answer: Why do you ask? Just keep still and do nothing. Question: How can one possibly keep still? Answer: This is why self-surrender is necessary Question: What is the means of entering the tide? Answer: To ask this question with desperate eagerness. If you say you have no faith, this body insists that you should try to establish yourself in the conviction that you have no faith. Where 'no' faith is, 'yes' is potentially there as well. Worship is not a ritual: it is an attitude; it is an experience. - Dailogue and Discourses with Ma Anandamayi.

The state in which I am talking to you, laughing and lying down; and again, the state during kirtan where there is rolling and so many other manifestations of this body, are definitely the same state. Everything is happening from that one state. Again during Puja etc. where a particular God or Goddess was worshipped, the likeness of that God or Goddess, the posture, the mudra (orientation of fingers), the energy etc. and all other things, manifested in this body in their exactness. Not that it is imagination. It is like you are evident (before me). ~ Sri Anandamayi Ma

@Yimpa Exactly like that! Where do you get all these videos from man? ahahahah

Chakras, Kabbalah, Vipassana or Bioenergetics/Psychosomatic medicine are different tools for the full dissolution of all solidities in the body-mind. Chakras: Kabbalah: (If you are interested search for Damien Echols) HD image Vipassana: Bioenergetics/Psychosomatic medicine: (Alexander Lowen Betrayal of the body, Peter Ralston Zen Body-Being) The only reason we don't feel in perpetual oneness with reality is because of the clenched like fist, body-mind we carry. Clench your fist hard now with me. It does seem there is something in there, the more you hold it, the more real it seems. Now relax and open, there never was there anything to begin with. To arrive to this full opening into centerless spatial 360º awareness, one may use any of the technologies mentioned above, depending on individual inclinations. For example, I don't recommend Kabbalah for being unnecessarily esoteric but it works. Kriya yoga/Kundalini yoga are more of a body energetic approach to dissolve the body. Vipassana is more of a mind approach. Bioenergetics is very good for a western psyche, it all makes so much more sense than oriental techniques, because the same experience is translated to your conditioning.

The Supreme duty of man is to undertake the quest for his true being, whether one takes the path of devotion, Where the 'I' is lost in the Thou' or the path of self-inquiry, in search of the true ‘I’ it is He alone who is found in the Thou as well as in the ‘I’

Red Flag Ego Backlash This is the difference between peak vertical spirituality and wide horizontal spirituality Many hippies in the 60' had the exact same realization you are having now, and turned into meditation, yoga, introspection and so on, to make it an everyday present stable and continious reality. In fact, the meditation I shared with you the other day about Michael Thaft, he has over a thousand LSD trips under his belt, which puts in the right context his whole spirtual practices. You have taken the shortcut of psychedelics and now seen its limitations, you are being disillusioned. That's good. Peaks are as important as it gets. Horizontal base and foundation of consciousness is as necessary as it gets. Can you even sit 15min in peaceful present meditation? There you have it.. what is your main spiritual practice that you hit every day? There you have it.. and you say you want to wake up? You are just kidding yourself Shadow work and personal development are also of utmost importance.

I'll explain one story about malt Some time ago I wanted my best friend to try malt. He wasn't feeling at 100% as he was struggling with kidney stones for some weeks taking medication and so on, however he really felt like it. I would probably should have thought about this more carefully honestly. The moment he takes Malt, he starts feeling bad, real bad. The situation got into a point where he was in the bathroom purging and sweating real hard. He stared at my eyes and said this sentence that I'll never forget: "Bro I feel very bad, what can I do?" To which after some thoughts of ambulance and talking with his family crossed my mind, I said trust the proccess, let's work through it and just do what the energetic proccess tells you to do, go with it. He then starts really purging out, ayahuasca style, I put arround him some chinese cream that I felt would help and it did help. Then the process went a bit down, but started again, you know like waves we all have been in a psychedelic. Strong waves and pain in the kidneys came to him. Eventually, he started feeling better and more at ease. We ended up in the garden chilling at the sky, in profound silence and satisfaction with life. He felt like a new man and happily he left my home. After giving him some indian ayurvedic medicines to help him: triphala, ashwaganda and neem; we said each other goodbye. He then told me he felt incredibly better the next day regarding his Kidney stones and 2 days after of the trip he was healthy again. Did Malt miraculously heal him? I don't know but the purge was extreme, I have to tell you that. I took a minimum ammount of 5mg, to be in the zone with him and it felt like I took 15mg just to show how intense the shared feelings of energetic unblocking where, almost like dripping from the skin of so many energy. Do I recommend it or would I do it again? Hell no, this was dangerous and unforeseen. A huge mistake that could have lead to injury due to bad chemical interactions between drugs and even death. Nonetheless, without making strong correlations, I can assure you that the trip absolutely helped him to unblock energetically the stones in the kidneys and other issues in his life. One of those stories I'll remember my whole life for sure.

Matrix is God femenine Consciousness is God masculine Consciousness and Qualia cocreate each other in perfect sexual harmony How long can you hide from yourself?

@Yimpa I would rather choose this one But mario seems funny too

Truly life transforming I was surprised by Georgia:

Don't know what to say about anyone wanting to take 100mg of Malt but this is what I found in my research: In classic 5meo, after 30mg you enter into white out territory. You won't remember anything afterwards

You can't deny that the body is a bottlneck for consciousness. Not in the ultimate sense but yes in the relative, I'm curios to know what would happen when limitations are wiped out also from the dream. It's like saying: well the screen from the videogame is already free and limitless, yes of course. But i'm playing this character, in actuality, what happens when the videogame receives a fatal crash, aka death? The screen will be chilling, but what would be the content then, that's what keeps me awake at nights, I have the intuition that a full breakthrough blast of 5meo into infinity would solve this for me, but I'm on shadow and integration now, too much awakening i've doing for years now. It's time to live those revelations

Don't take it to seriously but it's entertaining and good enough

Surely that is a factor. I experienced sex stimulation at the beggining of my use with malt but not anymore. However, you can't deny the sensuality and playfullness of malt

Yeah, I mean they seem pretty happy and satisfied with life

Yes theory is as kind as a mainstream channel can be. I think they do a great job generally but they have their own unconscious biases that they can't help but spill out in their videos. I can't judge them for that.