Davino

It's like getting hit by a truck, if it happens to you You are not gonna miss it That means you are not conscious of it in this moment If you were you would be in Awe First there is Understanding Then there is Awakening Finally there is stabilization or unbroken consciousness of a facet of Reality. For example, first you understand that this world is a dream like the ones you have at night. Then you have your first Awakening and you are absolutely in shock: OHHHH FOR REAL THIS IS A DREAM!!!! Then after many many awakenings and integration you can go your everyday life being conscious that this is a dream. There is no more materiality in your experience but just consciousness and sensations. Your whole worldview is born a new out of your moment to moment, breath to breath, blink to bling perception of existence. Does this make sense? No imagination is needed, you are just becoming conscious of what is the case. Not trying to image it into existance. It is already the case, you are just becoming aware of it. How can this be? Fun exercise! Find your nose in your visual field When you find it, that's what Awakening is like. It's always there, you weren't conscious of it. Stabilization would be living your whole life from now SEEING your nose in your visual field. Does this make sense? This is an assumption from my part but I would guess they are just intuitions, not Awakenings. Your inner self or Truth is pulsating through you and guiding you towards Infinity. Oh wait a minute, that's why this text is being manifested in your screen of consciousness also! So you get the intuition of the divine calling you, like rose perfume in a summer day and you make your way back home into Consciousness, Infinity and Love. You are doing things properly, it's just the vibe I get from you. Everything will come at it's proper time, trust your path and go for Truth. And don't worry about missing an Awakening! It's not like it will catch you daydreaming and you missed it. It will be one of the most life transforming events in your life and guess what? It's infinite so it just keeps getting more and more INFINITE. That intuition you have is not an error but a core feature of paradox, strange loops, contradictions and the nature of INFINITY. Enjoy your journey and know that you have a friend as a fellow traveller to Infinity

@vibv Didn't know the term. It's a good distinction. Thanks Then I would like to correct myself. I don't consider MDMA strictly a psychedelic but it's an entheogen for sure. For me entheogens = {psychedelics, cannabis, ketamine, MDMA, Salvia, Datura...} I define an Entheogen as a substance that changes significantly your state of consciousness, mind and body sensations.

@NoSelfSelf Yes, that's what I am doing. That's the main dish. I go to the source. I was just wondering to see if there were other ways, atlhough more indirect, that could give me insights. Particularly on how women behave with other women, which is very difficult to spot as you are a man and that makes it impossible. That's something I'm fascinating to see by the series; the women to women interactions, particularly in a group of friends. In the same way man to man interactions in an only male group are unique, so much so that just the presence of a women would break the spell.

Yes, it's crucial and you are doing a great job. I encourage you to go on, I did many many years of intense deconstruction and I still do. However sometimes it can create shadows and the tool can be ineffective for understanding certain situations. Yes, that's why I'm interested in understanding the feminine, so that I don't create a shadow out of it. It's inmense the collective shadow there is towards the other sex, which ends up making that half of the population doesn't understand the other half and viceverse. I know that unless I put deliberate work, philosophy and consciousness in it, I'm doomed to the same destiny. I see that as good! It's the innate pulse of life towards holism, interconnection and completeness. Yes, it was surprisingly profound honestly. That type of approach to sex and human relationships is as rare as an unicorn. It recontextualizes the whole thing. The out of context played into the higher meta context.

If I use language everyday does that mean I know the grammatic rules which make it behave the way they do?🤔 Or maybe on top of using consciously language everyday I can get other sources of informartion, series, new perspectives and so on. Perhaps it's because I love language so much and use it every day that my affection for it grew so profoundly that lead me to write this post. I know your sleight of hand, so don't bother.

I feel it's kind of hard to talk about this with men. I think women would know better honestly and feel identified easier with some media or the other. That reflects their inner psychology. So if you are a man, beware before posting. You have a dick, that's the hole issue, not a vagina. Thanks

@integral Thanks for the recommendation, I'll check the book. Do you happen to know a visual content on the matter?

@Keryo Koffa You're on a deconstruction phase. That's fine. Once you do it till death you will see some things stay firm. One of it is feminine and masculine. However, most surely, radically Recontextualized. Also consider this is the sexuality sub forum not the spiritual. I've myself done that many times on my past posts and discussions. I'm just interested in getting to know the other sex better, not a denial of it, a deconstruction of it, a manipulation of it or whatever you may conjure. I want to feel closer to women, get inside their mind and hearts and see what's in there. How is it like to be a woman?

@Kid A So it's impossible to make an accurate serie, film or book for women, about women and describing the feminine condition? Bullshit It's hard? YES! That's why I made this post to find those rare gems as well as posting myself a rare gem. Go check that series in netflix, you'll be surprised to get such an insider perspective on women.

@NoSelfSelf I love understanding feminine psychology because I love women, full stop. Not to manipulate them into my bed lmao. I'm a man so I don't know how it's like to be inside a women psyche. I'm just so curious to see how the rest 50% of the population lives, thinks and feels.

My family used to tell me that I talked like a sixtyish man. Then I did something stupid and the line blurred. So it can also be the other way around; a mature being who struggles to be an innocent careless child. That can also happen. In either way, it's always easier to follow nature's developmental flow.

I just finished my 4th year in University with great success. It's weird how even though I don't like it, doing excellent work and pushing through challenges is very rewarding. Moreover, University gives me meaning, which summer feels devoided of it. In this way, I realize how crucial it is to have this sense of Purpouse in life. One year more to go and my life path will start. Excited and Scared!

@shree It's interesting to see that trips don't fall on potency. Maybe your metabolism is different or maybe also you are getting the taste of psychedelic consciousness and how to navigate it. How do I feel? What does my body tell me? Is it okay if I don't sleep? Maybe in this state of consciousness sleep is not needed, I rest in Consciousness. Or maybe my body is feeling tired, overstimulated and just wants to fall back into homeostasis?

Remember it's fine if it takes more time. Don't push yourself through health for a deadline. Long Life to the Alien Queen

No brakes are needed in consciousness what comes we let it come and what goes we let it go

Why making that distinction then? Why targetting the Subconscious Mind? So much so that you birth the course with that name. It's weird to present it as subconscious mind, then I ask you what are you pointing to and you say it's just a label, we can say mind. I want to understand this targetting because the title is usually the essence of the course. What is Subconscious Mind?

Thank you for providing such high-quality answers. I'm still in awe about this Mystery Awakening

I was contemplating on the nature of understanding. At some point it hit me, is there an irreducible mystery? It presented to me like a hidden trunk inside the pool of Infinity, which its nature was to forever be a Mystery This weird awakening felt like breaking my mind I kept walking and going about my day with a broken mind.

So programming the inner mechanics of my Mind And then execute them in real life Okay that is a course you would make I found the title a bit obtuse

Real Love is Scary Love is Radical It's egoless while loving ego

@Keryo Koffa Those are amazing questions I've also asked myself. I've realized the How for any Awakening is simply: A shit lot of CONSCIOUSNESS

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@Leo Gura What do you mean by Subconscious Mind?

Yes, that's one way the exercise she proposed could unfold!

The Persistence of Memory by Salvador Dali Observe it quite some time, what seems a mistake is a genius hint. It really plays with the unconscious