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Sorry it was a brainfart. She's called strawberry 🍓 Although her belly seems more fluid than solid

@Shawn Philips This is an important discovery for you. Maybe you're a family guy and now you know that. Be glad for this eye opening experience. I can empathise with you because yesterday I poignantly discovered that having kids would make me miserable. So it's very important to discover that about oneself. It's a huge decision. For me these are the three basic questions for living the good human life. What is my job? Do I want a partner? Do I want kids?

@justsomeguy I was looking at one of my cats and feeling its godhood, long eye to eye contact. Then I wanted to make her God Aware and she meowed me in a way like saying: let me be a cat. Then I got it, like that's what being God actually means, I'm a fucking cat, that's my existence and my sovereignty. Why do I wanna change God? I wanna love God as it is. I scratched its belly and went about my day.

@Leo Gura I think the term unconsciousness is very useful when put into proper context. Maybe you prefer the term unawareness but it's pretty clear one can become much more conscious, so how are we gonna call that gap? Like the moment you become conscious of a figment of reality and Realize; Oh! I've been unconscious about this the whole time but it was always already here. It's so obvious.This kind of stuff. We are unconscious of many things, that's the truth. We are unconscious of consciousness. So second order consciousness can be self conscious or unconscious. Don't throw it all away because then the assumption is made: I'm maxed out and as there is no unconscious, I can't become more conscious. We don't want that misconception to happen.

@Breakingthewall Formlessness is just one facet. Stop intoxicating yourself with it as if it were the end all of Awakening. It's a local maximum, get over it, you are at the top of the mountain, nice! You got 10 more to climb

I write this thread in case you could give me advice on how do you use your phone to grow yourself? I'm over the phase of demonizing my phone, I wanna use it consciously so that it works for me.

If I do a hypothetical trace back of this historical error in my mind I think it went something like this. Some group of masters/students realized that if there was not thought one could enter into altered states of consciousness. Therefore, they decided to throw the baby out with the bathwater.

What is realistically sought with all this is called: Mind discontinuity. I heard this concept first with U. G. Krishnamurthy. It's like breaking the continual chain through mechanism of the mind and it's replaced by conscious mind use. That is, when you use a computer you turn it on and calculate with it and when not it's switched off. So you can think a lot and very deeply for hours, but when thinking is not needed, mind disappears as if it never even existed and you attention flows into all other present sensations. They say it's mind mastery, you think the mind but mind doesn't think you. Impurities like compulsive thinking, craving and aversion over truth, and all high qualities are to be cultivated within the mind. But throwing the mind is like throwing a leg, no need, learn to walk properly instead of running into walls, that's all.

Only fools prefer being right than being true. Intellectual Integrity 101

Any of Leo's video is a guided inquiry for psychedelics. Really try it. For hands on experience, these two: If you want a meta experience in your psychedelic trip:

@Nivsch It's easy to see levels from below (once you have the framework well studied and contrasted). However it's hard to see levels beyond yourself, as you haven't lived through them. You may not know how evolved they are, and in Tier one, you may not recognise them even as more mature.

Happy to hear that. Looking forward to an intelligent conversation.

@Keryo Koffa True, I forgot that breakthrough where you almost lost it. How's that going? And yes I do think about how you're doing and who you are. Kinda observing you from the clouds like a national geographic documentary. It was nice to learn more about where you're at right now. What are your next steps in your Awakenings?

@Keryo Koffa It seems your post are less conscious and intelligent now; in comparison with your phase of heavy psychedelic use, I can tell. Although now you're funnier and more artistic, which is also great. Just wanted to point it out, in case you hadn't noticed yourself. It's been a while since you blew my mind with one of your post and that used to be common with your trip reports coming every week. I still remember one about a swimming pool, that was top tier. I guess it's the integration wave, after so much growth and consciousness. I understand it, but kinda miss your psychonaut self. Now I have the feeling I'm seeing the bigger picture of who you actually are, instead of my partial image about you.

He also talked about it in the explaining how psychedelic works. Explaining all phenomena as a dj table set and twisting different knobs, colours, experience, sound etc change and the the central knob being consciousness. Moreover, I remember Leo using the knob analogy in his poetic description of God Consciousness

Oh, I experience other effects with K I don't feel like socializing with it, at all

Surely, I've done a shit tone of work with Malt. I consider them both extremely potent and I couldn't see my path without both in my closet.

Can Ketamine be plugged? Has anyone tried?

It's even better being naked in wild nature, taking a bath in the river and eating fruit berries for sustaining your life

Even better if you picked the wooden stick from the forest you're walking inside of.

Lmao Is it a joke?

@r0ckyreed You have fallen into a trap. It's fine I also did. Wanted to avoid you that, but seems you'll have to grow through it.

Most definitely Malt Although if you want the real one time mind fuck, full breakthrough in 5meo. But it would freak it most newbies. So Malt is very beginner friendly while being extremely radikal. Moreover, after working with Malt the transition to 5meo breakthrough is very manageable.

@Chadders Yes, I understand. You'll have to experiment by yourself. I feel very comfortable with 5meos and social interactions. I'm sharp, clear, awake and compassionate. I can read the vibe and surf all situations. With classic Psychedelics, I'm still better at it but the experience is more intense. Like more background noise and I may get too pulled into the drama of the moment. Still very much improved. With other substances like alcohol, just a very mild improvement, probably due to the lack of inhibition and easier flow state. However, with weed I become quite awkwardly social. Cannabis reduces my interaction skills quite a lot and I usually become uncalibrated around people. So you never know, go test on yourself and see how you feel. Once you get a taste of that state, flowing with other people, try to access it naturally without any substance. May it be a preview that inspired you to do the actual work of improving yourself and mastering the social domain of life. So be it.