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@Pro24 I'm in this dilemma right now. I've fallen sick out of nowhere and have work to do but I'm not feeling like it.

@Ulax Vipassana works good for purification. Contrast it with do nothing to get the expansive side at the end of each session. Complement it with kundalini/kriya yoga and it will speed up the whole process

In Awakening: each end is a new beginning Reality is a Strange Loop, this is one of the most mind-boggling realizations you can cognize

I'm a very innocent man. Donald Trump quote

I recently had a breakthrough in my understanding of procrastination. What is procrastination, and why does procrastination exist in the first place? (Transcript of my audio notes) So I've discovered that procrastination is a feedback mechanism. So before I used to cognize procrastination as a bad thing, You know, like the feeling that it gave me and the pain, all the suffering that it went with it. But now I've realized that it's the other way around, procrastination, the bad feeling that it gives: it's a blessing. Why? Because it is guiding me towards what I should be doing, towards my duty, towards my purpose. The fact that procrastination feels bad is a wonderful thing. Because if procrastination felt good, you would do nothing with your life. And you would stagnate, life would stagnate. But as life is a continuous cycle of evolution, consciousness and intelligence, it's ever seeking greater perfection. Procrastination is seen in this bigger context as a tool for the human psyche to discern what it should be doing. Because just by observing the fact that you're procrastinating (that you should be doing something and you're not doing it) feels bad. See? That sensation is like a betrayal to yourself. And in fact, the more that task accumulates in your duties and in your mind, the more you will feel bad about it. So it is in this context that procrastination is extremely, extremely useful. Because just by listening to that bad feeling and observing what happens when you break through and push through the initial resistance of doing that task, you actually feel wonderful. You actually feel realized. You actually feel meaningful. You feel powerful. You know? You feel powerful while the other way around, you feel bad and you feel weak. Isn't it so?

Where can I find this?

@The Renaissance Man Raw determination, if you love what you do, If you are willing to go through the pain and grind of it; you'll eventually succeed. It's this inner roar in your soul that explotes in resilience and pushes through everything. Tap into it. It's crazy because what I care most about is mysticism yet that's probably the 15% of my day. The rest I'm doing tangential activities so that ten years from now I'll be able to be a full time mystic. You gotta connect the points in your mind and have a wild vision. I imagine myself at home not giving a fuck about anything but the crazy awakening I'm experiencing that nobody has yet realized. You gotta make that sweet dream in your mind to fuel your life. It feels good immediately and remember it's the little joys of life. Appreciating yourself for the work you are doing, for who you are becoming and loving yourself and reality. Being kind and loving, balanced and responsible in your duties. In few words, living the Good Life.

Meh, I disagree. He mostly wrote the letters or Epistles but contributing him the whole system is grosely unacurate I'm curious to know why do you believe Paul is responsible for the christian system? I'm open-minded about your perspective

I takes time for Awakenings to permeate every corner of your psyche, mind and body. You may set the best conditions for a plant to blossom but just as much as you can support and facilitate any organic happening. We are talking about full integration, it's a long journey no matter if you take a plane.

@The Renaissance Man Mentors can become great catalysts for the area you are working with. It's very desirable to find one. Although the mentor has to see a spark in you for the magic to happen. I've benefited from mentors my whole life and I strongly believe it has played a central role in my success. In whatever area I want to delve into I associate with the best, don't be cheap, it will cost you more in the long run. It's great to have that teacher-to-student connection where both of you love the craft. From languages to martial arts and to my academic studies, mentors have allowed me to bypass traps, become proficient and enjoy the journey. This is the reason why I'm in the Forum, to learn closely from Leo. I recognise the best when I see them, hence the association happens.

It's interesting to observe how Jesus Christ is Social Construct in real time. This whole thread is but a proof of it!

Understanding identification is not enough for Awakening beyond body/mind. Imagine a room has been left untouched for two decades, it certainly has many dust accumulated. Let's say dust stops getting accumulated (full revelation of the identification mechanisms) you still have to clean up the mess. For that, serious sadhana has to be performed. Cleaning the psychosoma from its biomemory, unblocking all energies and finally the unknotting of the egoic separate self. This is the way; and it will take at least half the time it took to get dirty

In the future some smart ass will say

@The Renaissance Man Yes! It's quite a relief when you finally get it

@integration journey Never tried it. I should order some. However I'm not feeling inclined to trip lately. My last trip I had to force myself because it was almost two months without Tripping and was very pleased to take it after all. I consider as harmful to overtrip as it is to undertrip.

The whole problem with your question is that it comes exactly from within the problem, which is body mind identification. You ground your sense of Reality into your body and humanity. Till the realization comes that the human is not the ground of your being but an expression or instrument of it, you will not discover the answer to your questions. What is the answer to your question? Infinite Imagination This has to be realized. There are many ways to experience the Awakening of transcending the body/mind and many others to stabilise it as your everpresent Reality.

Consider also the role identification plays. It is important to really independently contemplate this phenomenon. There are two main schools of approach. The first one contracts identity to 0. The second one expands identity to Infinity. I feel more comfortable with the second and that has been my approach. Right now ponder what you consider as I. Let's say the body, the thoughts, the emotions, the memories, the breathing, the organs and cells, digestion etc. All of this complex and multifaceted functions you consider as I. Now try to cognise all the happenings in the macrocosm, all that is going on, the weather, the sounds, shapes, movement, temperatures, humans, animals, architecture etc. Try to become conscious that it's equally I. In the same way it is in the microcosm of your human Self, so it is in the macrocosm of The Universe. This cognition helps to unhook yourself from body-mind identification.

Through vipassana and Kundalini for baseline. Through DMT and Salvia for peak. You feel glued to the body because mind/consciousness is condensed like a tight fist around the body. It's like a multilayer compressed cake. If you are able to melt this layers (by love) or burn them (by understanding, awareness or raw consciousness) then your consciousness will unclutch from the body and become expansive as the sky. The wrapping will be removed and you'll find yourself in a state where Consciousness has no outter limits or bounds, it goes on forever. Try to become aware of the limit of your perception right now. Imagine that wall breaks and it expands for Infinity.

Leo have you thought about posting audio notes in the blog? Like casual personal reflections and contemplations in audio I would like to see how you work behind the scenes

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I was gonna point that out also but there's plenty of men that still remain ignorant about these mechanics despite extensive exposure. It is clear that both theoretical understanding and first hand experience are necessary to tackle the issue of feminine vs masculine

@mmKay You raise good points in the beginning but I disagree with your preference for outside understanding. How is someone from the outside gonna understand better than you how it is to be yourself? The intimacy and directness is invaluable. Self bias gets in the way but you have something to be biased about your first hand experience. While the other way around you only have second hand experience/observation which may be even more biased and filtered; like what others say about who you are.

You are ignorant of your ignorance. Go read 20 books on sexuality. For example, the ones from Leo's booklist. Comeback and read this post. Ask yourself in what ways was I right? In what ways was I wrong?

We'll have an Actualized.org web reform before he updates his profile pic