Davino

@Keryo Koffa I train MMA and I'm telling you that kick is insane. The punch is bellow average though.

@Javfly33 I am a vacuum cleaner and torture monkey videos. I'm the day and the night. I'm my lights and shadows. I'm all good and all bad, all caring and all hateful killing. I'm the most soulful sex and the most despicable rape. I have no beginning and I'm all beginnings, I am a particular beginning and a particular end. I am this room, I am the sky, I am the mountains, I am the sea. I am all music and all silence. I am all humans, all animals, all aliens, all planets and galaxies. I'm all colours, all sensations, all modes of being, states of consciousness, life forms and possible experiences. I am all that Imagination could dream of. I'm Pure Unmediated Consciousness. Totally Sovereign Self Contained God. Oh, yeah and a vacuum cleaner. Bruuuuuuuuuuum Cleaning ignorance since my deathbirth Davino

@Emerald Thanks for sharing. I've always wondered how highly conscious femenine Spirituality would look like. I recognise deeply the role that my humanity makes in the large scope of my living time, as a matter of fact I know that no transcendence is possible without a holistic embrace of my life as limited form. There's a lot to do in the embodied realms of existence, which can be tremendously divine and natural. Although I wound invite you to consider why this is an "or" "or" situation instead of an "and" "and" situation. I've always had this crazy idea that you can do everything in life. It goes in pendulum and now maybe you are in the phase of profound presence and playing God's Game but that doesn't close the door to Infinite Awakenings, Infinite Truth, Infinite Love, Infinite Consciousness, Infinite Perfection, Infinite Self-Understanding, Infinite God... So make me understand why it has been the case for you that playing the game has become the new spiritual meaning? And why you've decided to close the trascendental door?

I agree It takes a quite rare beast to love truth more than sanity, confort or pain. There's some "broken" humans in the good way around here. I salute you

Surely, I can see how that life could work quite well for me also. Maybe even better for many things. I just wanna give an honest shot to making a relationship a work. I feel it can be a very meaningful endeavour and way of life.

@Leo Gura such a classic meme of yours

Lmao Touché

Then you don't love Truth You love the truth that you can bear

No, it's shooting yourself in the foot. It's self deception.

If it works for you and is sustainable over time

You haven't discovered Solipsistic sex yet? Connection in my romantic relationship has skyrocketed after Solipsism. Looking at her eyes is such a profound experience now, no condom, no separation, Pure Connection, One. Moreover, my girl helped me keep my sanity through my multi day Solipsistic Awakening. Also consider that the ultimate Why for all that is It's because it is so From this, all happens

What about grace? I think it does play a role. Sometimes grace can hit you like a lightning bolt

@Husseinisdoingfine Hope you are taking care of yourself brother I have you in my mind and in my heart Better times will come, all storms end and the sun will shine again

@r0ckyreed Genetics mean the space of your human possibilities. Yes it's immense but it also has limits. No amount of work ethic will turn you into an eagle or a jellyfish.

No blame Self acceptance

It is not but it does have serious consequences. If I had a job during my Solipsistic crisis I would have been fired out. I wasn't functional for a few days, that's the price of Awakening or Enlightenment, you may hit such s colossal Realization that it will knock you out of your ordinary life for quite some time.

What you have seen you can't unsee but you can mostly stop the process of seeing more by will

Yes, it seems to be a personal preference. I'm a very solitary individual but I seem to prefer sharing my life with a femenine energy. All other human interactions are optional for me, but having a wife... I kinda wanna have that in my life. It's the perfect equilibrium for me. I satisfy my human needs with one profound intimate relationship and that's all. Otherwise fully alone wouldn't be the perfect fit and going social mode would be horrible for me. So having a wife, a home and some pets is a fulfilling life in my case. You gotta find that for you. You can't swap parents unluckily

Women are much more But in this case it's just pussy hunting It doesn't seem he found the love of his life. He got infatuated with her form, that's all.

I don't want to conflate the human vessel with consciousness. Right now consciousness takes the form of body, ego mind, but also of this screen, the room, all the objects within it, sounds, breathing is happening and so on. This is a state of Consciousness, a permutation consciousness can be in within Infinity and is itself Infinite and self contained. Consciousness interacts with Itself, in counterintuitive, intelligent and experiential ways. It seems that body and human mind plays a central factor in filtering consciousness, in the same way wearing red glasses makes the world red, your body mind makes the world human and survival oriented. There are Infinite states Consciousness can be, with all properties and qualities possible. Here I would say consciousness, awareness, truthfulness, love, presence, spaciousness, holism, intelligence, divinity, Perfection, Godliness, Infinity... constitute desirable and higher qualities, because the opposite lead to self deception. I cannot bring any other explanation than this should be realized as self explanatory and inherently Good. To further investigate this topic I would reference this three videos:

@Husseinisdoingfine This one is rough, direct and loving. A perfect fit for this situation.

Sending you love brother❤️ I also dislike my degree. In fact, I wished I was stupid enough so that they would have kicked me out long time ago to pursue a major that suited me like psychology or philosophy. I was intelligent enough to pass which made me complacent to long suffering and heart breaking inner dissonance. I many times wished I would have failed before so that I would have been forced to take a path aligned with my strengths and values. So you had the blessing I asked for. Take advantage of it. This is a gift in disguise, may you see it as an opportunity! Don't fall into the sunk cost fallacy. A retreat in time is a victory. You are one decision away of living a more fulfilling life. Lots of Love brother ❤️

@shubhamsharma Fasting works wonders with me. I had to leave it due to health reasons. I discovered there is a kind of sweet spot with fasting, where more is not better. Although it's true that it comes in waves and you may catch a second wind if you push through. 30 day water fast sound too much honestly. Work your way up and see how your body responds.

@Javfly33 So it was because of a pussy after all. You quit Awakening for women? Well I respect that. I can see why living with a woman may be that important, it is very important for me, but you gotta have your priorities straight. When the conversation between truth seeking and keeping my relationship with my girlfriend came up; I told her I wouldn't hesitate at all to choose Truth. She is fine with that, so I love her. In Hinduism there is saying: Facing your wife is becoming a real human being Facing yourself is becoming God