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So recently i deconstructed how LSD works. 1. I went to bed and fell asleep 2. The start of me viewing my sleeping dream started at exactly the same time i took LSD as my ego/parallel self in another dimension/dream. This ego/another version of myself was still living in my previous country in my grandma's house with my mom, in different life circumstances. 3. Notice, that me viewing the dream of my parallel ego/self started at exactly the time when my parallel ego took "LSD" . Meaning higher consciousness/Higher self/ Awareness as myself entered the dream of this parallel ego self, meaning it's like God/another awareness entering a human dream. 4. 10 seconds after i entered the dream of my parallel self as "viewing awareness" , the window shutters materialized in the house on the windows and instantly slammed shut. This was a sign that i made my presence known but also because of bad enviroment i was in as awareness, this was a sign that the ego in the parallel world knew that his reality entered LSD state/higher consciousness state. 5. Window shutters slammed shut and it scared the ego so hard, the ego ran in fear to another version of my mom laying in bed with her, it lied in bed with his mom and wanted the lsd to stop and go back to normal. I was viewing/looking at this ego from above, realizing that the reason this all is happening is because the ego is creating its own reality by itself because "ME AS AWARENESS/EGO ARE BECOMING ONE" THIS IS WHY INTENTION/GOOD PLACE/CIRCUMSTANCES ARE SO IMPORTANT!!! BECAUSE IT'S LITERALLY YOU CALLING UPON GOD/your higher self. THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULD PLACE UTMOST IMPORTANCE ON THESE THINGS WHEN YOU TAKE LSD: PERFECT/CLEAN ENVIROMENT , ENERGETICALLY CLEAN ENVIROMENT, DON'T CALL UPON GOD WHEN YOU'RE NOT FEELING WELL. AFTER INGESTING LSD SIT IN PRAYER POSITION DURING TRANSITION AND 30MIN AFTER TRANSITION.. tHIS IS ALL YOU MAKING YOURSELF READY FOR GOD TO RESIDE IN CLEANLINESS/PURITY AND GOOD ENVIROMENT, MEANING YOUR EXPERIENCE WILL BE MUCH BETTER.
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@LifeEnjoyer Yes, it's a good way to awaken or break the reality you're in. It's like a form of god realization, after this experience it was very hard to come back and i threw everything away. I have experienced many things since then without the usage of any drug, basically breaking the limits of my own mind naturally and experiencing miracles or higher energies/chakras etc. If i would do it again, i would make sure i don't have a job and i would live in some cost free place that is paid and alone by myself like owning a house/tinyhouse/camper. And make sure my costs of living are nominal/non existent. All these things would place less stress and more surrendering on me, making me explore that state even more. So if i would win a lottery, i would definitally in the future do this again. The only problem about that state, is that it felt very eternal and like the game has stopped and that it was over. Just imagine , i'm standing outside in my yard and i can literally control how things can look like. I'm standing and i hear the same dove making the same sound, i'm like wtf why is it exactly the same every time? Then i look up, and i hear this dove flapping its wings and making dove sound flying above my head. In like replay motion. Meaning it played for like 5-10 sec. Then after 1 minute it replied again like a loop. And it kept happening. I was literally like some god, breaking time/reality/constructs.
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Be careful from the stories that i've heard. like the man living for 30 years another life and being conscious there. This story makes it seem like salvia has samadhi qualities, which basically can make you experience another dream for 30 years or thousands of years etc. Remember consciousness doesn't know what time is. Imagine if you become trapped in some human hell reality
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Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Keryo Koffa Yeah i know, and the windows got placed at the exact same place as i saw them in another dimension before they appeared. I know i'm creating all this, since my own ego mind is GOD playing in a seperate reality that is my own. I'm at a current stage of consciousness/realization that i sometimes create my own miracles with intention using my imagination/mind. You can send me a pm for stories and if you want to know how -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
My neighbours house had windows and there was a teddybear hanging out of the window when i woke up in a new reality/dimension when i fell asleep on LSD. I deconstructed reality in nothingness and woke up in a new dimension reality where my neighbourse house had windows when they actually didn't have windows before. And now in my present/stable reality they suddenly have windows that can be opened, when they never did. Basically it was always like this -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Write what you see and experience here
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So quick story short, Summary - Had so much stomach pain,decided to take 100mcg lsd p1 to stop the pain, because i knew in higher states of mind there is no pain. - Fell asleep - Deconstructed reality in my mind in nothingness, with this realization/knowing i woke up - Reality was different, my mind was controlling a lot of things. -feet, hands are perfect/devine , on every thing that i stepped changed with some energy patterns - Reality was changed and stable, for example my neighbours house had a white big teddybear hanging out of the window, when they (can't ) even open this window. It was built perfectly, no difference between real/unreal. - Decided to take my phone to make a picture, for some reason it was saying battery is low. - DECIDED TO PLUG IT IN TO RECHARGE, SAYS "YOUR PHONE IS TOO WET" CAN'T RECHARGE. And i never have had this error message before. So my request on behalf of all members is for @Leo Gura , to pin this thread. So we can research this topic further, and for members to try to make a "picture" in higher states of mind/consciousness. You can make a picture from your new realiy for example when you have noticed, that it is not actually in your reality like with the window thing.
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Jowblob replied to Merkabah Star's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Stop fear mongering about trump in your blogs or posts, life is dream. You have a dement person as a U.S president, that says enough about people that are living in your country. It's either him or trump, deal with it. And as far trump, i can see that he is reasonably conscious/aware person. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It is simple, the state he was in wasn't extraordinary and his purpose/will was to record himself watching his hands in non duality (if he was even in non duality ) so that's totally different then my purpose was. If he would be in a new reality like i was, where you don't see the difference between real/hallucination and new objects being stable just as in this reality he wouldn't be able to record. I think the reason for this like others have mentioned has to do with protecting his ego, or getting back to his normal reality with his ego just how it previously was. Having a picture from other reality might be dangerous/self harming -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Carl-RichardPerhaps this picture can give you a better understanding, the only freewill we have is the freewill god is giving us or ascension to higher levels of mind. The ego is nothing more then a gods tool to experience life at certain understandings, the idea's that ego might produce is only used by god to create. Ego creates nothing. Just to give you an example, if i would describe myself i'm at stage 3E. I have life force/ecstasy running through my body at certain times, i can balance heal/chakra's. And i don't claim this as "mine" it is god doing it through me. I have these abillities right now, and when you have it and feel the life force/ecstasy running through your workday you will have more empathy for others, because you understand and they don't. It's all a blessing by god, don't think your ego or your ego mind is giving you all this. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Carl-Richard Be careful with your words. Don't try to ascribe your pathetic psychological views on consciousness. Ultimately it is all happening in your imagination. It is all consciousness manifesting itself as everything all at once. And everybody has their own story. Does it matter for your story? Maybe yes. We should just not be ignorant to the story of others. Because it‘s also true and part of your story -
I want to learn meditation, specially kriya yoga. Anyone knows good books?
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So i remember in the past before i even knew about spirituality/psychedelics/psychology/getting into godly states/non duality etc. , i was left brain dominant. I did these tests many times, and i was always left brain dominant. Now i did the same test again, because i saw it again on facebook and i was right brain dominant. Then i look the difference between being left and right brain dominant, left brain dominant= materialistic brain , right brain dominant = more consciousness/god based brain. Do these short tests for yourself and find out. 1# https://www.buzzfeed.com/sarahaspler/notice-first-in-images-left-brained-or-right-brained 2#
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Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@OldManCorcoran thanks for sharing -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@OBEler Yes try it, if you witness an material object having another form / the object is replaced by another form and is stable , indistinguishable from illussion/reality. Try to make a picture of it. For example: The chair in your room, suddenly has another stable form of an chair and it looks just as real as the chair from your present reality. Try to make a picture of it -
I could do the same when i was left brain dominant and could make them go both directions. But now it seems impossible for some reason @integral i know what you mean, it goes to right/left for a short time and all the time. Had this experience before. I think in non duality when your mind has more control it doesn't matter, because your mind will control how she moves.
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Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@OBEler If you've done LSD or meditated for a long time, people will always describe this 1st level of reality change that appears wavy/dreamy/non dual state. The non dual state represents consciousness/God to some level, which means God is experiences/appearances/hallucinations itself. When i was in state of consciousness/mind that i could drink milk forever without the glass getting empty, do you think technical devices should also "work properly". Ofcourse not!! Because your mind starts recognizing itself as consciousness = "no stability" , so if you would look in the mirror and your face is changing that is just your current mind commanding for new apperances to happen in consciousness. Watch this short clip, the girl talking on the laptop. First you watch her as being in the "movie", but ones your mind loses "stability and becomes fluid" you will witness that you're the one creating the reality all around you and suddenly she/you speaks to yourself. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@An young being Again a bunch of nonsense, do you realize your current reality is also a "delusion/hallucination"? Or are you denying that? I don't know what you consider the "hard" rules of reality, but there's a lot of things that you can change and experience yourself at a cost of not having "others". Let me tell you that the "ego" or "i" or the witness will mostly always be there, what will change is your understanding and the level of your mind , the "you" doesn't change. So don't be shook, ones you realize what you were doing to yourself and that you were always there. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I know and i have experienced this, the memory is experience itself and is always there. The more you raise yourself, the more memory/intelligence/understanding unlocks. Usually in these states you can't really change anything, because you realize everything is already perfect. Dumb/smart/enlightened versions of yourself are being taken care of by yourself, meaning you can't really change much because it will affect all other future/past versions of yourself. So in a sense , reality is just "IS" -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You're not pointing me anywhere, because you don't know from which level of mind i'm speaking to you. Like i've said you're still thinking with your linear materialistic mind, and that is because you didn't have enough awakenings/realizations yet. You're one of the guys that thinks "the car just breaks" , that "god just breaks" . Let me tell ya, ones you becomes realized enough your car will never break. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah for sure, suddenly a software/hardware bug occured after years and exactly during my trip/in the trip. I think you should go trip more because you have no clue or idea what God is, and because of this i am in belief now that your trip "embodying christ consciousness" was a bunch of imaginary nonsense that you have written up, because it didn't help you in anyway to unlock or improve your mind. -
Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@shreeDid you even read what i've said, i have this phone for years and it never happend. Only during the trip/reality deconstruction!!! Your message is an indication how clueless you are about reality to be honest. You're still thinking with your linear materialistic mind. So your "embodying christ consciousness trip" was of no help to you i guess -
From my previous experience 11:11 usually means, you're on the right path/confirmation/change is coming
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Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think you were "allowed" is because there is was no difference from your real reality, and the reality in higher state. If you're so conscious that you notice for example that in your new "reality" a building has different window color or something is hanging from it or the building suddenly has an antenna that just looks as normal as in your "real reality" then i think you won't be allowed to record. Most things that people see are imaginary that takeform or shape or materialization that you can clearly see is imaginary. But when you clearly notice that a building has a different window or an object isn't supossed to be there , then this is clearly a different story. And don't say "i wouldn't give it much thought anyway" , beause this response is what "god" would say to keep himself deluded in the dream And that's what you're actually doing right now.