Jowblob

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  1. You cant kill yourself, stop playing games
  2. Reminds me of my trips, how god (me) placed certain items or pee bucket in certain places to help me. Thats why i said a while ago, god is already taking care of you at all times and god does it with balance to experience life in equality between good and bad and rich and poor
  3. god doesnt help anyone, there is only 1 god and others are part of your creation/will in your own dream
  4. @eggopm3 Funny enough i've only experienced time slowed 1x on LSD and it was my first time doing it on a low dose. Basically my friend puffed smoke out of his mouth in slow motion, and it was moving in slow motion. This just proofs that you're the only one that projects consciousness, just as i've seen at the highest state of consciousness i have ever been... There is only 1 dream chooser and it is god, not sure how it works with others though.
  5. You guys need to learn how to differentiate between different consciousness states, just because god is in you doesn't actually mean that you're all powerfull and mighty being. All of you are walking sacks of feces thinking that you know everything. If we would meet in real life, it would be all talk and you wouldnt do or project anything because your consciousness state doesnt allow that. All this talk puts a lot of shame on great masters like Haidakhan babaji, with a lot of evidence and proof on what he did. This just shows what is possible to achieve in physical dream body, but you all are not even close to that level you just love pretending like you know anything. The one and only who is responsible for your awakening is your higher self that is in the now, as long as you're in my dream you're not awake just as i am.
  6. Stopping time is possible under psychedelics if god wills it, this is nothing to god. I feel like this is some kind of synchronicity, i keep seeing posts about time stoppage and i also want to do couple of trips outside for research purposes... Seeing everything frozen in time would be indeed a big liberation from suffering but not the ultimate one. The ultimate liberation is when you know you're dead and there will be no difference walking on or in the water.
  7. It's all meaningless talk, it is you who is trying to structure reality but you're upset that it doesnt work. It is you the ego that tries to be god with no avail. None of you have clue what god is.
  8. Bunch of bs, everything is up to god, the experience we have is up to god also. A bunch of meaningless and pointless talk that is not gonna help anyone.
  9. Exactly, real awakening is knowing that you're dead in a human form then all boundaries are gone. Razard has too much of an ego just as we do and he operates at a certain level where he gets insights (hopefully sober) but razard you must know that god is an illusion and each illusion is build on top of eachother for infinity so whatever you claim can always be seen from different perspectives thus a new reality is created, you're putting too much limits on god and i think that is because you trip alone, if you would trip with your friend the friend would be able to take the form/spirit of god to make you understand more. Even solipsism is a limit on god that you create
  10. Do you guys have any insights from meditation/drugs/god on how the dream ends when you're still in human form. #1 The insight that i got and experienced is that you keep getting more and more conscious until your exit point and you stop being human. Then as god you construct a new dream life. #2 I have also experienced god as being fully automatic, for some reason everything happens automatically and it acts on behalf what is best for it considering its situation and all the knowledge like an AI
  11. @The0Self Can you clarify, do you become awake of the dream while in the physical body first, or do you merge with god? In what position do you become fully aware of the dream and become immortal. And why is god fully automatic like nothing is controlling it but at the same time something does?
  12. The audio vibration sound is the change in frequency, during lsd you're changing frequency all the time. Everything is alive, and this aliveness operates at a certain frequency/vibration. The vibration is what gives the appearance to different consciousness levels, in higher consciousness everything is simplicity and the vibration is used to distinquish everything and give it a certain consciousness level
  13. Looking for very advanced books on god realization/spirituality that will raise my consciousness. They must be on audible or audiobooks so i can listen instead of reading.
  14. Ive read tom campbell and hawkins books, tom campbells books are nothing compared to his hour long interviews where everything becomes much clearer. Gonna look into others, thanks
  15. LSD p1 meditation, lots of research , and becoming god, and letting god work through you. Lsd will be the most helpfull, here's couple pointers i can give. Takd lsd p1: clear all thoughts, turn on your favorite video about guru or master and focus your intention of letting go off this body while looking at tv screen. You must have a desire about understanding who this person is on tv for example. Then if you're luckey, you will notice that your thoughts are coming out of nowhere telling you some insane advanced stuff about the person youre watching. Even the dreams that you dream, you don't have free will in them , the dreams that you dream are simillar and connected to your waking dream consciousness you operate at. Leo's mistake was believing that you're god in your sleeping dream... But no, you're just as an puppet there as here. Gods thought projection happens in the now at all times to everything making everything flow in the ultimate interconnectedness but you people wont understand this unless god wills it
  16. That is the illussion you don't see, the only way to see it is to become aware of god for 1 time. The reason you don't see it is because you believe the thoughts are your body, you've created a reality for yourself on behalf of god and in this reality you're nothing more then gods vehicle in gods dream. It is gods chosing how the dream plays out not yours.
  17. That is false, ego has limited amount of choices and its insignificant. Most choices are made on impulse without any conscious awareness, the more consciousness/aware you become the more choices (thoughts) you will receive. Notice i said "receive" , when you operate at a higher consciousness field you will receive more (more as in tapping into the knowledge you want to know) but what you receive is also given by god. If all the thoughts weren't projected by god all at once, everything in life wouldn't be in constant connection. When you become very conscious, you will see a separation between ego limited thoughts and god thoughts at once, but even at this moment the thoughts are given to you. This body is just a conductor for god to do all the possible experiments it has in mind.
  18. That is false, almost everyone claims this is the case but it isn't. Consciousness and awareness is given to you by god, you don't create it or materialize it , also the society influences your consciousness for the most part. What you're describing is called "faking" , being and faking are different concepts and realities. How can you know that you want something, when your reality operates at certain consciousness field. You can focus on good stuff all you want 24/7, but it won't change your operating consciousness unless gods wills it. This is a big misconception in unaware people that they have a chosing in what consciousness level/awareness they operate at. It is all karma, the fastest way to undo karma and raise in consciousness is karma yoga.
  19. That's why we don't like other realms, we don't like being god for too long. The ultimate love is witnessing total freedom and all the shit that comes with it. Being in heaven or getting everything that you want will only last for some time, until you will crave for new experiences. God also loves hell
  20. Do you become infinite while laying down or do you walk outside and see infinity loops/patterns? What experiences did you have while walking in public?
  21. Also when i posted this my body started vibrating a bit and i felt some energy/pressure on top of my head.
  22. Also watch this, the more i do psychedelics the more i realize how they show a limited god. Even during your ego death some of your ego will still be intact. Even the dreams that you dream turn around your waking dream and don't represent god. Nothing here really represents god or the gods possebilities, god can make anything out of nothing. Here's an example: i take a psychedelic and close my eyes, suddenly i see my heart beating like i see it with open eyes. I knew the meaning of it and pierced through it just to see that im some vibration in the void and that everything is in me then i got sent back cuz it was scary. Notice how limiting this experience was and notice how i got sent back, 2 reasons for this : ego still intact, experience was lead/controlled by something else. God cant limit itself in a physical body like now , my guess is that there were beings that discovered how everything works and their consciousness merged with everything so ultimately theyre the ones that have all the control and are god. There is intelligent design and connection in everything like somebody is taking care of you but not giving you everything/freedom. Its much bigger then solipsism and psychedelics, i also debunked many of leos teachings because they show a depressing version of god.
  23. Nope, that was my plan for you ahaha no going back. If you suicide you will just wake up at the same time like it was another dream. Ahahahahaha
  24. This /thread can be closed. All the experiences that you have while being in your physical body while being in the waking dream is gods/higher self doing and has nothing to do with you. Frozen people/time freeze etc. is not your doing but gods, god uses the ego for information gather and many other things, if the psychedelics is your path and you know what it's doing (you become conscious enough to realize) god will work through you even more.
  25. Please razard86 don't freeze me if i accidently drop the soap ?