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Here is my journey to solipsism awakening. - played a game in vr full body equipment to immerse myself fully for like 3-4 years, the game only had real people in it that also had full body vr. After years of playing started noticing that something is wrong, even though the people were being real selfs , their behaviour was very simplistic/unconscious and it was like a loop like i was the only conscious being there. - Became a sperm donor, had my awakening during the interview and my whole reality changed like all the colors in the room and so on. This was the highest state i was in considering my base consciousness, i was so conscious that my thoughts literally said i was the only conscious being alive/ i knew why this outcome was gonna be positive because i was thd only being that knew. - during first 2 lsd sessions, it was very clear that i created my friend as god to guide me through. Then he would answer all my questions that popped in my mind, it was like he wasnt in control but waiting gor my questions. All the lsd sessions were about only me. - went within during lsd by piercing my heart with consciousness , saw that everything that exist is me and within me. Im the only one that provides reality. so yeah, you're not awake

Since the raise of my consciousness i started experiencing so many miracles, i do not know what the reason for this is. My guess is, it's because i'm starting to become aware that this is just a dream and it loses it's stability. I have experienced so many miracles, but i don't remember them... This will be my log of the miracles i experience in day to day state in my base consciousness I will start with a few recent ones: #1 When i go to sleep, i sleep with headphones. When the battery gets low, it will say : battery is low. When i started waking up, and was still operating at a different frequency the headphones said: We are taking care of you or we are watching you, one of those can't remember. After that i fully wake up, and the headphones said: Battery is low. #2 Each day for 3 days, my mind would say: ALARM CLOCK IS GONNA GO OFF NOW! When the sentence was finished the alarm went off, each day for 3 days straight. #3 After ego death and learning about some truth i was feeling upset/bad about god, 1 week after that i experienced 3x out of body experience in 1 day. I would focus my mind on flying out of my body, and my body would vibrate for like 3sec and i would go out. #4 I was feeling bad and asked god for healing, i had huge playlist with hundreds of songs. When i was close to waking up, i woke up at Ellie Goulding - Your Song that made me had a beautifull awakening from sleep. #5 Seeing how sleeping dream is interconnected with this dream, don't remember about what it was.

I already took mahasamadhi by stopping my heart, but ones you're god again you can come back to the same body and usually that is because the work isnt done. When you"re a lesser conscious being even suicide or bullet to the head won't save you from exiting since you will just wake up like this was just a dream. Im the only one on this forum that is truly awake, and can leave anytime but my work is still not done

That's not a awakening, but ego death that changes your consciousness. He's talking about the presence, the more present you become the closer you get to god or your real self. Even during meditation you can go back to future or past which is actually only present since god is present at all times. Now when you become really present your body ceases to exist, but you will come back to it for further work until you completely wake up and leave this vehicle.

True, but who said this?

You don't need any food or water on LSD, if you go into meditative state just the vibration of your body will feed you all there is. LSD is so powerful it literally changes your dream state getting you closer to god. I remember i took lsd barely drinking any water, and peed like 3-4liters of water 1 gallon+ in my entire life i never peed out so much water, which was a miracle by itself. The whole day i didn't have water, ones you're in that state there is no such thing as food or water that you have to take. But it seems you're not awake, if you're talking about such things to be honest and i can see that from a lot of nonsense you post. But again im always going deep so idk how it is for others.

It depends, best way to take LSD is with a spiritual/advanced friend. So you can teach each other, your friend may take a position or form of god to give you insights and you might discover a lot of things and so on. But if you want to go deeper, then you have to lay on your bed with eyes closed to go within, when you go within you will see in another world/dimension/place like you see with your eyes open If you plan to go deep, then 300ug is enough. Place a pee bucket near your bed, and play a playlist of music. After 1-1.5 hours you will start getting really sleepy, and then is the time to close your eyes and focus on your heart, feel your heart beat and think about it with your eyes closed and after around that time god might take over and lead you further. I take 1p-lsd, and this is my private playlist that will give you a real good experience

Exactly, the percentage is actually really small of people that are able to understand what psychedelics are and what it actually does. A psychedelic like LSD, literally changes your fucking waking dream!!!! LSD is so powerful it has the ability to make you a form of god, connect to God. Most people that don't have psychedelic path from god, will always view it as a fun drug and will never have an idea what it actually does. The people that are chosen for the psychedelic path and understand what it does, is given by god!!!

Its both, at the same time . he is control but also isnt. From highest point it just flows and goes automatically but here its control and freewill since you retain some amount of godliness the interaction between you and other is the free will, its like an ai that will have different outcomes dependant on the enviroment, put an ascended master in there ones in a while and you create new growth in the same enviroment for example

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This video has connection to my ego death, and some of the things he described. As you can see during his whole experience some of his ego was still intact and he interacts with god as his other self. I have been god and i have experienced "god" as being fully self autonomous/automatic which means things happen without gods doing. It's like god doesn't even think, it's just there and everything else is just driven by imagination from all aspects of totality. Because "god" is you, it does things that are best for you that is also what is in your subconscious at all times, you always want to have the "best things/life" and trust me god is already doing that for you. God has to follow certain rules in life to keep the "true" balance between you and other if there is no balance the "others" won't exist.

It's a symbol and symbolizes a smile, the other things you say is Schizophonia

Ayahuasca is hyped up too much, lsd is the real deal in terms of progress in spirituality and is much more simpler. But in the big picture it's all the same

Bs, he has some feminine traits that's all and it doesn't even matter, actually talking or judging or caring about someone appearance is a sign of lower consciousness. Most people i've met in real life that had a strong balance female to male or male to female, were naturally very conscious people. @Sincerity Also when you start exploring consciousness within, it's even more beautiful and exciting.

Then explain to me why haidakhan babaji , master of masters got sad when he was shown a picture of hiroshima instead of being all accepting as you said. Then why all the masters fight for our liberation of the bad dream and teach love. It seems that it goes much deeper then that, at my level of consciousness i'm all accepting too because i know that is ultimate freedom within god but it's not as helpfull and usefull as you make it seem.

Everything within God is an illusion build on top of eachother in layers, that's why everything is so connected as it is essentially 1 thing operating from different levels. The levels are perspectives

Autism is barely a mentall illness, it depends on the degree. I've had autistic girlfriend that has asperger.foolhardly to compare paths? Lets take a simple example. 1. Person that lives on goverment benefits and has all the time there is. 2. Working family or perhaps a single perant that works 40-50h a week to take care of himself or perhaps his kids. Which option has to do more work/choices in a daily life? # example 2 1.African tribe , cook/sing/dance/gather/hunt 2. U.S.A Kindergarten/school/college/work/pay bills/stress at home/work etc. Which option has to do more work/choices in the daily life? If you received an easy path from god where you're in a position that you have to make less choices you should't be giving advice from your comfort zone specially saying something like not 'seeing something as a problem' sitting on goverment benefits and posting all day.

Stop spreading nonsense

Yeah now you're comparing yourself to materialists, that don't know anything besides this world. You should keep it that way. _______________________________________ That might be accomplished but my real problem is trying to understand why misery, suffering and hardships are prevailing in ones life Some guy on goverment benefits: You see it as a problem. I don’t. Love is Absolute. I see it as ultimate disrespect, don't compare your easy path to his

Funny joker guy that sits on his goverment benefits and says things like this, you should be ashamed

Yeah looks like he can't read past his own nose or not awake enough to understand. Glad you did

I remember i enteree psychologists room for an interview, my first thought was that she was ugly and masculine. During the session we loved each other really hard, then the light in the room and objects changed to warm/golden light, her appearance was also more beautiful to me and she looked cute. It seems that your own consciousness is literally responsible for everything, the state of your consciousness dictates everything. But it is not our fault for limited consciousness, it's literally what we wanted. So stop with this identifying bullshit, we can literally leave consciously if we wanted to but finding out about your true omniscient nature makes you rethink everything. You cant have things we have here and it's the other way around too

Was listening to rj spina today in some pod cast, funny enough he said the same thing. Letting go of all beliefs and living in the present is the first step, but the problem you're so attached to your ego that you won't get lose from it by your own power that descision is made somewhere else. The real key to life is just to live and do whatever pleases you, all is already known by god , you seeking for knowledge and enlightenment is your ego at work

I joined christian forum once, they claimed i was a false prophet me telling them basic things about consciousness. All i could see on that forum , is low conscious people with extremely huge ego's. Anything that is questioned gets you banned. The attitude/judgement and emotions they express are all signs of low consciousness

@001 I have used many different frequencies/sounds for almost 2 years every day, this one gives me dreams every day. It is also responsible for many awakenings that i constructed for myself during lsd using this sound. I use noise reducing earplugs, then i put audio headband on my head and ears and play this sound when i go sleep.