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Please only respond, if you did psychedelics or you meditate at a high level. Quick summary: - Project myself to an online multiplayer vr game using vr headset/trackers to be in an avatar of my choice, other people do the same. - Talked to a 55 year old police officer that projected himself into the game in an E-boy avatar. Started speaking about god to him etc. he instantly got mad/aggressive and said he didn't believe in god and told me to not speak to him about religion/god and so on. Then at one point i tried to speak to him about it again, when he didn't want to. Then the right lens of my vr headset started showing rainbow colored pixels everywhere. - 3weeks later spoke to a girl in the game about god and how far it can go ,at the end she said the same what my mom told me: you're telling me information that i can't do anything with it and you're putting pressure on me. - My mom used to say, that i put a lot of pressure on her that her head starts hurting, it's too much information. It was the same with that girl, then she said: I don't believe in god and when she said that instantly the right lens of my vr headset broke and turned off. I have also started experiencing many more unusual stuff, it's like reality isn't working properly sometimes. For example:my 2019 car with low mileage= engine broke. I buy a moped and 1 month later the engine breaks too. I feel like that my base consciousness is at certain level where i start noticing that the reality might not be working properly and because of this things break more often or unusual things start happening. Of course i have my own reasons why this might be happening, but i'm curious what you guys think? Specially the thing about speaking about god to others seems to have a negative outcome for me, and it feels like at some point in conversation god is speaking through them to me and is basically saying: Stop talking about god to these people, they're at a certain level. This is what i can't understand. Why am i supposed to keep everything to myself, or is it because i don't know yet what god is truly is? Or is it because i don't have permission to speak about god? Or is it my own ego subconsciousness and god in me that tries to keep the reality stable? etc.

There are no others, reality is being projected what is within infinity all around you. It's your choice to have a stable reality and be immersed in it, but the more conscious you become the more that you see that you live in a lie, that's why most conscious people always preached to not be attached

Haidakhan babaji or a mahavatar from the current era with most evidence. Study this guy and all the witnesses of him and it will help you with god realization

@Vibes acceptance will always be temporary, but the more you accept yourself as and what is within you the more you will sleep and dream in harmony and love. But you're eternal and alone and you don't fully understand what you are, so you will start deconstructing yourself and try to escape yourself by forgetting yourself in your own dream.

You're wrong, most of what is within you is also within god. Stop making stories up. Ananda speaks about you not about god, you're a being that is aware what you're creating. As an eternal god you will never escape your own suffering and awareness what you do to yourself to escape your limitnessness/loneliness and eternal life. You're making up stories because you can't accept the truth and yourself, are you gonna lie to yourself forever?

I haven't read much yet what has been said in the article, but most of it makes sense and i have experienced it on LSD. That's why i'm not doing 5 meo dmt, maybe at the old age only. As i believe it's the true ego death pill and you leave this dream forever. I've experienced semi eternal time on lsd in the ego, can't imagine what's gonna be like on 5 meo dmt. Funny fact: I tried to do 5 meo dmt with a very close friend, and i've noticed that he said he wanted to do it really bad. But always when the day came, he would make up the most redicilous excuses like: I'm saying for example: I'm coming over to your house after i take shower, then after shower he suddenly says : My mom told me to drive her to a city cuz her friend died. Then another day he says: Yeah we can do it on saturday i'm free that day. Then suddenly he says: I have people coming over on saturday to work on my kitchen. And it kept going like that, that i eventually blocked him. It was pretty obvious that he was a reflection of me as God, and that i wasn't truly ready to go and so on. I have many more examples of this

Look at your parents, they are standing right in front of you. Now look away from them… they no longer exist. I experienced this from the article, during the trip. They moved away from my sight to the kitchen, and suddenly all the noise/sound was gone and didn't see them. Then i panicked and started looking for them and they suddenly manifested somewhere else. In that consciousness state it was clear that i was manifesting them somehow. Very scary, and in that consciousness state you truly realize how much you love this life and how much you love everyone including your parents because there is nobody.

God = full imaginary potential that sends itself to physicality/dream that is in the ego. It puts itself in the ego, so ego is a fraction of this full potential. So ego can have alot of control in controlles insanity, but only few are brave enough to take control of this flow/god and abide in it. The braveness that is required to abide in this state as an ego is like walking on razors

Ego can take over some form of god consciousness/physical matter if you go far enough, because there is only nothingness. If you try to take control over gods matter/flow while being in your ego body, you have a lot of responsibility do you want that and are you really ready for that?

@Scholar Do ego things, shower with cold water, exercise, do push ups, if they ask you what happend say you have anxiety and ask for Diazepam. Try to fall asleep with someone watching you go sleep, or ask someone to bound you to their reality. Be careful not to make this permanent consciousness state, usually consciousness will restore itself if you pray to god and ask for forgiveness

@Loveeee infinite will doesn't happen in human body out of love, but yes i have manifested things to some extent and have tested this. Time becomes almost non moving, there is only presence. I have manifested infinite milk/juice, manifested the appearance of objects in perfect/broken state, manifested the change of my appearance and much more. The thing is, ones you deconstruct god/reality enough while being in your ego body memory becomes imaginary, meaning your memory becomes nothingness and because of this you also become nothingness because you don't fully know what you are and try to control the nothingness=objects/environment it becomes a dangerous territory because you're trying to take over the flow/god which can make your ego kill itself/get stuck in some form of consciousness like hell and so on. When you start forgetting your ego body, you enter the mental world in this mental world you can manifest whatever you want when you try to take control, For example you can manifest a spiritual world with all the characters/living beings in it and then put your consciousness pov inside the character and you can even forget yourself in it , while in this character the world will manifest around you. But when you're in the mental world , you start fighting against yourself because you realize all is you and you're the only one. When you accept yourself fully as god, there is peace/harmony/love and you're in peace dreaming while being awake. But when you try to control things and try to understand what you are, you start making worlds/manifesting things and try to escape, this is the reason jesus said you're already in heaven.

Exactly, if they would live in a higher state of consciousness for 1 day and experience the insanity they would cry and beg god to come back to ego life. If they deconstruct reality to some extent and become the most conscious being on earth, the responsibility that will come with that will make them bedridden and they will dream themselves away. Everything is, how it's supposed to be. The thing is, ones you deconstruct reality enough you're totally on your own and nobody can help you. Consciousness is nothingness and memory becomes nothingness, ones you try to take over the gods flow because you had the realization that you're god it will go downwards and you will see how dangerous freewill/decisions can be in nothingness. I like the NDE video you posted, and i see lots of connections/truth in it. I hope that it will always be like that regarding god, and that there will always be someone that is more conscious then you. MEaning reaching god kind of level, but never to be god - is the only way

No, what i think it was is remembrance of who i was to some degree, then i got my pov back to my ego and i got really confused how this is even possible?? So it was a very small degree of god realization, then i got back to my ego and started suffering from intestine pain. Then this suffering lead me taking lsd p1 to stop suffering, and then i wrote the trip report that you've read. Like Ramana has said, suffering leads to god realization... Anyway i'm scared to zoom on things ever again because of the suffering i've experienced when connecting my ego to miracles/unknowingness/consciousness/god etc.

I've reached a natural state of consciousness to be able to zoom on things by the magnitude of 100000x etc. With my normal eyes. And the ego's pov camera becomes what i'm zoomed at. Here's an example of a video i zoomed in at, i held my phone 1inch from my eyes with the video playing in front of my eyes and i zoomed in by like 10000x to see whats in the stars then seeing floating orbs/structures unexplained things. Then i started thinking how is this even possible, it's like god is showing me this. Then i suddenly get insane painfull intestine pain for messing with my ego and doing these things. So be careful, your consciousness pov can literally merge with things and go deep.

@Razard86 well said, if i was you @Verg0 i would read this couple times. What has been said here, has probably never been said by anybody. What razard explained is the truth, and i also have experienced different state of reality and perception when the trip should've ended. Like seeing the reality with more open eyes and more in the present moment experiencing the so called miracles that i used my mind to create , like drinking infinite milk. At the end i got anxiety and insanity ,almost wanted to go to the doctor/admit myself to psychward like razard did. Prayed a lot and swallowed pills and so on to get back to my normal ego reality because i couldn't handle it. At the end i throwed away all the psychedelics and quit this work. It's not good to do this work if you still want to enjoy life a bit as your normal self, even if you think you have nothing to lose and want to die , these experiences can still 360 you so you can appreciate everyone around you no matter what they do and your simplistic mechanical life.

lsd p-1 is same as lsd but weaker, maybe like 70-80% of original lsd

@OBEler I'm not advising i just said i took it first time. You can't die from something that you perceive and associate with "consciousness raising" if you have no intention to die the dose won't matter specially if your mind associates it with "consciousness raising/love" etc.. The choice of death/leaving your physical body is always your choice, so if you consciously take cyanide and associate it with death this is total surrender to god / actual death of your ego. You should've known that with your experiences. And even 600 mg of mdma doesn't even come close to 100ug of lsd-p1. Why do you think the effects of 600mg of mdma were minimum to me on an empty stomach? Because my mind associated it with a state of consciousness of saints/unconditional love based on david hawkins books. It was set to 575 there, lsd was more like 700. It's all about your mind, my friend

I did 600 first time. Lay on bed till it kicks in and then take a bottle of water and walk outside

Just do 100, i did 20 once it didnt have any effect. I believe all doses up to 50 don't do much

Yes it's possible to not return back to your body, it will be like sleep. When you start sleeping you might get a remembrance of who you're actually are if you don't resist your memory will be wiped of who you were as an ego. Then you won't have any remembrance how to get back. Consciousness is fluid, memory in the nothingness state comes and go's. _______________________________________ Your reality can also be altered forever when you're in the ego because you deconstructed reality enough , you will stay and keep living in the same conditions it's like developing a mental illness. But mental illness is not an illness it's just your consciousness stuck in certain understanding low or high etc @bmcnicho

The reason we enjoy our illusion/delusion is because we're eternal and alone, there is nothing to do and you're eternally stuck with yourself. When you wake up while being in your ego body you will realize that all the reality turns around you and constructs around you based on your beliefs/thoughts/being, and that there is nobody else. When you awake and will have a form of omniscience you will understand that the nature of reality is based on lies/deceptions and lots of insanity for it to work. You will regret for not loving others enough because you were not awake. When you leave your ego body, you're stuck with yourself as god and will understand that all the reality within you is a big family and that is you, when you stop dreaming about it , it will lose harmony/peace/flow and you start seeking again as god and realize that the only option is to incarnate. So i suggest you to accept is as soon as possible, the more you fight against it the worse it's gonna be for you.

You can easily hurt yourself or be gone forever, the only and safest way is to have a trusted anchor. Meaning someone that is witnessing your body from a different reality so you can always get back. Disadvantage of that is that you will never reach/go as deep. My own personal advice, don't start with psychedelics unless you're fully ready to let go of who you are and of this reality. The more and more you deconstruct reality (getting higher in consciousness) the harder it is to get back to your own.

@Princess ArabiaMemory is nothingness and temporary, for example: You go to sleep and one day you deconstruct reality to a point that the reality itself changes to the realizations you have had. These realizations and your memory of it gives you a new reality based on what you truly have witnessed and seen in the nothingness (nothingness is where reality creation happens and you can take it with you same as meditation - you create vibration in meditation and send it to your physical body and then feel it for example) In your wakeful state you can be stuck based on the realizations you have had, basically stuck in a state of consciousness. Because the realizations/states are illusionary you might never find your way back, and you won't have any memory/realizations how you did it or how it happend. The only thing is to love yourself, accept yourself and let it be don't fuck around with god realization. God realization is truly a dangerous area

Be careful with what you say, as god you have free will to be god and to lose it. Be careful that you don't get stuck in hell that you create yourself by using your so called "courage". Seeking in god/getting lost is a real thing, memory/wisdom/knowledge can only be temporary and you can get stuck